Monday, October 31, 2011
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Why vs Why not
So many times we ask why me, instead of saying why not me. All of the times we we ask why me is because of a negative situation. And sometimes in our lives when something good happens we still ask why me.
I wonder if this is from that we don't know how to accept good things that come to us. Is it because there is a saying that goes, "good things don't last forever".
Fear of that good thing may leave you, it may not just be real to good to be true.
Well why not say, why not me, this good thing can sure last forever.
Why not me, why should it be someone else
I am available and capable.
willing and well able
to receive and carry this task
to be a good steward
I accept that I was chosen built and design
I accept I was marked
I accept strategical positioning
I accept divine positioning and divine help
for this special occasion.
My occasions, our occasion, your occasion
Wondrous and marvellous
No one else can do what I can do
I can do it just fine
for I was built for such a time as this
I was chosen for such a time as this
I was developed and trained for such a time like this
I am here for such a time like this
why not me!
I wonder if this is from that we don't know how to accept good things that come to us. Is it because there is a saying that goes, "good things don't last forever".
Fear of that good thing may leave you, it may not just be real to good to be true.
Well why not say, why not me, this good thing can sure last forever.
Why not me, why should it be someone else
I am available and capable.
willing and well able
to receive and carry this task
to be a good steward
I accept that I was chosen built and design
I accept I was marked
I accept strategical positioning
I accept divine positioning and divine help
for this special occasion.
My occasions, our occasion, your occasion
Wondrous and marvellous
No one else can do what I can do
I can do it just fine
for I was built for such a time as this
I was chosen for such a time as this
I was developed and trained for such a time like this
I am here for such a time like this
why not me!
So Abba
I really thank you for the rain but I need more than the rain right now. I need you From the top of my head to the sole of my feet. Abba touch me calm my soul with you gentle touch.
Daddy don't forget me, remember what you said to me. I am keeping mine, so keep yours don't forget daddy
daddy I love you
Daddy don't forget me, remember what you said to me. I am keeping mine, so keep yours don't forget daddy
daddy I love you
11:59:59
This kind of time does bother me!
Lord why is it you are a 11:59:59 a lot of times?
Is it because we operate a the last minute, so You do the same? Just asking
11:59:59 well Lord I need you Now
Show up and show off!!
You are a big God I think big you made me that way so show up bigger.
I am hurting right now I need a touch from you your presence your voice right now Okay you send rain thank you.
Well it was kind of hot now is cooler thank you I do love you!
Lord why is it you are a 11:59:59 a lot of times?
Is it because we operate a the last minute, so You do the same? Just asking
11:59:59 well Lord I need you Now
Show up and show off!!
You are a big God I think big you made me that way so show up bigger.
I am hurting right now I need a touch from you your presence your voice right now Okay you send rain thank you.
Well it was kind of hot now is cooler thank you I do love you!
Can't sleep right now
Things going through my head. How do you feel? I am annoyed a bit fatigue.
God is my source my supplier! He supplies all my needs spiritual and earthly needs too.
NO! He needs body to that that earthly needs one. You and I!
Am still annoyed.
Lord you are my source and I need you right now not tomorrow not on the last hour but right now!
God is my source my supplier! He supplies all my needs spiritual and earthly needs too.
NO! He needs body to that that earthly needs one. You and I!
Am still annoyed.
Lord you are my source and I need you right now not tomorrow not on the last hour but right now!
Friday, October 28, 2011
Be Thankful
I know sometimes life gives us lemons, when we would like pineapples.
Things we can not change is where we were born and who we were born too and the circumstances in which we grew up in. After growing up you can sure change your circumstance from bad to good from good to better better to great
With all of that you have to give thanks, sometimes it may have been or seems unfair because you were mistreated abused and you think life is better on the other side I have experienced life may look good on the other said but it's not all that, what it's cracked up to be.
Give thanks for every situation it did not kill you but made you better all because you choose. Some people had it bad and they stayed bad they choose to stay bad and get depressed but choose to arise and be a sunshine
Things we can not change is where we were born and who we were born too and the circumstances in which we grew up in. After growing up you can sure change your circumstance from bad to good from good to better better to great
With all of that you have to give thanks, sometimes it may have been or seems unfair because you were mistreated abused and you think life is better on the other side I have experienced life may look good on the other said but it's not all that, what it's cracked up to be.
Give thanks for every situation it did not kill you but made you better all because you choose. Some people had it bad and they stayed bad they choose to stay bad and get depressed but choose to arise and be a sunshine
Monday Night
I had this dream I was in a house and it was raining and windy seems like an storm was coming we all seemed to be getting prepared, we all means neighbours, the wind was blowing. Not terrible wind
I had two doors on my house entrance the outer was a wooden door and the inner was a metal door, the wind took off the wooden door and then it took off the metal door, shook it out of the hinges. I was still trying to put it back on but the hinges and everything was destroyed by the wind.
I try hooking back up the door but it was useless in terms was not locked secured from, the reason why people have doors.........hmmmm
This morning 29/10/2011 added this below:-
In this dream also was someone.....a man haha I feel like Sarah when she laughed after hearing What God said about them having a baby.........."who me at this age". Me in modern day, "Who me after this stage and what I've been through who would want me".
The I was looking at hgtv and it was house hunter the realtor showed the lady new renovated houses up to date contemporary styles and everything she was like yes they are nice but not what she was looking for.
So the realtor took her to the last place she did inform her it needs work the woman fell in love with the place it was messy needed renovation but the crown moldings and architecture and the design took her breath away I watched it last night thought about it had to come and add some more of the dream well at least that part.
I don't put every thing here some things are meant for me to keep until "set time"
7:36 am will be leaving for home soon and back on the afternoon to continue to work, yes am at work I watched it at work I like hgtv
I had two doors on my house entrance the outer was a wooden door and the inner was a metal door, the wind took off the wooden door and then it took off the metal door, shook it out of the hinges. I was still trying to put it back on but the hinges and everything was destroyed by the wind.
I try hooking back up the door but it was useless in terms was not locked secured from, the reason why people have doors.........hmmmm
This morning 29/10/2011 added this below:-
In this dream also was someone.....a man haha I feel like Sarah when she laughed after hearing What God said about them having a baby.........."who me at this age". Me in modern day, "Who me after this stage and what I've been through who would want me".
The I was looking at hgtv and it was house hunter the realtor showed the lady new renovated houses up to date contemporary styles and everything she was like yes they are nice but not what she was looking for.
So the realtor took her to the last place she did inform her it needs work the woman fell in love with the place it was messy needed renovation but the crown moldings and architecture and the design took her breath away I watched it last night thought about it had to come and add some more of the dream well at least that part.
I don't put every thing here some things are meant for me to keep until "set time"
7:36 am will be leaving for home soon and back on the afternoon to continue to work, yes am at work I watched it at work I like hgtv
There is still more you don't know
My mom in her younger days
Yes I was born already!
My uncle Bernard
Found these pictures just felt like sharing, don't ask about me now! haha
That is my uncle Bernard I went to look for in NY. He is so cute here
My grandmother she has five children three girls and two boys. My mother being the darkest, I believe my grandmother was a racist haha
I loved my grandmother she was sick with something, she was not able to move in terms of walking around, but was able to to slightly lift her hands and feet and eventually it got worst.
I remembered one time I got up from sleep and I said to her granma am going to pray for you I feel like praying for you. She was like "NO"! "Who you think you are, you think you got powers", and all the rest.
I use to go through some spiritual warfare at home I remember Having this dream after all that again I went to pray for her In my dream because I was bathing her and she seemed to have been putting all her weight on me so I said, let me help you this way and I will pray for you. The same thing Happen NO! and all the rest but it went up to another notch, she started to stand up straight, her eyes became dark, deep and empty and cold then we started to fight, this is where I felt the hurt in my actually body.
I was making covenant with God before I saw Rebecca Browne and her books, asking Him to protect me in my dreams etc, based on the scriptures, she had it done nicely. I was fighting almost every night I saw things experienced things and my cries to him was I just need rest and a break I moved out and that was an experience too but now am back home getting ready to move this time it is for good.
When she died or was dyeing in NY the morning after four or minutes to five I felt a nasty presence and I open my eyes in the corner of the house roof was one head three faces that looked vampire-ish. I told my mom
I can tell you so many things I have been through and most of my information on how to fight actually came from the Holy Spirit and then there was Help from individual knowledge, experience that the church I attend brought in.
Carleen she was instrumental in giving me books and journals she said right down everything read, pray and fast.
I told her about visions I saw and things that was happening she helped me and I helped her because during this same time she got engaged by on of her college mate after so many years, that admired her, but waited and waited until one day they finally met and things just fell in place so that year 2003 it was a year we were packing up her furnitures, books and sell some.
She was also doing her dissertation getting married and moving to the US in the same year, up late almost every night.
One night I stayed at her house until morning packing and sorting out the remnants it was crunch time it was seven O'clock and had to go work. That was a year.
It it was just recently (early up in the year) I realised one of the books she gave me was written by Bishop E Bernard Jordan the power of speaking in tongues. Interesting!
One time here on the blog when I released about the enemy and how he too is real I had a dream an attack in it was a old lady in a school with those very same deep, dark and empty eyes like they sucking you in and so forth, she said is a magician you looking for etc. I woke up and cancel plea the blood etc.
However your biggest enemy can be you!
The effects of the enemy is also how you react to what he say and the illusion of what he does
I don't mean to be contradicting here but some things aint no illusion!!
Now this is were the spirit of discernment would come in to know the difference....
Spiders
I dream I was cleaning in front of our yard, there was a lot of garbage and I saw a plastic bag buried in the dirt so I was pulling it out with the rake then a lot of spiders big one, small ones and some small other insects black etc, but the big spiders they were beige in colour and they started to climb the wall some jump away one jump on me some one help me get it off I went inside for a bug spray.
My mother came out, "me aint afraid let me get it". but at the same time I used the bug spray already and the spider started to swell and pop and some of the liquid got on her and she fell to her knees.
Also in the bathroom some of the same beige spiders continued up the wall I used the bug spray inside there too, they seems to have already gone.
My question is what does this dream means?
I already rebuked bind and cover with the blood
I have a thought a feeling of what it means but would like some more insight though.
My mother came out, "me aint afraid let me get it". but at the same time I used the bug spray already and the spider started to swell and pop and some of the liquid got on her and she fell to her knees.
Also in the bathroom some of the same beige spiders continued up the wall I used the bug spray inside there too, they seems to have already gone.
My question is what does this dream means?
I already rebuked bind and cover with the blood
I have a thought a feeling of what it means but would like some more insight though.
Flowers and Fire works
In January both me an Kathleen agreed to pray for each other well started in December, in January though I dream that I receive flowers and their was fire works. I asked, "why you stay so long". the replies was am sorry and the rest.
The details am not permitted to say right now.
In September last year I mentioned this in one of the blog about a sudden strong wind blew a piece of material my way over me, that material was a wedding veil, white wedding veil. I was driving a big blue truck those kind that pulls the big trailers, some people address them as lorry trucks.
Well getting my heart around marital thoughts, yes I have made it there.
My experiences let me know exactly who is wrong for me and because of that I know who is right for!
The details am not permitted to say right now.
In September last year I mentioned this in one of the blog about a sudden strong wind blew a piece of material my way over me, that material was a wedding veil, white wedding veil. I was driving a big blue truck those kind that pulls the big trailers, some people address them as lorry trucks.
Well getting my heart around marital thoughts, yes I have made it there.
My experiences let me know exactly who is wrong for me and because of that I know who is right for!
The two tigers
In November last year, Sunday afternoon I went to sleep because I had to work that night as I always do.
