Just found this

At church a guy sat next to a young lady and they went at it:-
Guy > u don't mind I share ur song book do u?
Lady> (in a loud voice) hell no u r not getting my number how dare u try to pick me up at church
Everybody looked at them n the guy hung his head in shame. A minute after she turned to him n whispered "I am a

Psychologist n I know how people (men) think.
Guy> (loudly) $200.00 for a one night stand hell no.
Pastor stopped preaching n the congregation looked at her in awe. She sobbed with embarrassment.
Guy> am a Prosecutor n I know how to make a person look guilty.


The battle
 It is  losing game even if you win the game, you lost a person someone. You alone can not stand isolation is not winning.

new begining

thinking about deleting some things here  there is a change and  i cut my hair Tuesday night not even fully aware but they are longer and bugging me...now they shorter

I am thinking about deleting

People on fire

In a dream today  I saw people on fire it was a long dream.

Also dream of having a bay or babies in my hand and they keep falling that is not good if you cannot handle more than one project stick to  that one thing.

And some more stuff

Have a new dog

The name of her s black eye peas she is black with black cloudy looking s eyes her head look like a pea so I called her black eyes peas

she will be adopted shortly hopefully

Happy aniversary to inspired by the night

Yes it has now been a year today we have reached far  you have some of my stories inside you ahahah how do you feel you are now one....old hehehee

so are you a big boy now I don't think you are a girl hehehe
so what are you going to today today sit back and let them read you ahhaha you do that all the time

I gave you a cake at work did you enjoy it says happy birthday yes chocolate of course you know

Well I just reached home from work a few minutes ago going to take a break been praying seeing too so I will let you be
so once  again happy anniversary

To inspired by the night

Happy aniversary

HAPPY ANIVERSARY TO INSPIRED BY THE NIGHT TODAY MAKES A YEAR SINCE I HAVE BEEN HERE....YEAHHHH

WOOOOOWHOOOOOO

Dream of a dancing fish

this morning I dream of a dancing blue snapper and also discovering oil in our shores on on island  and some other things what do you think this mean
I was at work and I sit back and I doze of  a dancing fish and and we struck oil.

Came home after work took a shower went to sleep and I dream again
Well when I sleep I dream every time

Missing my hair

Okay today is my younger sister graduation so she ironed out her hair and it came out long and beautiful and now am missing mine, here is the irony I cut mine yesterday well let me not use the word clip.

 I normally do that twice or more in every month those things grow it is a good thing thank you Lord

I mean she came in swinging left to right well my hair is still in my back but not way down like before anyway my hands are short those things use to tire me out seriously.

I like washing my hair not combing it but I love them God gave them to me and I thank Him.

Wash treat and comb your hair clip off the ends to keep it in tact it helps it grow more. That is why I clip every month to keep it at it's present length  also when I let it grow it bugs me like tangling up, puffy out there and all sort of things but I believe I am inspired to go further lol

lets see where that takes me

Thought about it no way not now it's hot and they bite too

Dream a song today

I wake up with a dream about a song and I am not so happy only three and or a few more words I got but it sound really good it reminded me of classical music and in my dream I remember saying the tune of the song sound like Judy garland those people that sings in the classical movie that is  what it reminded me of classical tune

the words now  I remember a few as a say

there was some other parts two about making designer gloves and other things

2 Timothy 2:22-26

Run away from infantile indulgence. Run after mature righteousness—faith, 
love, peace—joining those who are in honest and serious prayer before God. Refuse to get involved in inane discussions; they always end up in fights. God's servant must not be argumentative, but a gentle listener and a teacher who keeps cool, working firmly but patiently with those who refuse to obey. You never know how or when God might sober them up with a change of heart and a turning to the truth, enabling them to escape the Devil's trap, where they are caught and held captive, forced to run his errands.






This scripture came about I saw and was trying to remember an image last night  or Friday night and this is the number number I saw  Timothy2:24
 so I went to search for it  tried first Timothy and then second Timothy here is the word 2 Timothy 2:24


Now I did not know whether it was first or second but I was just reminded of it and I just went to search for it obviously and I found it and the word is for me


wow and wow

Just a little while reach home

From work it's now exactly twelve O clock. I have been praying and writing some thoughts that came to me crying too about  everything if you never knew now you know  I am a crier but I have not been doing it often like back then just decided to get stronger but yes I cried this evening  at work and some writing flowed  also a beautiful worship in writing

I can pick that up right here well not her but on I am woman I will post some of it

some other thoughts came to me too will start working on them and share them

Notes on assignment

I have this little piece of paper here that has on a poem about smiles and on the back are notes about assignments that I took from Prophet Manasseh Jordan teaching from a conference call.

