Wednesday, May 30, 2012

I have been

 working on two  pieces of writings and now I understand why they have not fully come out to what I want it hmmm

Rested

I post what I  said I would it was a prayer and thoughts that came to me   while in prayer meditation

How would I pray for my husband etc

Instead of focussing on  the usual  focus on the good

visit daddy to day my great grand father

Well I did when i reached there got information just after he had to got to the hospital and what not well i did my routine and got him ready was superwoman this morning he went the doctor saying what they saying put him on drips and x ray and all that  I am tired  and sleepy

At work last night though i was praying and something came to me I started writing it but i will check it and post it late on I am woman

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Scars

I HAD A DREAM A FEW WEEKS AGO  ABOUT 2-3

It was about scars and we all have scars emotional physical scars and  I believe we have to learn to let them go rather yet just let them go.

Scars of battle

You survived life still goes on

Bless the Lord all my soul and all that is within me bless his Holy name

Monday, May 21, 2012

What is real?

What is real is that God is real.

He created  us to rule and have dominion and live

He created us for purpose and we all want to know what purpose that is. One of the most and easiest answer is worship and it is indeed true.
I believe we  were created to live out God on this plain.

He said he knew us before we were conceive in the womb of our mothers there is more.

We were there in the beginning and the end how you think God can show us our future, us living there  before we even gets there.

This is a wonderful place to live in if you can appreciate everything and know we have choices and options
Life is about choices and options and opportunity

Sir I just got it  well like this that is :)

stumbled unto something

Okay i don't know if you remember when  was taking pictures of the banana plants and so forth.

I don't know if you remember I wrote about  a song coming into my head

I went to look for it on u tube

I found it and the name of the user made me think  I  was nonchalant about it I googled the name of the user in terms of what it is. What I found well I stumbled and I wonder but I am happy that those things happen before I read about that.

It made me more convince that there is a whole lot more to God that a lot  of us have not tapped into and also shockingly surprise how the enemy uses  what he knows to gain ground and fool  the  ones that are searching for the deeper things they have this yearning and ends up over on the other side so to speak.

Now what all this babbling is about soul mates twin spirits is it real do it exist?

The song I found the user  name was twin spirit and the twin banana plants I  was curious.

And the song...........

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Today

Today

We had a lady today at our house  well we know her long time her son and I attended school together born in the same month. Well you know how those stories starts up another one attesting to what I wrote about my how my mom was behaving after my birth finding out I had jaundice....

Crying everyday every time the nurse or doctor had to bring medication of whatever she starts crying like crazy and so forth

It is interesting to actually meet people that out of the blues you want to call it coincidence well just confirming it amazing God is wonderful

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Just now

shiloah killed a chicken and he is watching like he does not know what to do with it and I am not touching it

Is

Is my English grammar that bad here  you guys have to say thank you Jesus for that dream.......lolol

-_-

Hmmm I know where it came from and why though

Saturday Morning

The rain stop pouring and the sun is out shinning

I went back to bed  a few minutes I heard thank you Jesus

I heard someone say thank you Jesus.....

Thanking Jesus is a good thing

I already had breakfast well going to do some Caribbean Saturday cleaning and then get ready for work

will finish the scond to last hour before am yep and yep

My English grammar being corrected in a dream

could you imagine  even in a dream I got a phone call about my English grammar  it was like the computer screen was the chalk board and the statement was

"she ideays  something.... just the way it is spelt

and the person was a lady saying I know you know better, comparing me to someone else that is sort of incapable

and said you shout know about past participating tense and something else and participating continually 

Something  it's pouring  I mean really pouring and thundering

I need to go back to lye down

I am going to figure it out... remembering my dad...........your english grammar

I have a phrase  that I use to ease the tension you wanna hear it?

I need a drink..............hahahaLOL -_-

Been hearing to change it but it works makes me laugh

Pouring rain outside by now going to enjoy

Friday, May 11, 2012

Hello

I see you guys reading I am woman  blog and also breaking down barriers is my blog too I separated because everything here, sort of mix in one I want some organised field I am still on blogger I have not strayed  so just continue to check them out.

On I am woman I was mentioning my dad  and what my grandmother and mother and other people would say how my dad use to carry along with me on Wednesday.....
Something amazing happen Wednesday morning I went to the post office I met a lady there she was like how are you  etc.... I asked, "her you know me". "Yes I remember you when you were little your dad use to have you with him everywhere   and normally would come into  fisherman wharf with you". fisherman wharf back then was the top restaurant still kinda is just more options now

Listen this is  five years and below this lady talking about okay she said I still have my baby face .......
.humm -_-

I was are you sure is me she said you dad died  and your from.........  and all that other stuff

FYI I am not hiding I like mysterious.

don't you like to figure out stuff?

I felt  great  confirmation there are people that i don't know that are attesting to what I am writing
God knows I am telling you the truth

I have a thing about truth, too many people lie failed to keep their promise not holding anyone  up to ths because I have broken promises too.

But when it become habitual that is scary

Also it a thing of the past like to do with dreams and happenings and I was told I am lying  found the bottom line of that  obsession with truth.

Life of victory every day~~~~~ love


I have had broken promises but repenting and making amends would get you straight
That is why it is written don't make vows if you know you cannot keep

Sometimes we do and over do ourselves and put our selves in some really bad situations.

Take one step at a time

Monday, May 7, 2012

Today is labor day

A holiday
I am going to finish work in  a few I know what I am going to do write some more to myself and maybe to you.

I m woman I am not high or low but balance, why I write I am conscious I am not hormonal in balance  or overrated. I write what I feel see and dream about.
No R, rated just a real woman normal human human being expressing the woman she is
Not afraid of her sexuality but knows how to embrace her spirituality
To become equal and rounded balance and stable and capable
To ensure feelings are normal part of our growth
don't be stunted but of course have lots of standard
You are worth the price of a costly man
you are his crown and jewel
A man that findeth a wife findeth a good thing
Don't be shy
Take you flight
It is time

Should i put this on I am woman i think so I discover juice here so to speak
I will foinis when i reach home time to go
peace love and joy
remebr love is life of victory everyday

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Figuring out typo errors

I am here with my sister trying to figure out typo errors.

How and when where and what is that!! -_-

I know I have had some fast typing and made some pretty good mistake, like how i just did with the word typing

what I had was tyouing  now that is not far you can clearly see it was done by being speed

Now when you see a word looks like this exlewince you wonder how in the world that happened it is supposed to be experience  look at the keyboard how far a part they are how did they get together is it destiny, fate some kind of magnetic connection they are inseparable from each onther look at my mistake with other o and n look how far apart they are -_-
I am going to stop make  fun you see don't need it circulation but anyway LOLOLOLOL