I dream I was walking down this dark road with Cain fields on both sides, it was dark no light post, but I was not afraid. Normally I would be, but this time I was not.
I came unto the main street went into town the buildings was broken down some seems like a fire was there and abandon.
Then the scene change I was a tiger, and there was another tiger that was my mate. This tiger was teaching me, tiger stuff like hunting and eating meat and fighting.
We had to eat the meat but I could not eat the meat because in my dream I realize that am a tiger but still human and there came a lion trying to steal the meat and the male tiger started fighting back for the meat from the lion.
The male tiger showing me how to be a tiger by eating the meat and the rest. It was constant running and fighting, the tiger showed me a safe spot during one of the fights with the lion.
More intellect was still in this dream I took the meat and I went to this place the lion came and grab the meat went into the room where these four girls or ladies were, they were painting there faces with marks like tribal marks warfare marks. They were afraid of the tigers so they painted their faces to keep the tigers away.
I understood the dream that is why I have the two tigers.
I dream I was walking down this dark road with Cain fields on both sides, it was dark no light post, but I was not afraid. Normally I would be, but this time I was not.
I came unto the main street went into town the buildings was broken down some seems like a fire was there and abandon.
Then the scene change I was a tiger, and there was another tiger that was my mate. This tiger was teaching me, tiger stuff like hunting and eating meat and fighting.
We had to eat the meat but I could not eat the meat because in my dream I realize that am a tiger but still human and there came a lion trying to steal the meat and the male tiger started fighting back for the meat from the lion.
The male tiger showing me how to be a tiger by eating the meat and the rest. It was constant running and fighting, the tiger showed me a safe spot during one of the fights with the lion.
More intellect was still in this dream I took the meat and I went to this place the lion came and grab the meat went into the room where these four girls or ladies were, they were painting there faces with marks like tribal marks warfare marks. They were afraid of the tigers so they painted their faces to keep the tigers away.
I understood the dream that is why I have the two tigers.
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Today
Lord you spoke to me in a dream things I can not write in words, word for word here, but I know and understand if not all some and in due time I will understand the rest.
It was very long and continuous led from one scene to another.
"I have written it". You said.
I am wondering what have I written what am thinking is it correct?
Lord Yes to your will!
I declare you are my source and my supplier!
I depend on you, I lean on you and I love you Lord!
Thank you!
It was very long and continuous led from one scene to another.
"I have written it". You said.
I am wondering what have I written what am thinking is it correct?
Lord Yes to your will!
I declare you are my source and my supplier!
I depend on you, I lean on you and I love you Lord!
Thank you!
Monday, October 24, 2011
Steps
The steps and testing you fail and fail to do you can not move on until you past those testings. I am remembering the dream I had with planting and sowing the seeds and watering it and because I did not see what I wanted to see when I wanted to see it. I became ignorant to the fact that God is in control I felt that I was cheated I probably miss interpret the dream or something.
However God is still merciful He lets you continue from where to left off from, well at least for me. This year has moved so fast. I believe it is a swift diligent year, the moving of the Holy Spirit is also swift and careful and precise nothing is coincidence if we/I would get our/my act together stick in there, and adjust to His will we/I will see.
April 22 I came home the morning from work I had just a little devotion fell asleep dream about Morocco this place in the east as I woke up just relaxing I heard his voice "Adjust yourself to the wind and you will see"
Am thinking here adjust to the wind how can you adjust to he wind only if you surrender to it.
Don't know much about sail boats but they got to lose the sail and let the wind take hold of it and the boat will start to move on it's course.
Everyday is surrender day that is why Paul says he die daily. It's daily surrendering we/I have to do to catch the wind and sail away.
When you want to predict every step there is noway you will trust God . We just got to walk on the water.
However God is still merciful He lets you continue from where to left off from, well at least for me. This year has moved so fast. I believe it is a swift diligent year, the moving of the Holy Spirit is also swift and careful and precise nothing is coincidence if we/I would get our/my act together stick in there, and adjust to His will we/I will see.
April 22 I came home the morning from work I had just a little devotion fell asleep dream about Morocco this place in the east as I woke up just relaxing I heard his voice "Adjust yourself to the wind and you will see"
Am thinking here adjust to the wind how can you adjust to he wind only if you surrender to it.
Don't know much about sail boats but they got to lose the sail and let the wind take hold of it and the boat will start to move on it's course.
Everyday is surrender day that is why Paul says he die daily. It's daily surrendering we/I have to do to catch the wind and sail away.
When you want to predict every step there is noway you will trust God . We just got to walk on the water.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
In spite of
Don't birth in the flesh you will only bring an Ishmael. Even though for over four years and some extra months you see nothing, in it's timing you will see the Chinese bamboo shooting out and up over eighty feet plus.
The waiting can be tedious, hard and aching can reach desperation and suicidal totally wanting to give up but when The Lord said not even if you try to do that, you will not die.
Your resources are drying up because it's time to move.
You got to move.
The waiting can be tedious, hard and aching can reach desperation and suicidal totally wanting to give up but when The Lord said not even if you try to do that, you will not die.
Your resources are drying up because it's time to move.
You got to move.
There's got to be a way out
Not from the will of God.
I was reading about the Chinese bamboo today, and how long they stay to grow or show any signs of growth on the surface outwardly.
But everything at home is sure not working for me right now it's shaking up the nest is rocking hard. I know I have to go. I need a way out a door a window something.
Why your family have to be the ones to get it last. get what you do is for s purpose last. like "johnny come lately", and they calling you "Johnny come lately" when you are explaining yourself and choices and ways they call you naive & foolish.
I cut my hair tonight the baby knots I comb out and the other locked ends I cut off and a couple more inches like a lot more inches, myself I did it.
IT'S GETTING SERIOUS!
knots have nothing to do with the shaking of the nest.
I feel like the Chinese bamboo
Sowed and watering fertilizing and seeing nothing and because of that you made sacrifice and nothing and when it comes out of one of your family mouth well you sowing sowing and nothing I hear it happen for other people well why not you something wrong with you then
And all the rest.
Can't say well this is the formula this way to go because am right here today right now
You ever love someone but not like them, and they probably feel the same way about you.
I was reading about the Chinese bamboo today, and how long they stay to grow or show any signs of growth on the surface outwardly.
But everything at home is sure not working for me right now it's shaking up the nest is rocking hard. I know I have to go. I need a way out a door a window something.
Why your family have to be the ones to get it last. get what you do is for s purpose last. like "johnny come lately", and they calling you "Johnny come lately" when you are explaining yourself and choices and ways they call you naive & foolish.
I cut my hair tonight the baby knots I comb out and the other locked ends I cut off and a couple more inches like a lot more inches, myself I did it.
IT'S GETTING SERIOUS!
knots have nothing to do with the shaking of the nest.
I feel like the Chinese bamboo
Sowed and watering fertilizing and seeing nothing and because of that you made sacrifice and nothing and when it comes out of one of your family mouth well you sowing sowing and nothing I hear it happen for other people well why not you something wrong with you then
And all the rest.
Can't say well this is the formula this way to go because am right here today right now
You ever love someone but not like them, and they probably feel the same way about you.
Saturday, October 22, 2011
what matters most
Your relationship with God or your relationship with man?
Fulfilling your purpose or being popular?
The choice is yours to make, my choice is that because am sold out
He makes the choices and I follow with actions.
Sometimes am grumpy, in the end it will all work out.
That is the truth my relationship with him matters most.
Not neglecting family He gives you because without them it wont be possible
He created man in man was a woman then came a family, then the church. That is the formula to go.
He will never tell you neglect your family, that happens on your own ambitions and over drives be balance.
Love and Peace! :)
After I did
I saw and have been experiencing some pain in my shoulders neck and head and belly after reading and watching some thing. These people serious. I know there are some extreme people out there but I was not prepared for this, but am happy and sad at the same time my head ached from Thursday to Saturday.
I prayed!
After I did I saw the edge, of extremist and how far they would go.
Now I have more strength today to go a little further. Was I suppose to find out like this, better now then later I guess my choice is still yes. My head neck and shoulder did hurt all the way through my stomach the pain groan.
I wonder what in the world! My choice is still yes. I have count the cost and the cost and it is worst if I don't follow his will, depleted resources, dried up river, unhappiness, no more joy, depression, confusion and the rest. I see my cross and I will bare it.
I figure out why in the past I had to go through the fighting stages.
I prayed!
After I did I saw the edge, of extremist and how far they would go.
Now I have more strength today to go a little further. Was I suppose to find out like this, better now then later I guess my choice is still yes. My head neck and shoulder did hurt all the way through my stomach the pain groan.
I wonder what in the world! My choice is still yes. I have count the cost and the cost and it is worst if I don't follow his will, depleted resources, dried up river, unhappiness, no more joy, depression, confusion and the rest. I see my cross and I will bare it.
I figure out why in the past I had to go through the fighting stages.
Friday, October 21, 2011
Reasons For Making covenants
God is a God about covenants He loves covenant. The bible is consist of covenants promises and all the rest. We too can make covenant today with Him, that is based on the word in our daily lives.
Examples of making covenant that i gave below I use them for myself
Even when we may forget them God never forgets.
After reading and seeing those things that gave me some pains I remember what I did many years ago with making covenant I also made one with him after in a dream it was spiritual warfare I i literally felt it in my body
to protect me in my dreams and it is still going today.
You know it has some people they look and is dangerous, you got to be five steps ahead and more, the only way to do so is with God and making covenants with him Of course the Holy Spirit too!
You can make a covenant with God for your life His will His promises etc
Examples of making covenant that i gave below I use them for myself
Even when we may forget them God never forgets.
After reading and seeing those things that gave me some pains I remember what I did many years ago with making covenant I also made one with him after in a dream it was spiritual warfare I i literally felt it in my body
to protect me in my dreams and it is still going today.
You know it has some people they look and is dangerous, you got to be five steps ahead and more, the only way to do so is with God and making covenants with him Of course the Holy Spirit too!
You can make a covenant with God for your life His will His promises etc
Making covenants
God is a God about covenants He loves covenant. The bible is consist of covenants promises and all the rest. We too can make covenant today with Him, that is based on the word in our daily lives.
Examples of making covenant:
This example is from one the books I read word for word
This certifies that on the 21st October of the year 2011, being of sound mind and by my own free will, I entire into a solemn and binding covenant with Almighty God. I hereby make Jesus Christ the total Lord and master over every area of my life. I humbly ask the blessed Holy spirit to fill me and help me to keep this covenant. I realize that this covenant is binding for the rest of my life here on earth and throughout eternity.
_______________ _______________
Name Witness
This example is what I alter took out and put in what I need to make the covenant about:
This certifies that on the 21st October of the year 2011, being of sound mind and by my own free will, I entire into a solemn and binding covenant with Almighty God. As promised In Isaiah 54: 17 and Psalms 91,63 & 64. I hereby stand on the word for divine protection from spiritual and physical enemy. Christ the total Lord and master over every area of my life. I humbly ask the blessed Holy Spirit to fill me with on time word to move and get out of the way in these times, if needs be to follow your instructions, when given this covenant I know is binding for the rest of my life here on earth and throughout eternity.
Sign: kerinaFosterMurray
Examples of making covenant:
This example is from one the books I read word for word
This certifies that on the 21st October of the year 2011, being of sound mind and by my own free will, I entire into a solemn and binding covenant with Almighty God. I hereby make Jesus Christ the total Lord and master over every area of my life. I humbly ask the blessed Holy spirit to fill me and help me to keep this covenant. I realize that this covenant is binding for the rest of my life here on earth and throughout eternity.