Your assignment is geographical.

Where you are or should be in terms of where God is sending locating you in the earth.

Your assignment it is to do with a person or people organization a group etc Jeremiah1-7

Your assignments determines the attack and also the blessings you encounter Timothy1-2

What grieve you is a sign to what god call you to do whether to fix or solve the problem or be apart of what you like passionate about Nehemiah 1:3

what you love the most revels the greatest thing exodus 18:13

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Looking at all this  when God favours you  He always connects you to a people or a person.
People are important to the connection and favour of God.

You don't know who you are standing next to

Be kind to the people you are around, you may even be entertaining angles unaware.

People are seeds
Scientist have proven even women have seed
The seed of the woman shall break the enemy neck/ bruise his head

What seeds are you planting?
Seed what seeds are you planting?

Invitation to wcpp

this is my website I've been working on still working on it  the focus of this is together women to come in and pray cyber network however men are not excluded.

I know you guys are here so I am inviting you to come and join me the links are on the page called contact us

http://womencpp.webs.com/

money SOS sending out signals

M s.o.s V

We all know that marriages have been destroyed because of lack of money the stress and tension that is put on one person or the misuse of money by the other spouse even extended family member draining and pulling on you for support.

Paying the bills mortgages are due power and water is high the children need food and schools fees are at hand and more can be said about money in the marriage.

Financial breakthrough

Life is challenging at times especially when  you are unable to finances your dreams and to be more simple even pay your bills and buy food  pay bus fair not enough for the next day

I have been praying about breakthrough I sow seeds and pay my tithe I have been sharing a lot about dreams and other life situation prayer poems love of art and music

But I have not been totally out of the closet  with you and to be honest I am still not  it’s not a hiding but giving you me in layers line upon line so to speak

I have been dreaming not now but before about money and I never mention it lie how am about to

How this come about I am between a time where I need this to break loose and free in my life and I have been praying and praying on Sunday night I prayed about money and the lack of it.

 I heard don’t want it be it I am your source and Jehovah God is indeed our source and supplier

Okay more pressure on me during the week

 I had reached a point I did not know what to do and I pray  anyway this morning at work I dozed off and I dream about a five hundred dollar bill a cash register open to me and there was money in it, it was a supermarket well I woke up.

God is our Super Market Jehovah Jireh

 

This is not the first time but I went on my knees and I heard that I have been writing on my blog about other dreams and the seed and how sowing is important but never express money they way I dream need to send out signals vibration of money

I have been suppressing the idea of money in the way I have been dreaming

It came to me well not just know but all this round it out that I have always lived within everything I wanted and needed inside was supplied I love loving within some people that know me really know not frequently but would say I always in my own world not neglecting other factor of life on this plain but I would be somewhere else. The truth is I would worry sometimes you really see it and other times you don’t.

 My other would say, “Nothing bothers you”. I try to tell her things bother me but that don’t work. However when I need to get away I go within

And it’s now time to bring it out it is good to live within but it is great to be able to bring it out so it can manifest. Now learning how to bring it out the process well for me I don’t know if it’s hard or easy but it’s something

I have been dreaming about money such as finding money in bags getting money from eating at restaurants money appearing from nowhere, everywhere, somewhere in dreams. Opening my purse money is there; look around me in the corner on the table even in the bathroom I find money all sort, papers, coins even gold I found.

So I am telling you so you can know money is all around

I know that we have been told  a lot of things about money; it makes you feel bad to have it and sometimes you know how it feels not to have anything and when you have your last we become afraid to let it go but the truth is it won’t last

The thing is the lord had already minister to me about giving; give where you at because if you are ashamed of your penny He won’t want you multi mill.

It’s embarrassing to give offering and when you look at it is small well at least for me. I don’t know about you; giving big is good but giving small and what you have is great.

Now am not saying give small if you can afford to give big; I am talking to individuals who have nothing or barely anything and is afraid and ashamed of what they have.

Please I have seen people laugh at what some people give even at me recently  somewhere but that was God  maybe a few feel like this but  coming out of the shame and disgrace is the way to be free

I heard something and I am not offended I love you, all of you but it is true my money ecology I was suppressing although I wanted it and needed oh I heard my Chinese bamboo has grown not in full bloom but I have a bath pan, cooper, bowl, bucket, I can go on over it, suppressing it

The things we go through things we choice to go through unnecessarily but it’s good for our learning and growth. What is good to is to be able to learn from mentors that have gone through so you distant and journey can be shorter.  Then again the experience is good.