_______________ _______________
Name Witness
This example is what I alter took out and put in what I need to make the covenant about:
This certifies that on the 21st October of the year 2011, being of sound mind and by my own free will, I entire into a solemn and binding covenant with Almighty God. As promised In Isaiah 54: 17 and Psalms 91,63 & 64. I hereby stand on the word for divine protection from spiritual and physical enemy. Christ the total Lord and master over every area of my life. I humbly ask the blessed Holy Spirit to fill me with on time word to move and get out of the way in these times, if needs be to follow your instructions, when given this covenant I know is binding for the rest of my life here on earth and throughout eternity.
Sign: kerinaFosterMurray
why I write the things I write
I write according to the drawing of the Holy Spirit. I have to feel it and already live it in terms I hear it first inside and then it gets on paper so to speak (this is not paper).
I am nowhere in the states but listening to the power of prophecy it helped me accept me more...finally
The things I write comes from my experience and life and it is not even the whole story yet.
Jehovah God created humans he gave each and everyone of us a purpose to find it we have to be in his word
some of us know our purpose from the time we were born depending on the type of family you have. Their awareness of life and purpose cause you to walk into it, at an early stage.
However that is not the whole truth, it is some truth for there are others that came in some tough situation and they too knew and make it.
I remember in hidden agenda it was a dream I was at this new place and then their was an attack, and it was because of a new stance level I got in the dream why there was an attack.
Am not talking about demons but people I now can understand a little more of that dream now.
What I read last night though wow that was something
They serious?
I am nowhere in the states but listening to the power of prophecy it helped me accept me more...finally
The things I write comes from my experience and life and it is not even the whole story yet.
Jehovah God created humans he gave each and everyone of us a purpose to find it we have to be in his word
some of us know our purpose from the time we were born depending on the type of family you have. Their awareness of life and purpose cause you to walk into it, at an early stage.
However that is not the whole truth, it is some truth for there are others that came in some tough situation and they too knew and make it.
I remember in hidden agenda it was a dream I was at this new place and then their was an attack, and it was because of a new stance level I got in the dream why there was an attack.
Am not talking about demons but people I now can understand a little more of that dream now.
What I read last night though wow that was something
They serious?
After leaving here
Early I said I was going to pray I fell asleep okay another dream I was in church and worshiping session was still happening well the .......(I think I need a doctor)
the words of the song was te amo continuously but I was hearing a normal worship song still hearing te amo Spanish language at the same time
the worship song was oh the glory
the words of the song was te amo continuously but I was hearing a normal worship song still hearing te amo Spanish language at the same time
the worship song was oh the glory
Dreams
Every night we lay down we dream some may not be aware of it because they don't remember, some know they dream but can't remember. Some dream a dream and is confuse about it.
That dream last night rather yet this morning...oy It was no scary or vile dream but it was different unexpected...who tampered with my dream ....O_o
Dream about:
Mother/great grandmother
Mother/grandmother
Me
Father/grandfather
Bed
Stain
Money
Breakfast banquet first part look good another part look like sloppy joe
Cheesecake
Office
opera
austrilla
What in the world this dream means... I got to go pray
That dream last night rather yet this morning...oy It was no scary or vile dream but it was different unexpected...who tampered with my dream ....O_o
Dream about:
Mother/great grandmother
Mother/grandmother
Me
Father/grandfather
Bed
Stain
Money
Breakfast banquet first part look good another part look like sloppy joe
Cheesecake
Office
opera
austrilla
What in the world this dream means... I got to go pray
The nine minutes
Well I had just awaken from my sleep well the first portion of my sleep for the night and then I saw Him on a platform In a vision I was still lying down on my bed.
I heard his voice saying the things that delay and kept you back will be no more I declare freedom etc and repeat after me and declare you are etc
A couple of days after that I also receive an email concerning that I must declare I am the head declare peace etc
I heard his voice saying the things that delay and kept you back will be no more I declare freedom etc and repeat after me and declare you are etc
A couple of days after that I also receive an email concerning that I must declare I am the head declare peace etc
Sleep
Could not get to sleep last night so good, and when I finally did sleep I had a weird dream. Why I couldn't sleep yes the that thing bothered me. Does it mean I care? Well yes of course I do. For the hurting and the being hurt ones. Am I being naive here ....I think not.
All of us have issues but we really got to learn to deal with them. Revenge is on some people agenda but it might just back fire. Hurting is on some people agenda it might just back fire.
Help the broken.
I watch the discovery channel when I think it was a real discovery channel with animals and such, they may be in the new era.... am behind, this is not a hate on the discovery though... lol
I learnt there that a wounded animal is more dangerous than one that is not wounded in terms of aggression. I know thoughts and opinion changes I don't know if that is still the same.
But my point exactly when you are in a normal condition you're calm. when you are hurting and some one touch your hurt I have seem some people including my self give them a hard slap somewhere on there body because they hurt your hurt.
Let me break down for someone that may not understand that:
I had this wound on my arm, my sister came and grab me on the very same wounded arm. My reflexes was good she got a couple of lashes. Why? She hurt my hurt, am wounded and hurt, so I hurt you because you hurt me.
You can not run away
No matter how much you run it will always be behind you. You got to accept it deal with it and move on.
Your past can only haunt you if you never deal with it, you have to conquer your fears to get over them. So that you can move on, let go and grow!
Very interesting moment and feeling am experiencing.
Be real, most of all to yourself
Don't lie to yourself
All lie is a lie but not the ones you tell yourself those kind dangerous!
God will still remains the same for me > FYI
I have really count the cost, people out there need help some one they can relate too. The people was able to relate to Jesus at least the brokens ones...
Your past can only haunt you if you never deal with it, you have to conquer your fears to get over them. So that you can move on, let go and grow!
Very interesting moment and feeling am experiencing.
Be real, most of all to yourself
Don't lie to yourself
All lie is a lie but not the ones you tell yourself those kind dangerous!
God will still remains the same for me > FYI
I have really count the cost, people out there need help some one they can relate too. The people was able to relate to Jesus at least the brokens ones...
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Hurting people hurt people
I have been hurt I could have gone and have a tantrum about it, and I did but in my own space, my room on my knees when am walking alone, talking to myself etc and most My loving and caring God He was there.
Don't let bitterness over take you because someone said they loved you and then end up with someone else or moved on.
Don't let bitterness over take you if someone you least expect hurt you.
Don't let bitterness over take you and start tarnish the other person name.
Indeed it hurts when you have been wrongfully treated...oh how I know, don't let it over take you by cussing them out on the internet.
Sex is really for marriage. SINGLE PEOPLE STAY AWAY FROM SEX IT'S FOR MARRIED PEOPLE!
Why? The person you give your self too just might be giving themselves to someone else.
The person you giving yourself to might just wake up and realize they are not for you. (not that you are a bad person)
The road they want to walk you may not want to walk that road.
Now leaving or that person leaving you can be devastating and when a man or a woman say they love you it may not be the love you thinking about, their love is coded sex.
Where did this come from something I just saw on the internet and all I felt from what I read was hurt and bitterness somebody promised something and failed to hold up to that promise or maybe was having a naive moment in there life or something.
Lord help us.
Why did I write all about what happen to me not because I was bitter and wanted revenge yes I had those feelings but I LOVE THE LORD SO MUCH
He said it's not my life it is His and a lot of people just like myself was hurt from people they least expect. they would have never figure it out in a million years that person would have hurt them, but it did
so how can they move on. Some resort to hurting you back staining your name they can't move on.
Let me tell you something serious this is no exaggeration I was so sheltered and tight with what I believe not even an once of water was able to squeeze in. It took years four years to break me....
(with the help of the people I had around even though it was negative God used it well very well He is indeed he master of everything)
....but it was allowed by God yes I was hurt assaulted abused everything like that but my heart was changed for the better. right now m on my knees typing this in my room but one day soon one day soon what I see will be a reality and it is!
All I felt from this person was hurt and bitterness misunderstanding.....it would really be nice if am wrong here seriously! sigh
On October 8th-9th 2010 Friday night Saturday morning I had a dream ...........
Sometimes I am sacred too
I mentioned this in one of the the early writings I think it's confession I heard the Holy Spirit say, "don't let them feel your pain but your forgiveness". I had to go and adjust some wordings and I obeyed and it was all good.
One of the biggest mistake leaders make is to present themselves superhuman, flawless and perfect. So when their humanness shows up, the people act all crazy, shocked, dismayed confuse. it's like a sudden bright light on wild buffaloes all they can do is start a stamped.
They don't know how to react to this humanness from you so they gone all wild trampling down everything and anything in there path destroying everything your name & family all sort of things.
Lord help us!!
Be careful of what you do and say to people please they have feeling and everyone understanding is not the same, everyone expectation is not the same.
You might just want a good time, the other person thinking this is the real deal.
Say what you mean, mean what you say.......for crying out loud
DEAL WITH YOUR PAST ISSUES BEFORE YOU CAN MOVE ON IT'S IMPORTANT!!
Don't let bitterness over take you because someone said they loved you and then end up with someone else or moved on.
Don't let bitterness over take you if someone you least expect hurt you.
Don't let bitterness over take you and start tarnish the other person name.
Indeed it hurts when you have been wrongfully treated...oh how I know, don't let it over take you by cussing them out on the internet.
Sex is really for marriage. SINGLE PEOPLE STAY AWAY FROM SEX IT'S FOR MARRIED PEOPLE!
Why? The person you give your self too just might be giving themselves to someone else.
The person you giving yourself to might just wake up and realize they are not for you. (not that you are a bad person)
The road they want to walk you may not want to walk that road.
Now leaving or that person leaving you can be devastating and when a man or a woman say they love you it may not be the love you thinking about, their love is coded sex.
Where did this come from something I just saw on the internet and all I felt from what I read was hurt and bitterness somebody promised something and failed to hold up to that promise or maybe was having a naive moment in there life or something.
Lord help us.
Why did I write all about what happen to me not because I was bitter and wanted revenge yes I had those feelings but I LOVE THE LORD SO MUCH
He said it's not my life it is His and a lot of people just like myself was hurt from people they least expect. they would have never figure it out in a million years that person would have hurt them, but it did
so how can they move on. Some resort to hurting you back staining your name they can't move on.
Let me tell you something serious this is no exaggeration I was so sheltered and tight with what I believe not even an once of water was able to squeeze in. It took years four years to break me....
(with the help of the people I had around even though it was negative God used it well very well He is indeed he master of everything)
....but it was allowed by God yes I was hurt assaulted abused everything like that but my heart was changed for the better. right now m on my knees typing this in my room but one day soon one day soon what I see will be a reality and it is!
All I felt from this person was hurt and bitterness misunderstanding.....it would really be nice if am wrong here seriously! sigh
On October 8th-9th 2010 Friday night Saturday morning I had a dream ...........
Sometimes I am sacred too
I mentioned this in one of the the early writings I think it's confession I heard the Holy Spirit say, "don't let them feel your pain but your forgiveness". I had to go and adjust some wordings and I obeyed and it was all good.
One of the biggest mistake leaders make is to present themselves superhuman, flawless and perfect. So when their humanness shows up, the people act all crazy, shocked, dismayed confuse. it's like a sudden bright light on wild buffaloes all they can do is start a stamped.
They don't know how to react to this humanness from you so they gone all wild trampling down everything and anything in there path destroying everything your name & family all sort of things.
Lord help us!!
Be careful of what you do and say to people please they have feeling and everyone understanding is not the same, everyone expectation is not the same.
You might just want a good time, the other person thinking this is the real deal.
Say what you mean, mean what you say.......for crying out loud
DEAL WITH YOUR PAST ISSUES BEFORE YOU CAN MOVE ON IT'S IMPORTANT!!
In the process of time
All things will work out and be straight that which was crooked. Many people, some people but not all, may not understand you. However in the process of time, everything will be all fine.
Now you really got to surrender, surrender to His will and purpose, know the time and times you are living in and trust him with all your heart. Never let go of Him but let go of you, let go the strings of this world.
Let go and flow and you see you will grow...........(:
Now you really got to surrender, surrender to His will and purpose, know the time and times you are living in and trust him with all your heart. Never let go of Him but let go of you, let go the strings of this world.
Let go and flow and you see you will grow...........(:
Six years old in a dream
I went to look for my uncle Bernard in my dream when he left and went to Pennsylvania somewhere in the states. I was in NY in a dream I met this man this man... when I first saw the Bishop E Bernard Jordan I knew I met him before but I knew that was impossible i never physically met him I just had a sense of familiarity..... my god this is serious.
Then I heard the Holy spirit said that dream at six and I never forgot that dream why?
I really loved him, I don't know why I loved him so much honestly yeah yeah he is my uncle but I was always with my other Uncle Moses in St. Thomas.
Bernard he use to and still loves to laugh he was and is funny.
There is a lot of things I can not still explain and am getting a head ache trying to explain so I done for now explaining....oy
Then I heard the Holy spirit said that dream at six and I never forgot that dream why?
I really loved him, I don't know why I loved him so much honestly yeah yeah he is my uncle but I was always with my other Uncle Moses in St. Thomas.
Bernard he use to and still loves to laugh he was and is funny.
There is a lot of things I can not still explain and am getting a head ache trying to explain so I done for now explaining....oy
The Master Prophet Bishop E Bernard Jordan
He said, "When the student is ready, the teacher will appear".
Well all most all my life I did not know this man exist.Well I had this dream it was not even one of those type of dream. One of those type of dream where you see the wicked gathering in there counsel place weird disgusting forms and shape. I really must be got a good imagination...oy
Then the Lord back me up "the wicked is like a drop of water in a bucket not even worth a sacrifice".
This was writing on the ceiling "Jove vous nous" in my dream in late February. When I went to research the very first word Jove I did not like what It said, God of Jupiter, Big God, Yiddish word etc. well I started to pray to God ask him to clean me I mention Rebecca Brown books is one of the cleanses method in terms of everything you repent for confess everything.
So I started the cleaning process sever between me and the spiritual world only let me see what you want me to see in Jesus name etc amen.
By the the way I always say this prayer and so forth and I still use to see. You know what that told me It was definitely God but I mean still. Learnt about making covenants and I did some and slow down.
The tug of the dream wont leave me alone.
So how did I get with the master prophet, his son. Well his son was at my church last year October it all here on the blog "broken but good". His FB page some was saying something about the Word Network that is where you would view Prophet Manasseh live on a service he had and it showed or showing. I goggled the word network went there nothing concerning what the person was saying I figure I was there to late.
Then I check the schedule I found Bishop Jordan the power of prophecy I watch it for three weeks then on the 8th of April I went to his website went into the chat room my first time. I was just there not saying anything for a while then I said "good day". someone typed, "he who hesitate is poor"....my face O_o...... asked a question someone typed, "have the food but not the tool".....something like that...my face -_-
Were they really directing that too me? I don't know, maybe but it worked.
Why I reached there? I needed some answers to a lot of questions, I hated feeling strange knowing things and people not every person I meet it was like that, but it can hurt head.
Some people call him False Prophets Physcis calling them selves Christians. I know exactly what you may say about me and I can top you any day anytime once am permitted too anyway and am not crooked am just straight!!
I have realized you got to be five and more steps ahead of your opponents
I remember in school and going to church not the church I attend now I would tell them stuff they say that is physic ability and I need to stop it I really tried I stop talking about it, it cool down. I learn to keep my mouth shut, But then when I go to pray and spend time in his presence it gets hot. I mentioned here that I don't like to pray because of what I see...is true but I love His presence and I love his voice the peace everything else..
I also realize we live on hypes and the enemy knows it, in January I saw in a vision and heard this, "this will pass this is just a hype". The lord allow me to see and hear that from the mouth of the enemy.
The power of the enemy comes from your reaction to what he say. So you got a part to play in your defeat or victory!
It sucks when you want to blame someone for all your trouble....true...baby it depends on you too!
Some people have hidden agendas why they do the things they to to stain other people name.....Do you have an hidden agenda?
What is my agenda? My agenda is to live!
Even when I was not at the peak of my game in terms of praying and don't feel like it. He would still show and talk to me 'HE' just wont leave me alone I mean God Holy Spirit. I am very happy He did not leave me alone. I don't know what I would have done.
Mention people and men of God in my dream he is one of them and a very interesting experience for about nine minutes was not sleeping I just watched & listen.
I know you think I can tell a really good story
But you can tell a really bad good story
I remember a story Lester Sumrall said when he was out on missionary field what happened to him the
authority is in our mouths lips, tongue.
There is a price you life your time everything there is a price.... you paying for something I wonder what it is will it be beneficial for you and your children children etc
When I decided and saw myself making that phone call and talking in my imagination Hebrews10:7 popped up on the screen from someone somewhere in the world.
And I went to make sure that is exactly what Hebrews 10:7 really say for myself
Am on the edge!!!
Well all most all my life I did not know this man exist.Well I had this dream it was not even one of those type of dream. One of those type of dream where you see the wicked gathering in there counsel place weird disgusting forms and shape. I really must be got a good imagination...oy
Then the Lord back me up "the wicked is like a drop of water in a bucket not even worth a sacrifice".
This was writing on the ceiling "Jove vous nous" in my dream in late February. When I went to research the very first word Jove I did not like what It said, God of Jupiter, Big God, Yiddish word etc. well I started to pray to God ask him to clean me I mention Rebecca Brown books is one of the cleanses method in terms of everything you repent for confess everything.
So I started the cleaning process sever between me and the spiritual world only let me see what you want me to see in Jesus name etc amen.
By the the way I always say this prayer and so forth and I still use to see. You know what that told me It was definitely God but I mean still. Learnt about making covenants and I did some and slow down.
The tug of the dream wont leave me alone.
So how did I get with the master prophet, his son. Well his son was at my church last year October it all here on the blog "broken but good". His FB page some was saying something about the Word Network that is where you would view Prophet Manasseh live on a service he had and it showed or showing. I goggled the word network went there nothing concerning what the person was saying I figure I was there to late.
Then I check the schedule I found Bishop Jordan the power of prophecy I watch it for three weeks then on the 8th of April I went to his website went into the chat room my first time. I was just there not saying anything for a while then I said "good day". someone typed, "he who hesitate is poor"....my face O_o...... asked a question someone typed, "have the food but not the tool".....something like that...my face -_-
Were they really directing that too me? I don't know, maybe but it worked.
Why I reached there? I needed some answers to a lot of questions, I hated feeling strange knowing things and people not every person I meet it was like that, but it can hurt head.
Some people call him False Prophets Physcis calling them selves Christians. I know exactly what you may say about me and I can top you any day anytime once am permitted too anyway and am not crooked am just straight!!
I have realized you got to be five and more steps ahead of your opponents
I remember in school and going to church not the church I attend now I would tell them stuff they say that is physic ability and I need to stop it I really tried I stop talking about it, it cool down. I learn to keep my mouth shut, But then when I go to pray and spend time in his presence it gets hot. I mentioned here that I don't like to pray because of what I see...is true but I love His presence and I love his voice the peace everything else..
I also realize we live on hypes and the enemy knows it, in January I saw in a vision and heard this, "this will pass this is just a hype". The lord allow me to see and hear that from the mouth of the enemy.
The power of the enemy comes from your reaction to what he say. So you got a part to play in your defeat or victory!
It sucks when you want to blame someone for all your trouble....true...baby it depends on you too!
Some people have hidden agendas why they do the things they to to stain other people name.....Do you have an hidden agenda?
What is my agenda? My agenda is to live!
Even when I was not at the peak of my game in terms of praying and don't feel like it. He would still show and talk to me 'HE' just wont leave me alone I mean God Holy Spirit. I am very happy He did not leave me alone. I don't know what I would have done.
Mention people and men of God in my dream he is one of them and a very interesting experience for about nine minutes was not sleeping I just watched & listen.
I know you think I can tell a really good story
But you can tell a really bad good story
I remember a story Lester Sumrall said when he was out on missionary field what happened to him the
authority is in our mouths lips, tongue.
There is a price you life your time everything there is a price.... you paying for something I wonder what it is will it be beneficial for you and your children children etc
When I decided and saw myself making that phone call and talking in my imagination Hebrews10:7 popped up on the screen from someone somewhere in the world.
And I went to make sure that is exactly what Hebrews 10:7 really say for myself
Am on the edge!!!
The mountain
The mountains and hills and ditches rivers and streams rain, snow and drought, fire and water, heat and cold and the wind and waves all is necessary. In the building process.
It looks like something has finally found me. It was there all the time.
I wont lie to you, if there were people around (Me/You) that really understood............do you think the process would have been such a lonely road hurtful road almost costing you, your physical life even your sanity...things people don't know............Oh yeah they say it is the way it should be..... really.....you got to fulfill the book...yeah!!
Does He has your attention?
What will it take to get your attention?
The road is to build muscle and endurance.
By the way it does not stop, even when you get into your place stream, position it just at another level with more benefits.......O_o
It looks like something has finally found me. It was there all the time.
I wont lie to you, if there were people around (Me/You) that really understood............do you think the process would have been such a lonely road hurtful road almost costing you, your physical life even your sanity...things people don't know............Oh yeah they say it is the way it should be..... really.....you got to fulfill the book...yeah!!
Does He has your attention?
What will it take to get your attention?
The road is to build muscle and endurance.
By the way it does not stop, even when you get into your place stream, position it just at another level with more benefits.......O_o
I am is willing and able
Jehovah God is willing and able. He said, I am that I am.
I am is everything
Self existing God
Amazing!
In the will of God there will be and overflow,
There is an overflow
of everything thing you need and desire
He knows your heart, knows exactly what you need
And
When you need it. Don't be afraid to let go.
I am is willing and able!
Are you willing?
He has already given you the ability.
STOP
You can not move on in life if you don't face your past issues, your hurts and fears. Count the cost are you sure?
the decision you make now can either break you or make you. Count the cost!
The solution is make your will God's, will. Make God's will, your will!
There is a price to be paid you may be paying it right now even if you are not aware of it.
So or are you debit or credit.
There is a price believe me when I say there is a price. Nothing is free!
Salvation was not free....Jesus paid the price...that explains why people think the gospel is free and money should not matter because they think it was free it took blood a man life a God's life Jesus.
Who came up with the gopsel is free It 's not free Just because you did not pay for it that does not make it free Jesus paid for it... with his life
Where much is given much is required!....Looking around and I have no where else to hide!!
I came out of my skin!!
Some things I would drop but because it's on His agenda I can't because in spite of how I feel now later everything will be fine.
We all change and grow in life and the shoes we where seven years ago we still don't ware them either we grow out of them the rot in time season changes everything changes .
It's a circle but it not the same winter spring summer and fall comes around every year but ti not last year it teh new year a new thing we got to move as well and let go the strings and hold on to the life giver.
Sometime we got to take sometime to think things over, but don't let that stop you from moving forward.
If God say so why no go.
Faith is your past port, your travelling papers, visa, green card, green light straight way!
I am too far to turn back now!
You are too far to turn back now!!!