Listen to me carefully the greed of money is the root of all evil. Money is needed to help everyone one in this world the hungry and the sick money cannot buy God; but it can move God because money represents our labour, our time and sweat and blood or life. People work for money, some kill for it, do things for money so they can survive.  How important do you think money is?

And if God made it so money can be like this to us with such high importance even survival, (at least the manifestation of money the cash and coins) that means it is important to Him for us to have it and give it back to him so He can give it back to us.

He is money He is the source the supplier; nothing here belongs to us it all belongs to Him

“We rarely own nothing so what are we afraid of letting go”

Now these images are just here to help visual people just like myself it is no way or no form suggesting anything else that money is all around us   the source supplies all that we need and the word is sure if we stand and believe and obey and trust and really exercise our faith and trust me is not always a bed of roses but it will pay off just don't give up you start where you are at.

A lessons I listened on notes

Fear will make you age

Fear of change will make you age

It's time to move on.

Breaking all the rules ~ sometimes we are put in a position to break rules just to survive and do what God says

To be a successful person  you will have to have a mentor (s)

again champions are not born they are created

Are you created?

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Keep on knocking on the door of prayer

an asker (well me a questioner) is what god wants us to be

ask God so He can excel the body of Christ into miracles

Get into the mind of me

Me again Get into his heart too

Everything is already done...me definitely

Know the present of God like David


Get divine connection with and into God


Still choose to obey God the enemy is afraid  when we obey and he attacks the obedience


I am not contradicting myself yes the enemy is an illusion it becomes real when we react to the illusion
 the war has finish and won it is all based on our reaction of a trick


We are not being attacked by the enemy we have been considered by God


The war has already been won on the cross.


The devil is an illusion an mirage false evidence appearing real 


Godzilla is a mice
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Now lets be honest most of the attack we encounter is within us fighting ourselves afraid of a lot of things even God encounters.


I remember one Saturday morning we normally have prayer early morning prayer at the church and I felt like going and I did not feel like going. I went back to bed I had a dream of and accident someone in the church  and I said cancel cancel and then I went back to sleep I heard my name I jumped out of my bed rebuked the devil was scared I eventually reached church I told someone we prayed that very same day that very person was in a accident but not to the extent they survived it was nothing compare to what I saw but what if I did not go  and  join together in prayer; but really though I was scared out of my wits why I reach anyway.......excuse me lol


What exactly are you fighting again are you sure it's not God will because it's not in a package you like or desire

The word

Phillipians3:13-14

Brethren; I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do forgetting those thiings which are behind and reaching forth unto those thing which are before.
I press towards the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus

Home made hair treatment

If you are suffering from thin, dry and dull hair try some HMT
It's inexpensive and you will find all the ingredients in your home hopefully
Well for Caribbean folks totally

I just finished wiping myself up a jar for my hair  to take care of the dull and breakage
So it would look healthy and bouncy
You want to hear the ingredient you will be surprised mesmerise in awe
It's what's in your cupboard garden and refrigerator and your local produce store
I say again hopefully

Mayonnaise
egg
aloe Vera
deep conditioner
avocado

Now from the list you can use all or just a few but make sure the egg is in there like me I use all
But  tonight had no avocado

you blend all of this together liquefy it after shampoo and blot out access water you evenly put this in your hair comb through and cover up with a shower cap or heat cap to generate heat for about 20 minutes
 or go under the hair dryer for 10 minutes.

Wash out thoroughly and style as desire with hair styling lotion cream to damping the scent of the egg

Trust me using this about every two weeks  okay lets say three weeks your hair will change

Now for natural and thick and people who have this naturally you can still use it because I do because it keeps the hair in tack especially if you  use relax it and use chemical help keeps it healthy and strong

Young People Think Big

Why sell your self short in your plans to serve God?


Remember, He is able to do exceeding and abundantly above all we  ask and think. so think big don't be afraid of the world.

Let God take you to the summit of your capabilities and male a worthwhile contribution to your country and your world

Think Big Reach for The Top

The prophetic

"Manifestation is the end result of a prophetic word"

Does honesty always mean telling everything you know?

Let your conversation be gracious and effective........ colossians 4:6

Honesty should not be confused with gossip

Just because you know something, do not mean you have to tell everyone about it.

Honesty also involves integrity making sure that what you say is helpful and builds others up rather than tearing them down.

The person who thinks before speaking is often wisest.

Dealing with abusive family situation in prayer

This is just a prayer that will help you in prayer and idea of how to go about.  Before transforming I normally pray my problems instead of my solution. So I  address the situation and thank  Him for restoring because it is already done we just have to pull it in.

Father your word says that you love me and my family so much that you sent you son Jesus to die for our sin so we could live. You promise new life you said any man be in Christ become new. BY your grace Father I will live my life in love your love in me is not just a feeling but a decision that requires more than mere  empty words  thank you for leading me in the path of righteousness I purpose to love with sense of responsibility and accountability Holy Spirit direct me always


Uncontrollable irrational anger rage and other abusive ways I speak to you right now in the name of Jesus to be still  and forbid you from manifesting every retaliation, seize in the name of Jesus. Reveal the steps that I should take to break every unproductive lingering strongholds  habits generational curse that passed down the linage. I plead the blood of Jesus over my family and household.


I thank you father that each family member that is not save may receive and confess you are lord; for you are not willing for anyone to perish I pray a pocket of mercy around them all. Thank you for revealing the steps to take to recover all and peruse restoration for  my family house hold.


Thank you Lord for your son Jesus you gave to bind up our heartaches and heal our pain physically and spiritually mentally and emotionally heal our whole being for Jesus is the redeemer of our broken lives 


I declare and decree we are growing in grace and love  and the knowledge of you developing and trusting you along the way thank you for your transforming power to change us all into vessels of honour for your use


I make my petition known to you in thanksgiving in Jesus name amen 

Freedom From Addiction

Lord Jesus you came to preach the gospel to the poor heal the broken hearted preach deliverance to the captive and recovering of sight to the blind. You have also promises to set at liberty those who are hurting bruised and battered I acknowledge that my addiction______________________ has made me captive and and has hinder me in many ways

More than that lord you know that this addiction is really not the root of my problems it is only a symptom of the real root which is my hurt rejection bitterness resentment and lack of self esteem and love for myself etc.

I know this is not your will for me to be captive to any addiction and that you desire to be Lord in every area of my life. I ask you to come in power and deliver me now as I pray.

Lord every sin in my life that opened the door to this addiction show it to me so I may confess and repent any un-forgiveness, bitterness, or judgement of others any evil speaking, hatred of others or towards myself any wrath sinful anger, jealousy or any other sins forgive me and reveal to me what I did not confess and so I can confess them as well and that I may be healed.

Thank you for your forgiveness for these sins thank you Lord for cleaning me from all unrighteousness by your blood.

If there are any unhealed wounds or hurts in my life that are doorways for this addiction show them to me so I may confess and  close those doors, bring healing and I receive it in Jesus name

Lord I repent specifically of the sin of this addiction of ________ I renounce it now Lord I realises that repentance prepares the way for you to work in my life because you are my Lord the power of sin and addiction is broken from over my life

At the name of Jesus every knee must bow including the knee of addiction because I was buried with Jesus in his death and raised with Christ Jesus in His resurrection.  I can now walk in newness of life I am alive to God no more slave to sin

Lord you resist the proud and give grace to the humble.  I humble myself before you now I come boldly to your throne of grace.  I ask for grace to help me in this time of need.

Father I ask you to intervene in my life strengthen me by your Spirit in my inner man Now as I pray your word I know I receive your healing that you sacrificed your life to give me life and deliver me and making me new your mercy surrounds me, your loves empowers me, you are my lord and I submit my life totally to you.

God's protective armour

Heavenly father thank you for your armour you have provided for me to wear for protection from all assaults. Help me to remember to put it on each day.

I gird my lions with your truth and I put on the breast plate of righteousness. I will wear the shoes of the preparation of the gospel of peace and will buckle the shield of faith to my forearm on my head I will place the helmet of salvation as I take up the sword of your spirit and I will faithfully watch their unto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints

Give me insight into the cunning craftiness of the enemy and prepare me to stand against the darts and arrow that attack my faith. Give me power to stand

Through your power I am able to stand sober and vigilant father while I wear your armour I will resist the devil and he will flee according to your word

Thank you for your protection I am so grateful you always prepares and equip your people first these weapons are not carnal but they are mighty through you tearing down of every stronghold and everything that exalt itself above you

I bring every thought into captivity to your obedience thank you for your power you give your children and thank you for your protection and your armour In Jesus name amen

What is a champion?