Watch no face!
the decision you make now can either break you or make you. Count the cost!
The solution is make your will God's, will. Make God's will, your will!
There is a price to be paid you may be paying it right now even if you are not aware of it.
So or are you debit or credit.
There is a price believe me when I say there is a price. Nothing is free!
Salvation was not free....Jesus paid the price...that explains why people think the gospel is free and money should not matter because they think it was free it took blood a man life a God's life Jesus.
Who came up with the gopsel is free It 's not free Just because you did not pay for it that does not make it free Jesus paid for it... with his life
Where much is given much is required!....Looking around and I have no where else to hide!!
I came out of my skin!!
Some things I would drop but because it's on His agenda I can't because in spite of how I feel now later everything will be fine.
We all change and grow in life and the shoes we where seven years ago we still don't ware them either we grow out of them the rot in time season changes everything changes .
It's a circle but it not the same winter spring summer and fall comes around every year but ti not last year it teh new year a new thing we got to move as well and let go the strings and hold on to the life giver.
Sometime we got to take sometime to think things over, but don't let that stop you from moving forward.
If God say so why no go.
Faith is your past port, your travelling papers, visa, green card, green light straight way!
I am too far to turn back now!
You are too far to turn back now!!!
Watch no face!
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
I heard myself inside say
Your spirit have moved you need to move too.
My flesh said you need to take up your rare end and move...how rude but correct but rude!
Well today I was visualizing something in my imagination, that I need to walk out in this realm. Right there and then Hebrews 10:7 popped right in front of me. Not in my mind but literally in front of me on my PC someone somewhere in the world typed that scriptures verse and it popped right infront of me.
I had to check out the scripture make sure Hebrews 10:7 really said that,after I decided in my mind to walk it out I saw my self doing it, in my imagination.
Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life's coming attractions.
Albert Einstein
Your mind manifest the reality of your world.
My flesh said you need to take up your rare end and move...how rude but correct but rude!
Well today I was visualizing something in my imagination, that I need to walk out in this realm. Right there and then Hebrews 10:7 popped right in front of me. Not in my mind but literally in front of me on my PC someone somewhere in the world typed that scriptures verse and it popped right infront of me.
I had to check out the scripture make sure Hebrews 10:7 really said that,after I decided in my mind to walk it out I saw my self doing it, in my imagination.
Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life's coming attractions.
Albert Einstein
Your mind manifest the reality of your world.
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
You knew...L.R
You knew Lionel Richie at that age? Yes, my mom was and is a big fan of his music, if she did not play his songs everyday, she sure did make up for it when she did decide to play her music and sing out loud. It was so religious I believe I was converted too.
Then I became a Micheal Jackson fan before the age of ten, this was a serious mess I use to ask the lord to marry him. This was a serious mess honestly I had to be delivered and prayed for. I realized and I went on my knees in tears just like how I did when I ask the lord to marry him...it was a mess.
He did hallelujah!!!
I still like some of his music and when any one would ask me do you have a boyfriend I would use his initial and then they ask what is his name I would say "Mighty Jesus". They just kissed there teeth and turn off.
I was seriously hooked on his music and him for real but what scared me most is after he started to look the way he did something was definitely wrong.
My first contact with his music was his dangerous tour concert and it aired on HBO the next day in school every child, kid, boy and girl if rats and roaches could have spoken they would have also been talking about it am sure.
Then I became a Micheal Jackson fan before the age of ten, this was a serious mess I use to ask the lord to marry him. This was a serious mess honestly I had to be delivered and prayed for. I realized and I went on my knees in tears just like how I did when I ask the lord to marry him...it was a mess.
He did hallelujah!!!
I still like some of his music and when any one would ask me do you have a boyfriend I would use his initial and then they ask what is his name I would say "Mighty Jesus". They just kissed there teeth and turn off.
I was seriously hooked on his music and him for real but what scared me most is after he started to look the way he did something was definitely wrong.
My first contact with his music was his dangerous tour concert and it aired on HBO the next day in school every child, kid, boy and girl if rats and roaches could have spoken they would have also been talking about it am sure.
Got a message is it a message
I dream last night someone was saying "you come up" and me, "you come down" and some other things Honestly I can not say right now this has nothing to do with fear just can't reveal all that, too much information at once can be heavy really heavy on the brain.
Why you think they have break times recess time in schools etc
I was sleeping, but I was not in a deep sleep it was clips of pictures scenes setting of someone speaking on a platform.
This was back and forth. they spoke and I replied
(Do I sound like the type of person that gives back chat.........lolol..........no I don't give back chat).
They said something I really wanted to hear that part very good (and it was not even straight forward, why ask questions or draw references) over and over but somebody came in my room and disturb me, my sister...................lolol
Why you think they have break times recess time in schools etc
I was sleeping, but I was not in a deep sleep it was clips of pictures scenes setting of someone speaking on a platform.
This was back and forth. they spoke and I replied
(Do I sound like the type of person that gives back chat.........lolol..........no I don't give back chat).
They said something I really wanted to hear that part very good (and it was not even straight forward, why ask questions or draw references) over and over but somebody came in my room and disturb me, my sister...................lolol
Good and evil
I remember reading this in Genesis3:22 The Lord God said, behold the man is become as one of us, to know good and evil:
and now, lest he put forth his hand, and take also the tree of life, and eat and live for ever.
So there is good and evil in In God I read this some where in the bible in Genesis I can't find it though well at least right now
Jesus is the tree of life we take part of him and will live forever.
So why He did not let them or want them eating from the tree, why kill his beloved son?
Blood?
The tree don't have no blood.
It is the blood but also the walk after going through all of that which side you on. would you think am an unfair God. After seeing and experiencing all that will you hoard on the things you have, the information you gain, will you help others. The journey is to exfoliate the dirt and crap that is inside of you...talking to me too
Will you make that selfless sacrifice?
The process is to build character.
What type of character that depends on your choice.
God is within us, if we can tap into the God in us what A thing!!
The choices we make.
and now, lest he put forth his hand, and take also the tree of life, and eat and live for ever.
So there is good and evil in In God I read this some where in the bible in Genesis I can't find it though well at least right now
Jesus is the tree of life we take part of him and will live forever.
So why He did not let them or want them eating from the tree, why kill his beloved son?
Blood?
The tree don't have no blood.
It is the blood but also the walk after going through all of that which side you on. would you think am an unfair God. After seeing and experiencing all that will you hoard on the things you have, the information you gain, will you help others. The journey is to exfoliate the dirt and crap that is inside of you...talking to me too
Will you make that selfless sacrifice?
The process is to build character.
What type of character that depends on your choice.
God is within us, if we can tap into the God in us what A thing!!
The choices we make.
What does it mean by becoming a realist
A realist is a person that addresses things as they really are. In reality based on earthly evidence etc.
No room for faith nor hope.
This is life except it and move on. Bad things happen to good people. you see bad people always getting through. While honest people working hard all day long still beneath.
Nice girls end up with bad guys and and bad girls end up with good guys.
You believe what you see is what you get.
In a another weird sense this is true your mind manifest your fears or courage in your world.
It is all based in our minds, our minds the way of thinking plays out into our reality
your fears are always a door knock away.
Fear is a stupid thing, useless emotion. why it is useless because it makes you stagnant can't move stock.
Our mind enslaves into poverty or richness wealth or happiness or sadness.
The mind is a powerful thing!
"Emancipate you selves from mental slavery non but our selves can free our mind"
"How long shall they kill our prophets while we stand aside an look"
"some say it just apart of it got to fulfill the book" ~~Bob Marley
"Have no fear from atomic energy"
What is atomic energy? Fear is an atomic energy it's unstable double minded wavering emotions that can explode and cause disasters.
You ever realize in states of emergencies they always tell you remain calm don't fear, if fear explode that is even a more worst off disaster.
Our wealth is within
Our minds can manifest out poverty or richness. our creativity, ideas, talents etc That is where your wealth is not in some paycheck. However doing it on your own can be a challenge, that is why people will always need people. "Even God need People"
I am seeing something I don't like if we don't adjust our minds things will not be good or getting better. Yes these are hard times But we have to seriously fix our minds first. Not our bank account, investment & checking books it's our mind.
I shared this dream here before but I did not put who the man I dream about concerning the two gold coins and he showed me how to plant the man was Abraham I dreamed of Abraham the the lord brought to me the scripture verse "Cast your bread upon the waters it will return after many days". Ecclesiastes11:1
I just realize 111
Why I did not put his name and other people names before I was sacred, I know how you guys treat people.
I am so fed up of being fed right now I can not help but say what I feel in me.
"When you have nothing to lose you are Dangerous"
The apostles had nothing to lose they had everything to gain when they lost their earthly lives.
The waters is not investment and saving in this world it's the heavenly bank it is the kingdom of God. Secondly you can do the savings and investment here because Yes money is important money can create change.
"Money answers all things" Ecclesiastes 10:19
Waters the Holy Spirit
Ocean the church nations the church is the Kingdom of God
"As a man thinketh so is he" proverbs 23:7
Well I realize that what I see is less real than what I don't see.
What I don't see controls what I see.To believe that You have to have faith and hope.
If you believe in reality more than the unseen you are in dangerous ground for doom here is a twist even if you believe in the unseen.
What type? omg there is a type....good and evil
What is your source? Where the source coming from? God
There is Living water and dead water.
Living water you get from the main source fresh and alive .
Dead water is what you flush out the toilet you refuse to us, not clean etc
Now all is water but good and bad water. The well spring waters and sewage rejected contaminated waters
All come from one source but not going the same place.
Some was good at first and got contaminated.
The rest water remains good usable clean etc.
No room for faith nor hope.
This is life except it and move on. Bad things happen to good people. you see bad people always getting through. While honest people working hard all day long still beneath.
Nice girls end up with bad guys and and bad girls end up with good guys.
You believe what you see is what you get.
In a another weird sense this is true your mind manifest your fears or courage in your world.
It is all based in our minds, our minds the way of thinking plays out into our reality
your fears are always a door knock away.
Fear is a stupid thing, useless emotion. why it is useless because it makes you stagnant can't move stock.
Our mind enslaves into poverty or richness wealth or happiness or sadness.
The mind is a powerful thing!
"Emancipate you selves from mental slavery non but our selves can free our mind"
"How long shall they kill our prophets while we stand aside an look"
"some say it just apart of it got to fulfill the book" ~~Bob Marley
"Have no fear from atomic energy"
What is atomic energy? Fear is an atomic energy it's unstable double minded wavering emotions that can explode and cause disasters.
You ever realize in states of emergencies they always tell you remain calm don't fear, if fear explode that is even a more worst off disaster.
Our wealth is within
Our minds can manifest out poverty or richness. our creativity, ideas, talents etc That is where your wealth is not in some paycheck. However doing it on your own can be a challenge, that is why people will always need people. "Even God need People"
I am seeing something I don't like if we don't adjust our minds things will not be good or getting better. Yes these are hard times But we have to seriously fix our minds first. Not our bank account, investment & checking books it's our mind.
I shared this dream here before but I did not put who the man I dream about concerning the two gold coins and he showed me how to plant the man was Abraham I dreamed of Abraham the the lord brought to me the scripture verse "Cast your bread upon the waters it will return after many days". Ecclesiastes11:1
I just realize 111
Why I did not put his name and other people names before I was sacred, I know how you guys treat people.
I am so fed up of being fed right now I can not help but say what I feel in me.
"When you have nothing to lose you are Dangerous"
The apostles had nothing to lose they had everything to gain when they lost their earthly lives.
The waters is not investment and saving in this world it's the heavenly bank it is the kingdom of God. Secondly you can do the savings and investment here because Yes money is important money can create change.