"Champions are not born but created"

God created me!!!

Faith we have to learn to move because when we move whatever we believing or decreeing or declaring is done

When we move it is done sometimes it happens one time other times it takes a while to manifest but it will manifest just hold on endure

Seed is also activation of what you are requesting God to do for you

Father gave His seed Jesus Christ to bring in multitudes of more sons and daughters

Prayer

Prayer is the power and revelation that opens our apetite to Christ Jesus  encounter and redemption.

Scripture

This scripture the lord gave me a while now and I do mean a while  but it keeps coming up is comforting

Psalms 4:1-8

He hears us when we call he wants to set us apart we need to seek him first most of all

Ps4:4 stand in awe and sin not commune with your own heart upon your bed and be still

ps4:5 offer sacrifice of righteousness and put your trust in the lord

ps4:6 there be many that say who will show us good? Lord.  Lift thou up the light of thy countenance upon us

ps4:7 thou hast put gladness in my heart more than in time that their corn and their wine increased.

ps4:8 I will both lay me down in peace and sleep for thou, lord makest me dwell in safety

The information

I have learnt even though I knew I am spirit I feel awaken to the truth that I am really a spirit not a body not just my mind but a real spiritual being and to know it is my spirit that is really living and thinking my body is just feeling a portion of what my spirit feels.

Is this biblical yes if the Holy Spirit grieves that means my spirit feels pain too and can be broken?

Although I need my mind to create think and choose I need my spirit to do the same and first too and for the supernatural power of God to flow through this earthly vessel

When I dreamt about be ye holy I thought it mean to be clean and yes being clean is important but holy means to be separated set apart. He was telling me I have always set you apart don't become a norm or confound to this.

It is really important for us as believer to have coaches people that really care in our lives.  I read a news feed just a few days ago where a sheep or lamb was saved from drowning it happen somewhere over in Norway or new Zealand forgive me I cannot remember the exact place I am at work cannot really go to research and to be honest I don't know if I will correct it if am wrong.  Might be taken up with other things and it may just slip my mind

Who am I kidding I know am going to come back to correct some mistakes I know and see here... keyboard for this computer not working right

Are you a good shepherd? This can mean for your business home organization etc this is no way talking about pampering grown folks 

Okay did my correction and I went to see if I find the news lead but did not it was somewhere over there I read it a couple of days ago

Simplicity

I use to be asked and why so much big words and also be called the big words lady I always used big words to sound diplomatic and intellectual and be firm as concrete in my speech

Awakening well rude awakening tone that down a lot.

Enjoy the small things simple things and you know what realising how much I’ve missed and we too have miss out on what could have been moments of great life memories and joy and happiness

Fun and laughter all though hell was breaking lose there was some rest periods to catch a breath of fresh air

Don’t let the simple things blind you enjoy them laugh with them embrace them respect them

The children too :)

learning to let go

Anything you fight to keep you loses it.

 I can attest to this I was fighting and determine to keep myself together it was my main priority although my intentions of course was good it probably did not sound good to God although people thought well some I suppose those that somehow got irritated by it me; it came across as arrogance I really meant well I wanted to make a point I thought that was my trophy. Honestly God delivered me.............. It was taken by force and manipulation

Learning how to relax in yourself and in God will keep you learning how to let go the pressure of self work self ambition.

So how do we let it go?

Reaching the point of understanding Lord you are the giver of life and everything thing good you said I am I am

Now I accept it and I give it to you and you leave it there

You let it go

A place in your mind you have to reach in your knowledge and understanding.

This is so Lord you said it I believe it I thank you for it now I give it back to you it is yours

Lord to keep

It's a place in your mind where you set an intent and let it be continuing life and even forgetting because I did forgot and it came back thank god I write  it's good to write trust me

Guess what again even if you did not write it down once He brought it to you and you forget He will bring it back to your remembrance

My mission tonight

I am work right now walked with some of my papers yes papers sometimes when my books journals is not near anything I can write on  I would even bills and receipt small pieces etc so yes I will write them here okay so blasting off..........

Remember carleen she is probably Dr carleen now. Of course

She was doing her thesis and discitation and all that and getting married and I was the maid of honour here although the wedding was over there got my everything too ahahhaa

Papers simple papers is a load a very heavy load in boxes and bags Hey papers make books hello packing was a scream can't compare to the load she had though

 Tons up all night for weeks

I remember her last night she forgot her wedding engagement ring on the kitchen counter well I was still there in the apartment packing up and cleaning up so the land lord will get the apt clean.

 I made sure I sowed into her life

Update on daddy

He is well he only stayed in the hospital  for two and a half days all is well with him...Thank you Jesus yeah i know am late....but am i really

Find peace with yourself

It is very important to be around the right set of people and what we call friends. People that are not afraid to rock your boat in terms of lving right and having standards. If they have issue with your life of upright living get out. old folks say "you are known by the company you keep"

Do you know how hard it is to be labelled or charged with something you did not do or became a victim of wrong circumstances  when you know you are not like that . old folks say again, "if you lie down with dogs you get up with flies".

Have people around you that will pull you up for better. Not afraid to give you a truthful answer. See the best in you always but still able to correct.

Finding peace is  a journey a road a walk my God it is here thank you Jesus find peace it is available for you.

My garden

I just harvest my herbs/erbs caribbean pronunciation. you over there call them chives or scallions

they had a time of there live fighting trying to survive the attack of shiloah even just now while am there shiloah thinks its a bed of comfort or something

urgh many time shiloha no, no shiloah, SHILOAH NOooooooo...

the first time i started  he went over the rest his front paws on the barrier I have looking over wondering hmm new play ground am so sure of that is what he thought

Lets see how much money am going to make

Heehee

Oh my greens well they still need lots more time -_-

A dream

Well if you know I went sleep this morning if you check time of the previous post.

I read the good book some more pray and went to sleep

I dream I was eating a graphed mango that was on a coconut tree looked like a palm tree

There was a roof being fixed and finished sweeping off the saw dust  one swirly saw dust and tiding up the roof from the work

Washing and  then rinsing the clothes in my dresser draws and about to hang them out
Huh -_-
I think I understand it

Today's date

My grandmother birthday 

no longer here out there somewhere and we are here 

doing what we care

some wondering where is there beer 

other acting  as if we care

what are we doing here 

liming  with some deer

eating pears

Scrutinizing a few peers
she likes red
don't go to hell

Lord have mercy on us all
save us and keep in your arms

for one day we too will be out there 

somewhere one day  

maybe far  or maybe near

God we know you care
salvation is here

Prayer for family

He shall feed his flock like a shepherd He shall gather the lambs with his arm and carry them in his bosom and shall gently lead those that are with young Isaiah 40:11

Our families are the ones we see everyday every second in our face constantly. They see our good and bad our longing comings and short goings they are there even if they don't care or mind or  may not notice anything, they are our family.

So we pray according to the scripture verse" turn the hearts of the fathers to the children and the heart of the children to their fathers" Micah 4:6

Turn our houses into homes let our homes be a place of security and safety comfort and refuge. Love for each other strong and pure.

Let the parents be mindful that the days of childhood are precious and they are days for planting and developing their seed their young ones as it is written train up a child in the way  you want him/her to grow (Based on Godly values)

Children are like a field ready to be planted on teach oh lord the parents  show them oh lord what type of seed to plant in their children and each of them accordingly to their purpose character personality uniqueness  that you have places inside.

Help us Lord Jesus to walk  and do and be parents shepherd to our family accordingly to your word and the purpose you place inside us all cover us with you blood divine protection and speak lord speak to us in Jesus name amen

Do you know

There is a book of remembrance written for them that feared the Lord..... written before Him

Also the sea of forgetfulness of our past sins once we truly repent

Balancing out the scales of life

Just thinking here

today is not daddy birthday but Happy Birthday

But my great grand dad celebrated most of his life on this day so to him happy not today is your birthday birthday....lololol

You know what I think happen my grand ma thinks a June is the best month she  just decided to say he born in this month and it got stuck that way yes she was that good lololol

I can remember she saying daddy can't be a June  for how he does act he too softy and all that

Anyway   LOLOLOLOLOL

going to bed now

How do I feel

Well I had to re arrange edit the prayers I have changed wow I never saw it like this before.

The things we say God is a God or principles and laws

You know even before the place called there  Isaiah 1:18 helped me but i remember the day when i heard look down further  verse 19 we have to be obedient to his ways laws and rules

I am feeling the change I think I feel weird

Prayer for nation and leaders

Blessed is the nation whose God is Lord.