"Money answers all things" Ecclesiastes 10:19
Waters the Holy Spirit
Ocean the church nations the church is the Kingdom of God
"As a man thinketh so is he" proverbs 23:7
Well I realize that what I see is less real than what I don't see.
What I don't see controls what I see.To believe that You have to have faith and hope.
If you believe in reality more than the unseen you are in dangerous ground for doom here is a twist even if you believe in the unseen.
What type? omg there is a type....good and evil
What is your source? Where the source coming from? God
There is Living water and dead water.
Living water you get from the main source fresh and alive .
Dead water is what you flush out the toilet you refuse to us, not clean etc
Now all is water but good and bad water. The well spring waters and sewage rejected contaminated waters
All come from one source but not going the same place.
Some was good at first and got contaminated.
The rest water remains good usable clean etc.
Monday, October 17, 2011
Who is in the house
If I have to choose I will choose Bob Marley over Damian Marley jr gong. The Marley's are in the house.... Well only Bob :)
These are just part of the song I really want you to think about. Bob Marley had a message.
Man to man is so unjust, children:
Ya don't know who to trust.
Your worst enemy could be your best friend,
And your best friend your worst enemy.
Some will eat and drink with you,
Only your friend know your secrets,
So only he could reveal it.
Some will hate you, pretend they love you now,
Then behind they try to eliminate you.
But who Jah bless, no one curse;
Thank God, we're past the worst.
Hypocrites and parasites
Will come up and take a bite.
And if your night should turn to day,
Ah lot of people would run away.
And who the cap fit let them wear it!
I Deliberately picked out theses verses, the bible talks about the heart of man is desperately wicked. Look at who betrayed Jesus, one of his disciples.
When the night is over and your morning comes people start to get funny.
You are marked with a mark find it, don't run away from it.
your mark could be smiling sharing it with the world.
Being pleasant helping your neighbors etc Loving kids
All that is ministry ministers are servants,
It's important when you go to the store you see the cashier be nice she could be having a bad day standing up sitting down there all day not easy.
You go to a Hotel you see the maid don't look down on her or him because they are maids
janitors, garbage men don't look down on them they are serving to make your stay your environment community functional.
If you realize the way you treat and react to people is the way they react back to you, most of the time
I have experiences this crapp because I don't have on a tie and jacket you get no respect in terms of morning good afternoon they speak to you any old how like you are a dog and it's my duty, okay it is my duty but if I was not here who would have served you.
No matter what I could not avoid my road and I still can't, but am sure going to make the very best of it and make my future brighter. That season has ended and now I have entered into a new one and if you don't want to be apart, He will use someone else, but I believe you are marked to be apart!
Even if it's in a negative way.
There are dirty jobs out there someone got to do.
It's all balancing
These are just part of the song I really want you to think about. Bob Marley had a message.
Man to man is so unjust, children:
Ya don't know who to trust.
Your worst enemy could be your best friend,
And your best friend your worst enemy.
Some will eat and drink with you,
Only your friend know your secrets,
So only he could reveal it.
Some will hate you, pretend they love you now,
Then behind they try to eliminate you.
But who Jah bless, no one curse;
Thank God, we're past the worst.
Hypocrites and parasites
Will come up and take a bite.
And if your night should turn to day,
Ah lot of people would run away.
And who the cap fit let them wear it!
I Deliberately picked out theses verses, the bible talks about the heart of man is desperately wicked. Look at who betrayed Jesus, one of his disciples.
When the night is over and your morning comes people start to get funny.
You are marked with a mark find it, don't run away from it.
your mark could be smiling sharing it with the world.
Being pleasant helping your neighbors etc Loving kids
All that is ministry ministers are servants,
It's important when you go to the store you see the cashier be nice she could be having a bad day standing up sitting down there all day not easy.
You go to a Hotel you see the maid don't look down on her or him because they are maids
janitors, garbage men don't look down on them they are serving to make your stay your environment community functional.
If you realize the way you treat and react to people is the way they react back to you, most of the time
I have experiences this crapp because I don't have on a tie and jacket you get no respect in terms of morning good afternoon they speak to you any old how like you are a dog and it's my duty, okay it is my duty but if I was not here who would have served you.
No matter what I could not avoid my road and I still can't, but am sure going to make the very best of it and make my future brighter. That season has ended and now I have entered into a new one and if you don't want to be apart, He will use someone else, but I believe you are marked to be apart!
Even if it's in a negative way.
There are dirty jobs out there someone got to do.
It's all balancing
The artist
In 'am going to start with'' the artist I was talking about was Damian Marley jr gong I really liked his song the strong will survive that was my song after march for I was really becoming a realist.
In July the lord ask me a question,not about Damian Marley, but he was my artist in that season by the ending of July he was not.
That interview that I saw just changed my mind one time, even though I was trying to hold on, on some days. I don't know if he was high or low but it was not a good interview from my opinion.
So what is the History if this place you don't know you stumbling lost for words my co -worker said maybe he was just lost for words etc
Well I really got disappointed.
Does it sound like I get upset a lot, lolol no I just hold in my feelings for too long sometimes feel like am going to explode.
You know some people does do and say some really stupid things to you and you really want to you really want too you know. Well I keep in mine.
I will share my thoughts and opinion, carefully
Back to what I was saying, well the lord spoke to me in July I really believe it was the 26th of July at work the time was 7-7:30am anyway by the ending of July gong was gone, and in a few weeks what He said was in evidence, However I still shook it off and did not even believe it was him even though I remember clearly I said going down the stairs that really sound like the lord. I really fight it.
Do I sound disobedient wrestling with God and His will!
How many of you do that?
Fighting with God is a losing battle!
When you are marked it is a losing battle He will get you.
I strongly believe some of us are marked with a special mark yes everyone have there specific mark but some of us have a mark. And it will be fulfilled in Jesus name.
That picture of me here young I believed the giant in her almost died.
I have pictures of me and I would watch them and ask where are you?
To parents look and observe your children they are very special listen to them they are saying things to you that can probably save your life. If they were listening to me Damian Charles was not going to be dead today or died that night.
I remember having dreams of terrible accident I also remember seeing an angel telling me when the vehicle come stay in the middle it will pass over you keep your hands and feet to the side as an outspoken child I told them what I saw and you going to here the child say something like that and not question it try to find out what is happening.
Listening to your children yes maybe sometimes or a lot of times is foolishness but God uses the foolishness to confound the wise over and over.
I even told him that if you fall off stay in the middle and it will pass over you, they all watch me and said what stupidness you telling the boy. Hey remember they wanted to leave me there instead of him.
He fell asleep on the truck that is playing loud music lots of people jammin around and the wheel.... I guess he got trapped or something I don't know. I still remember the clothes I was wearing the hurt in my belly everything
Two or more year before that happen I saw the angel telling me that keep my hands and feet together and the truck will pass over me. I also was in an accident remember the man he looked like Lionel Richie with teh big afro and yellow car two other ladies partying he was drunk.
I had just return from
St. Thomas so my aunt dad took me along with my cousins for a walk and they were jealous, because everyone was paying attention to me and there grand dad had me anyway he told us to stay there he will be back well they turn there back on me I trying to talk to them they ignoring me so I decided to cross the street the car was coming the driver was not paying any attention seven years old crossing the road in the night and short
the car belong to one of a well know company here and nothing.I reached the hospital leave the same night God kept me
All they can remember is that there was definitely an accident something went wrong some where, Before going to the hospital though my aunt dad lift me up and carry me home I pooped and then they where saying I have to go to the hospital He was scared he too he was drunk. The drive and the care taker was drunk and all was confuse. I don't know if I cry but all I know I wanted to use the potty after that the hospital. (just because you are not falling down does not mean you are not drunk)
I got another name after that accident I don't like walk with this child she like to run over road, so going out now was only with my mother or an adult who decide to take the chance I suppose. Before we reach the road they will grab my hand and say, "you like to run over road". Even when that settled down watch kerina and the road
Hello am going to see a car and run into it
They examining me at the hospital I was fine they discharge me and said if anything bring her back
When will I forget made to forget my past and have happiness?
Am moving on with or without you......really kerina
In July the lord ask me a question,not about Damian Marley, but he was my artist in that season by the ending of July he was not.
That interview that I saw just changed my mind one time, even though I was trying to hold on, on some days. I don't know if he was high or low but it was not a good interview from my opinion.
So what is the History if this place you don't know you stumbling lost for words my co -worker said maybe he was just lost for words etc
Well I really got disappointed.
Does it sound like I get upset a lot, lolol no I just hold in my feelings for too long sometimes feel like am going to explode.
You know some people does do and say some really stupid things to you and you really want to you really want too you know. Well I keep in mine.
I will share my thoughts and opinion, carefully
Back to what I was saying, well the lord spoke to me in July I really believe it was the 26th of July at work the time was 7-7:30am anyway by the ending of July gong was gone, and in a few weeks what He said was in evidence, However I still shook it off and did not even believe it was him even though I remember clearly I said going down the stairs that really sound like the lord. I really fight it.
Do I sound disobedient wrestling with God and His will!
How many of you do that?
Fighting with God is a losing battle!
When you are marked it is a losing battle He will get you.
I strongly believe some of us are marked with a special mark yes everyone have there specific mark but some of us have a mark. And it will be fulfilled in Jesus name.
That picture of me here young I believed the giant in her almost died.
I have pictures of me and I would watch them and ask where are you?
To parents look and observe your children they are very special listen to them they are saying things to you that can probably save your life. If they were listening to me Damian Charles was not going to be dead today or died that night.
I remember having dreams of terrible accident I also remember seeing an angel telling me when the vehicle come stay in the middle it will pass over you keep your hands and feet to the side as an outspoken child I told them what I saw and you going to here the child say something like that and not question it try to find out what is happening.
Listening to your children yes maybe sometimes or a lot of times is foolishness but God uses the foolishness to confound the wise over and over.
I even told him that if you fall off stay in the middle and it will pass over you, they all watch me and said what stupidness you telling the boy. Hey remember they wanted to leave me there instead of him.
He fell asleep on the truck that is playing loud music lots of people jammin around and the wheel.... I guess he got trapped or something I don't know. I still remember the clothes I was wearing the hurt in my belly everything
Two or more year before that happen I saw the angel telling me that keep my hands and feet together and the truck will pass over me. I also was in an accident remember the man he looked like Lionel Richie with teh big afro and yellow car two other ladies partying he was drunk.
I had just return from
St. Thomas so my aunt dad took me along with my cousins for a walk and they were jealous, because everyone was paying attention to me and there grand dad had me anyway he told us to stay there he will be back well they turn there back on me I trying to talk to them they ignoring me so I decided to cross the street the car was coming the driver was not paying any attention seven years old crossing the road in the night and short
the car belong to one of a well know company here and nothing.I reached the hospital leave the same night God kept me
All they can remember is that there was definitely an accident something went wrong some where, Before going to the hospital though my aunt dad lift me up and carry me home I pooped and then they where saying I have to go to the hospital He was scared he too he was drunk. The drive and the care taker was drunk and all was confuse. I don't know if I cry but all I know I wanted to use the potty after that the hospital. (just because you are not falling down does not mean you are not drunk)
I got another name after that accident I don't like walk with this child she like to run over road, so going out now was only with my mother or an adult who decide to take the chance I suppose. Before we reach the road they will grab my hand and say, "you like to run over road". Even when that settled down watch kerina and the road
Hello am going to see a car and run into it
They examining me at the hospital I was fine they discharge me and said if anything bring her back
When will I forget made to forget my past and have happiness?
Am moving on with or without you......really kerina
Ideas
When you get an idea a thought what are you going to do with it?
Some thoughts and ideas only need you to move and things fall in place, some need some assistance from else where.
Getting off the ground is that the hardest thing to do?
I can not do until this thing happen.. That thing is the key to making everything else fall in place
Can I tell a story without the ending of one thing and a beginning of a new thing?
If am reading a story like that I will certainly kiss my teeth!
Even fairy tales are better than that.
The end of one life and a beginning of another can not do it without you!
Listen to this fantastic story
One morning
I went for a walk, the trail was tremendously hard and dense many times I slip and fall. I held unto the grass roots that I would stumble unto and over. The things that made me fall are the very same things that I use to get back up. I realized something in the distance, a glimpse of it was breath taking I reached a bridge, finally I will be able to cross over..........no bridge, you can't go down to go up on the other side......you hear a voice on the other side, so u asked can you throw me a rope, I don't know it may not reach, I can't throw that far, who are you why do you want to come over. am not sure if I want to throw the rope. Your only hope is that rope, that help from the other side. The help from the other side turn off you are left on a cliff hoping pinning a waiting go down the cliff is a death drop no life is down there, its misty no living thing is down there you have to cross over get a bridge a rope swing over like Tarzan the only vines are on that side.
The end
What a story this is serious, would you buy this story. Well I might get a comedian do something with it how lame it was, had a good start you got all excited about seeing something marvelous and then flaaaaaaaaaaaaat.
I-I-I-I-I- I'm willing an able
So I throw my cards on your table
I wanna love you I wanna love and treat you right
every day and every night
we'll be together....Jah provide the bread
Is this love that am feeling..........Bob Marley lyrics
Am on the edge I tell you this serious.
Love is always there we try to keep it locked in from crazy people that will take advantage of it
I can't say I don't know where it came from for it was always within really don't like when it's out But I also realize Love can take care of it self.
I have learn to take care of me!
I had a vision yesterday it all links with what I saw and He the Lord said I can not do it until this thing happen...my hands are tied not because I want them but His will is so more important than anything
Can't tell a story without the ending of one and the beginning of another
Some thoughts and ideas only need you to move and things fall in place, some need some assistance from else where.
Getting off the ground is that the hardest thing to do?
I can not do until this thing happen.. That thing is the key to making everything else fall in place
Can I tell a story without the ending of one thing and a beginning of a new thing?
If am reading a story like that I will certainly kiss my teeth!
Even fairy tales are better than that.
The end of one life and a beginning of another can not do it without you!
Listen to this fantastic story
One morning
I went for a walk, the trail was tremendously hard and dense many times I slip and fall. I held unto the grass roots that I would stumble unto and over. The things that made me fall are the very same things that I use to get back up. I realized something in the distance, a glimpse of it was breath taking I reached a bridge, finally I will be able to cross over..........no bridge, you can't go down to go up on the other side......you hear a voice on the other side, so u asked can you throw me a rope, I don't know it may not reach, I can't throw that far, who are you why do you want to come over. am not sure if I want to throw the rope. Your only hope is that rope, that help from the other side. The help from the other side turn off you are left on a cliff hoping pinning a waiting go down the cliff is a death drop no life is down there, its misty no living thing is down there you have to cross over get a bridge a rope swing over like Tarzan the only vines are on that side.
The end
What a story this is serious, would you buy this story. Well I might get a comedian do something with it how lame it was, had a good start you got all excited about seeing something marvelous and then flaaaaaaaaaaaaat.
I-I-I-I-I- I'm willing an able
So I throw my cards on your table
I wanna love you I wanna love and treat you right
every day and every night
we'll be together....Jah provide the bread
Is this love that am feeling..........Bob Marley lyrics
Am on the edge I tell you this serious.
Love is always there we try to keep it locked in from crazy people that will take advantage of it
I can't say I don't know where it came from for it was always within really don't like when it's out But I also realize Love can take care of it self.
I have learn to take care of me!
I had a vision yesterday it all links with what I saw and He the Lord said I can not do it until this thing happen...my hands are tied not because I want them but His will is so more important than anything
Can't tell a story without the ending of one and the beginning of another
Sunday, October 16, 2011
My hair my mind
Well it's more than my hair I have really been thinking lately about a lot of things and my life and the big WHY?
A lot of us ask why me lord?
And now I know I can say why not me!
Well i have not really been running a comb threw my hair
yes I oil it and brush it
but lots of new growth and there and forming baby locks that I did not twisting in they form them selves well that would happen, if you don't run a comb in your hair even if you oil it. The oil creates a happy environment for that to happen anyway.
But seriously I have to comb that out pretty soon.
I also realize that after my bump in the road I have been using scarfs to keep my head cover and what I realized is that I do not listen to every and anyone I am very particular with who i let in my ears I have unconsciously been guarding my mind. well now am conscious about it, notice for a while just felt like sharing it.
Guard your mind your mind can manifest what you desire or don't desire in your present or future so think positive and work towards it
your goals your plan
Bless and Love
A lot of us ask why me lord?
And now I know I can say why not me!
Well i have not really been running a comb threw my hair
yes I oil it and brush it
but lots of new growth and there and forming baby locks that I did not twisting in they form them selves well that would happen, if you don't run a comb in your hair even if you oil it. The oil creates a happy environment for that to happen anyway.
But seriously I have to comb that out pretty soon.
I also realize that after my bump in the road I have been using scarfs to keep my head cover and what I realized is that I do not listen to every and anyone I am very particular with who i let in my ears I have unconsciously been guarding my mind. well now am conscious about it, notice for a while just felt like sharing it.
Guard your mind your mind can manifest what you desire or don't desire in your present or future so think positive and work towards it
your goals your plan
Bless and Love
Love
I see this in a way, It make me feel like am alone. Love is life of victory everyday. Am reading quotes from Best sellers and novelist and other people thoughts and I felt so all alone on this love topic.
Love does not hurt rejection hurts!
Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness." - Oliver Wendell Holmes
"Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness." - Oliver Wendell Holmes
"Love stretches your heart and makes you big inside." - Margaret Walker
I have been going through what I have written so far and I found this I never post it I was not getting a handle on love like that so this is where I was 12/08/2011
and look where I am now, HAVE YOU REACHED THERE TOO
PROGRESS
CLAPS CLAPS
When did I reached here
I don't know how I got there, but I did.
So instead of fighting it and avoiding what's deep within am going to let it flow
really can't explain when it happen
I just began to write it and it began flow
right into the book
well my ebook blog..you know
For real when did I reach here
am I moving to fast
stop questioning and let it flow!
So instead of fighting it and avoiding what's deep within am going to let it flow
really can't explain when it happen
I just began to write it and it began flow
right into the book
well my ebook blog..you know
For real when did I reach here
am I moving to fast
stop questioning and let it flow!
Have you reached too
Have you reached to the point where
you need my voice in your ear
My picture in your face
my shoulder in your arms
my face on your cheek
my head on your pillow
my hands in your hands
and our feet meets.
Have you reached to that place?
Because I have.
Have you reached there too?
Have you reached to the place
when you think about me
you have to take a deep breath
your belly starts to talk
but your lips say no word
your heart beats and
your face smiles.
Have you reached to that place?
Because I have.
Have you reached there too?
Have you reached to the place
that all you want is my heart beat
To hear my heart beat every
second of everyday
Whisper soft words
in my ear saying, I love you!
Have you reached where
you just need to see into my eyes
and know exactly how I feel
and what am saying
without me uttering a word
Have you reached to that place?
Because I have.
Have you reached there too?
Have you reached to the place
where you can feel me
even when am not near
You know my thoughts of love and fear
when am high and low
you just know.
Have you reached to that place?
Because I have.
Have you reached there too?
you need my voice in your ear
My picture in your face
my shoulder in your arms
my face on your cheek
my head on your pillow
my hands in your hands
and our feet meets.
Have you reached to that place?
Because I have.
Have you reached there too?
Have you reached to the place
when you think about me
you have to take a deep breath
your belly starts to talk
but your lips say no word
your heart beats and
your face smiles.
Have you reached to that place?
Because I have.
Have you reached there too?
Have you reached to the place
that all you want is my heart beat
To hear my heart beat every
second of everyday
Whisper soft words
in my ear saying, I love you!
Have you reached where
you just need to see into my eyes
and know exactly how I feel
and what am saying
without me uttering a word
Have you reached to that place?
Because I have.
Have you reached there too?
Have you reached to the place
where you can feel me
even when am not near
You know my thoughts of love and fear
when am high and low
you just know.
Have you reached to that place?
Because I have.
Have you reached there too?
Saturday, October 15, 2011
The wind and me, can we become one?
Can I compare my self to the wind.
My sisters says I move unpredictable
and it's not a safe unpredictable with them, they say.
I don't know what they talking about, I like to do things when I feel it
well certain things the other things well am working on them.
I like to change colors and the scene around me
I like change and okay maybe when I decide it's not
good timing for them, but the way I see it
there will never be a good timing for them.
Free your mind and the rest will follow
Free it from fear and other people's opinion
My opinion matters
What I say stands and is sure and is definite
Flow with me.
My sisters says I move unpredictable
and it's not a safe unpredictable with them, they say.
I don't know what they talking about, I like to do things when I feel it
well certain things the other things well am working on them.
I like to change colors and the scene around me
I like change and okay maybe when I decide it's not
good timing for them, but the way I see it
there will never be a good timing for them.
Free your mind and the rest will follow
Free it from fear and other people's opinion
My opinion matters
What I say stands and is sure and is definite
Flow with me.
The wind
The wind blows threw our lives each day and yet we don't know where it comes from, and where it is going.
There are days when when we feel it and days when we don't.
But that does not mean it's not there.
In the wind of life some close their windows and doors, but I use it to soar.
Like a kite in spring I soar on the gust of the winds higher and higher I go.
Finding the current of the wind instead of going against it I will flow.
The more I flow the more I grow.
If I dare to stop I will drop.
Drop to destruction even death.
I will flow to grow,
And be like the wind.
To receive life I need life.
Life is in the wind, the breath of God.
There are days when when we feel it and days when we don't.
But that does not mean it's not there.
In the wind of life some close their windows and doors, but I use it to soar.
Like a kite in spring I soar on the gust of the winds higher and higher I go.
Finding the current of the wind instead of going against it I will flow.
The more I flow the more I grow.
If I dare to stop I will drop.
Drop to destruction even death.
I will flow to grow,
And be like the wind.
To receive life I need life.
Life is in the wind, the breath of God.
God judges among the gods
God standeth in the congregation of the mighty; he judgeth among the gods.Psalms 82
Who are these gods, He judges among, is it you and I.
Is this a figure of speech?
Isn't He God all by himself. Needs no one else.
But He judgeth amonsgt the gods. Why?
I continue to read the whole chapter.
Who are these gods, He judges among, is it you and I.
Is this a figure of speech?
Isn't He God all by himself. Needs no one else.
But He judgeth amonsgt the gods. Why?
I continue to read the whole chapter.
Friday, October 14, 2011
The anointing
What is the anointing?
Isaiah 10:27 says it breaks yokes, so if it breaks yokes that means there is power some sort of force to it right. Okay
The anointing is the power of God in our lives It can increase and decrease. The anointing in our lives increases when we are doing what we are suppose to do and in prayer. Every believer have an anointing to do what they have been assigned to do, that is the only way you can do it effectively.
But is there more I did my prayers after what happen I followed procedures that I know of, but until I was in the atmosphere of this man Prophet Manasseh Jordan anointing something happened to me.