I exhort therefore the supplication prayers intercessions and giving of thanks be made for all men for kings and for all that are in authority that we may lead a quiet and peaceable life in all godliness and honesty. 1 Timothy 2:12

Father thank you for leaders I pray for all those in authority and in the nation those in government, in school in, legal system, in churches, in media and all other positions of influence that your people may live quiet ad peaceable lives in all godliness and honesty for this is good and acceptable in your sight

You have said that when the righteous are in authority the people rejoice; but when the wicked rule the people mourn.

Give us righteous leadership lord open doors for the gospel to be preached to the leaders who are not saved and born again let your word come to them pierce their hearts let it be like fire in their souls purify  them from within let your joy fill them.

Lord and to those that are in authority and are not save and even refuse because you have given us a choice Lord teach your people to love let us know you never gives us more than we can bare even when we may have chosen. You are a rescuer and healer and deliverer give us the grace to go through and stand up strong and firm in your Name Oh Lord.

Most of all

Lets us that are called by your name humble ourselves and pray and seek your face and turn from our wicked ways then you will hear from heaven forgive our sins and heal our land.

Amen

Breaking generational curses

Father in the name of I confess my total dependence upon you. Jesus Christ is the Lord of my life and my persona saviour. Lord I confess my sins and ask for your forgiveness I repent of those sins that cause the curse to operate in my life I confess the sins of my father and mother back to the tenth generation.

I break and renounce all generational curses in Jesus name that have had place in my life. Lord release me from the consequences of generational curses I choose to forgive all previous generation hurt, harm that even cursed my life I choose to forgive all that have wronged me, offended me or used me even as I desire you Lord to forgive me.

All infirmities all hereditary diseases I break and renounce the curse of financial insufficiency all lack and poverty. I break and renounce the curse of female problem, marital problems and family alienation

I will no longer be passive about the blessings of God I receive by faith that which has been bought for me all the benefits all the promises of the word I receive by faith I have receive the blessings in all things I am more than conquer through Him who loves me

By faith I now receive freedom and release from the curses Lord I open myself to receive your blessings in Jesus name Amen






More can be added to this  such as breaking spells hexes etc what ever you believe
in terms of where you at.


If everything the enemy does is a lie then  these things are too


I have to say though what we fight most is our inner enemy


According to Galatians3:13 we have been redeemed


Remember your sins are forgiven already we have to confess and repent ask god to reveal the rejections hurt bitterness bondage torment death destruction fear lust perversion mind control witchcraft poverty lack debt confusion double mindedness sickness infirmity pain divorce separation strife contention depression sadness loneliness self pity self destruction anger rage wrath anguish vagabondism abuse and addiction


You confess each one and repent ask God to clean you remove every trace and close that door seal it with the blood of Jesus cut every cord  or sever that curse or issue from you in Jesus name


You are no longer curse Galatians 3:14
confession is made unto salvation Romans 10:10

Does God prepare us before battle

Does God prepare us before battle?

Yes he does well most of tonight I’ve been going through my books notepad and notes on scraps of paper where I now store my books  is too heavy so I had to lightening it up. I let go of some before and transfer to my laptop but still held on to some of those part and what still left.

I am going to share with you some information that help me and Carleen Payne-Jackson How even after she left she be sending me books or warfare and all sort of information a wonderful woman of God. She was in my life for a season we have lost connection because her time was due here and in the process of time I believe it was time for me to stand and fight on my own.

Letting go of these information making room to learn so am letting go of them here and the papers to whoever receive them.

Honestly I wish my scanner was working.

What are they?

Prayer

Freedom from depression

Can I be honest I don’t know what to do right now I have learnt depression is lack of expression when you express yourself you release the burden the heavy load that weighs you down...hmm

For real this actually seems funny to me OMG Lord help me

I confess my depression to you and in so doing I forsake it, putting it behind me forever you have lifted me from the miry clay and set my feet upon your solid confident word. I will not give in to depression any longer instead I choose to hope and trust in you.

Okay here is where I am just going to quote scriptures instead if we get up and do of course prayer is an expression you pouring out it will definitely releases  some of it; but trust me not all of it. It is when you really get up and do take on an activity that you know you like such as painting, writing something that you like doing that bring you joy and release. NOTHING BAD OR THAT WLL CAUSE HARM TO YOU OR FAMILY OR ANYONE!!!!

Don’t get me wrong prayer is an expression too and it works. You ever notice we pray and pray for a while days week’s months and years for depression and other situation, because we never changed our activity moping around and whining.

Please understand where I am coming from....

I will trust in you with all my heart and lean not to my own understanding in all my ways I will acknowledge you and you will direct my path

You are the God of my strength there is no reason for me to mourn you are my exceeding joy I will praise you Lord.