Then I realized the yoke I was carrying did not really come from being assaulted it was finding my stream. I was not happy nor joyous even though I heard from him i spoke to him He spoke to me He told me after the incident before Prophet Manasseh Jordan came, I am more clean pure than I was before because my heart changed.
But I was still in a slum and it was bondage I would cry out to Him. Also vent to Kathleen on the phone about how am feeling I need more there's got to be more all before the Prophet reached or knowing he was ever going to come to our nation. (Even though .............I will leave it there for now)
Am going into some deep waters here;
Is it because the anointing on my life similar to his?
Does it has some sort of connection what?
My Bishop has an anointing too?
But the prophet did not even lay hands on me nor did he prophesy over me.
I met God for myself? it was not the fist time either each time I did I advance but this time I knew finally knew something very significant!!!!
My seasoned changed that is what happened
Why then?
Why it did not happen before when I was still crying out for more?
In a very broken state and he said finally broken but good I wanted to die right there on the spot I need no more of hurt or rejection from anyone else.
I gave my life totally over to him and said keep it I don't want it.
By the way once you alive you got to do that everyday not just once!!!!
Now you realize that God met me there God also want to meet each and everyone of us if we let him, He wants us to come to him commune with him. His desire is to make us whole totally and more.
deliverance books & warfare
If you have problem with things that is bothering you, these books help me in terms of deliverance for myself and other things I was fighting with. Rebecca Brown books I had them since in 2005 I have read them and use them I find her way and writing on deliverance is the cleanest in terms of , "if you drop a pin there is something here for it". (that was a figure of speech).
Falling down does not mean failure, getting wounded does not mean failure, after all that and you still endure whether you stayed alive or passed away you still fought the good fight of faith you are victorious.
I have books from Thomas B White & Ray C.Stedman and some other books and I learn as I go along From the Holy Spirit.
I have other books I read too.
We as christian not because we are not pastors and the titles, that does not mean we can not read and keep our house clean meaning our bodies mind spirit soul etc.
We are soldiers need to get our self prepare and ready.
As you can see I had books and also a mind focused on what I wanted I knew what I wanted but along the way, the rocky road of life we get tired and weary especially when we are carrying or to travel with things for me it was people that should have not been so close. People that speak in you ear weakens you, then you reach a state of compromise.
As you can see I had books and also a mind focused on what I wanted I knew what I wanted but along the way, the rocky road of life we get tired and weary especially when we are carrying or to travel with things for me it was people that should have not been so close. People that speak in you ear weakens you, then you reach a state of compromise.
Falling down does not mean failure, getting wounded does not mean failure, after all that and you still endure whether you stayed alive or passed away you still fought the good fight of faith you are victorious.
Failure is when you don't get back up and then turn away from God.
Get up and don't turn your back on God for He wont turn His back on you.
Educate yourself with the leading of the Holy spirit!
Coming out of the closet
People talk about you everyday, some is good and some is bad. I want to say is that you are truly a Man of God a young man and strange and on the edge, but a man of God. You are not alone in the strange or being on the edge part though. Remembering when God told Elijah He still has seven hundred that has not bow to Baal.
I heard in my dream and awaken state people talk about you, people everyday why can't you?
Answers in question, questions in answers
I am awaken from a dream again and it's still about coming out of the closet. I never mean to delay but I believe this is the right time and season to bring you out of the closet, at least mine.
I never testify about what really happen to me but hearing my testimony you may say you never laid hands on me nor did a prophecy to me.
Well this is my blog not advertising it, but it here about what happen but this have your name in it finally. Prophet Manasseh Jordan.
However in spite of that my life was change you preached on rejection comes to give new direction and I absolutely felt the rejection. It was not because you intend it, but because of God. I was at the altar not for me but because someone gave me their offering to bring that they pledge to give on that day but was not able to make it.
You asked all those that was suppose to bring there seed to come well I had this person seed I asked the head usher if I have to go I explain to her all, she said yes. So there I was at the altar.
(I know when you read this when ever you read this you will understand but those that might read it because of where it is, may not get it so please pray to understand what am about to say here).
Now am at the altar and you prayed and prophesy to some and laid hands on every one except for me. (well the few that was there at the time, I was the first of the few)
The only time you hand touched me was when you were excusing me out of the way to prophesy to someone else. That someone else you prophesied to I was believing God for the very same thing even the color. I was screaming I was mad well before that part anyway I was screaming and mad because I realized what was happening but that part shook me even more and I heard the lord said finally broken but Good. I wanted to die right there I asked him to take my life there since am the worst etc. Tears was coming down my eyes I stopped it the best I could I meant no body is going to see me leave here crying.
Most of all the lord did meet me there, especially when I went home to research what is a prophet again even though I knew. He played a song in my ear that night as I was waiting for my bus to get home could not believe it. I stopped him and then I felt an emptiness in my belly was not a nice feeling I remember the psalms David said create in me a clean heart the part that said don't take your spirit or presence from me I believe that is also what I felt.
That was the Saturday night I spent talking to God until I fell asleep reach back there in the morning and afternoon and onward things spiritual just started to fall in place in terms of excepting me it did not happen over night today is the 14th a year has gone now and a couple of days and am just saying this WOW! (well with your name in it)
Prophet Manasseh Jordan.
It was not my first nor last encounter with him but I needed him I was a victim sexual assault of that very year March12th-13th that was a season & October 8-10th that too started a season one of the best I ever had in terms of understanding me my purpose I struggled with and run away from for so many years. The anointing indeed breaks yokes.
It's not any anointing can break yokes i just realized this. the anointing breaks yokes but not any anointing can break certain yokes wow. I WAS JUST ABOUT TO SAY I DON'T KNOW WHY YOURS BROKE MINE BUT I WOULD BE LYING IF I SAID THAT BECAUSE I DO KNOW WHY!
In April 22 I heard his voice said, "adjust yourself to the wind and you will see". His Spirit is not something that we can control or predict and what we know is what He allow us to know and there is so much more to Him but we refuse to yield to Him and all He wants us to do is surrender to Him give up ourselves to Him and in doing so you will find the real you inside the power the lies within.
Please don't get funny reading this all I really want to say is thank you I already thank Him but I want to thank you!
He is the wind that blows through our lives each day sometimes we feel him and another time He is still but there. I remember having this dream that I was flying but I was kite and every time I go higher I told the person that had the string pull me back down because I was afraid (am a kite with a string hello intellect kick in) I was still holding on to the stings of life.
And He is telling us to let go of this life to gain we got to let go, to enter in we got to let go to move on we got to let go.
So am letting go again, here am letting you know I do appreciate you Prophet Manasseh Jordan.
I pray strength in your life I pray for a covering of the blood of Jesus over you from the enemy. I know It's not what is just said, but is how we receive what is said can indeed affect us.
There are times in all our lives when we are not on the peak and in the valley. No matter how high we may be in the eyes of our community, nation or world. We all need prayer in the times of high and valley times, from pride in the high and depression in the low, and it's in the lows we get some of our worst attacks, the playing field is not fair, so we as Christians have to be five and more steps ahead.
This does not come from talent of being worded or able to put words together to make it sound good. It is from a place of experience. I pray that Our God in Heaven, on earth and in you, keep you always. Every step you take and every move you make, The Holy Spirit be there guiding you. Romans 8:14 says when you are led by the Holy Spirit you are sons of God, so be led always.
So indeed one would say I have found my direction, and I have
I heard in my dream and awaken state people talk about you, people everyday why can't you?
Answers in question, questions in answers
I am awaken from a dream again and it's still about coming out of the closet. I never mean to delay but I believe this is the right time and season to bring you out of the closet, at least mine.
I never testify about what really happen to me but hearing my testimony you may say you never laid hands on me nor did a prophecy to me.
Well this is my blog not advertising it, but it here about what happen but this have your name in it finally. Prophet Manasseh Jordan.
However in spite of that my life was change you preached on rejection comes to give new direction and I absolutely felt the rejection. It was not because you intend it, but because of God. I was at the altar not for me but because someone gave me their offering to bring that they pledge to give on that day but was not able to make it.
You asked all those that was suppose to bring there seed to come well I had this person seed I asked the head usher if I have to go I explain to her all, she said yes. So there I was at the altar.
(I know when you read this when ever you read this you will understand but those that might read it because of where it is, may not get it so please pray to understand what am about to say here).
Now am at the altar and you prayed and prophesy to some and laid hands on every one except for me. (well the few that was there at the time, I was the first of the few)
The only time you hand touched me was when you were excusing me out of the way to prophesy to someone else. That someone else you prophesied to I was believing God for the very same thing even the color. I was screaming I was mad well before that part anyway I was screaming and mad because I realized what was happening but that part shook me even more and I heard the lord said finally broken but Good. I wanted to die right there I asked him to take my life there since am the worst etc. Tears was coming down my eyes I stopped it the best I could I meant no body is going to see me leave here crying.
Most of all the lord did meet me there, especially when I went home to research what is a prophet again even though I knew. He played a song in my ear that night as I was waiting for my bus to get home could not believe it. I stopped him and then I felt an emptiness in my belly was not a nice feeling I remember the psalms David said create in me a clean heart the part that said don't take your spirit or presence from me I believe that is also what I felt.
That was the Saturday night I spent talking to God until I fell asleep reach back there in the morning and afternoon and onward things spiritual just started to fall in place in terms of excepting me it did not happen over night today is the 14th a year has gone now and a couple of days and am just saying this WOW! (well with your name in it)
Prophet Manasseh Jordan.
It was not my first nor last encounter with him but I needed him I was a victim sexual assault of that very year March12th-13th that was a season & October 8-10th that too started a season one of the best I ever had in terms of understanding me my purpose I struggled with and run away from for so many years. The anointing indeed breaks yokes.
It's not any anointing can break yokes i just realized this. the anointing breaks yokes but not any anointing can break certain yokes wow. I WAS JUST ABOUT TO SAY I DON'T KNOW WHY YOURS BROKE MINE BUT I WOULD BE LYING IF I SAID THAT BECAUSE I DO KNOW WHY!
In April 22 I heard his voice said, "adjust yourself to the wind and you will see". His Spirit is not something that we can control or predict and what we know is what He allow us to know and there is so much more to Him but we refuse to yield to Him and all He wants us to do is surrender to Him give up ourselves to Him and in doing so you will find the real you inside the power the lies within.
Please don't get funny reading this all I really want to say is thank you I already thank Him but I want to thank you!
He is the wind that blows through our lives each day sometimes we feel him and another time He is still but there. I remember having this dream that I was flying but I was kite and every time I go higher I told the person that had the string pull me back down because I was afraid (am a kite with a string hello intellect kick in) I was still holding on to the stings of life.
And He is telling us to let go of this life to gain we got to let go, to enter in we got to let go to move on we got to let go.
So am letting go again, here am letting you know I do appreciate you Prophet Manasseh Jordan.
I pray strength in your life I pray for a covering of the blood of Jesus over you from the enemy. I know It's not what is just said, but is how we receive what is said can indeed affect us.
There are times in all our lives when we are not on the peak and in the valley. No matter how high we may be in the eyes of our community, nation or world. We all need prayer in the times of high and valley times, from pride in the high and depression in the low, and it's in the lows we get some of our worst attacks, the playing field is not fair, so we as Christians have to be five and more steps ahead.
This does not come from talent of being worded or able to put words together to make it sound good. It is from a place of experience. I pray that Our God in Heaven, on earth and in you, keep you always. Every step you take and every move you make, The Holy Spirit be there guiding you. Romans 8:14 says when you are led by the Holy Spirit you are sons of God, so be led always.
So indeed one would say I have found my direction, and I have
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