Get up and do be active for depression as well along with the word faith without works is dead

I eventually had to do something I write in books and draw as well even craziness blurry angerish things until if not all something came out.

Ps:3,23, 40

Decided to share anyway

you know what ishappening

Those writings when I do grammatical correction and save the dates are changing its a shame that should not be though

What I am doing

Well I am here going through my pc and cleaning out  changing things and other things well I found some few poems and writings I did. I left them there thinking they are not good enough, going to post them on I am woman now

Wondering well I have thrown away so many things that I have written because I did not value my skills well kinda I did just was not brave enough to bring them out

So coming out of the closet here I am showing off my animated and strange fascinating  writings  please there is more to come yes and better
Like how I have said before I truly have not released anything yet

Forgive

Be gentle and forbearing with one another and, if one has a difference (a grievance or complaint) against another, readily pardoning each other; even as the Lord has [freely] forgiven you, so must you also [forgive].” Colossians 3:13 AMP

Happy Birthday Happy Birthday

To my sister Letitia, Happy birthday with kisses and hugs  smooches and smoothies all over your face muah muah muah
okay don't kiss me back now gross

LOLOL (^_^)

 ALMOST OLDER THAN ME GONNA PASS ME SOON LOLOL

what do we own

Came home from work and from doing errons in town  took a shower   and some other things  went to sleep I dream this



"we rarely own nothing why we are afraid of letting go"

dream about flushing toilets

 I know it been a while since I have not really talked about  dreams here. This dream i dream it on Thursday
I keep seeing toilets being flushed the water was clean the toilet bowl was clean everything was clean but keep flushing the toilets

The interpretation is that you are cleaned from the time you asked Jesus to clean you, you flushed with the blood and the word of God believe it and accept it your sins are forgiven and forgotten place into the sea of forgetfulness. now it's time for you to move on  create new memories of your life get up and do and be enjoy your life.

This is no way saying that now you are save you are always save and you don't need to have a clean life or purge it means when we confess our sins and turn  believe in our heart  it is so and from the very beginning they were cleansed it just us need to walk into them okay

Cleanness is good too okay sanctify and consecrating  but do not be reliving your pass issues and pinning on your past misfortune they are bummers to your future

Peace and love live clean always

love

I have been

 working on two  pieces of writings and now I understand why they have not fully come out to what I want it hmmm

Rested

I post what I  said I would it was a prayer and thoughts that came to me   while in prayer meditation

How would I pray for my husband etc

Instead of focussing on  the usual  focus on the good

visit daddy to day my great grand father

Well I did when i reached there got information just after he had to got to the hospital and what not well i did my routine and got him ready was superwoman this morning he went the doctor saying what they saying put him on drips and x ray and all that  I am tired  and sleepy

At work last night though i was praying and something came to me I started writing it but i will check it and post it late on I am woman

Scars

I HAD A DREAM A FEW WEEKS AGO  ABOUT 2-3

It was about scars and we all have scars emotional physical scars and  I believe we have to learn to let them go rather yet just let them go.

Scars of battle

You survived life still goes on

Bless the Lord all my soul and all that is within me bless his Holy name

What is real?

What is real is that God is real.

He created  us to rule and have dominion and live

He created us for purpose and we all want to know what purpose that is. One of the most and easiest answer is worship and it is indeed true.
I believe we  were created to live out God on this plain.

He said he knew us before we were conceive in the womb of our mothers there is more.

We were there in the beginning and the end how you think God can show us our future, us living there  before we even gets there.

This is a wonderful place to live in if you can appreciate everything and know we have choices and options
Life is about choices and options and opportunity

Sir I just got it  well like this that is :)

stumbled unto something

Okay i don't know if you remember when  was taking pictures of the banana plants and so forth.

I don't know if you remember I wrote about  a song coming into my head

I went to look for it on u tube

I found it and the name of the user made me think  I  was nonchalant about it I googled the name of the user in terms of what it is. What I found well I stumbled and I wonder but I am happy that those things happen before I read about that.

It made me more convince that there is a whole lot more to God that a lot  of us have not tapped into and also shockingly surprise how the enemy uses  what he knows to gain ground and fool  the  ones that are searching for the deeper things they have this yearning and ends up over on the other side so to speak.

Now what all this babbling is about soul mates twin spirits is it real do it exist?

The song I found the user  name was twin spirit and the twin banana plants I  was curious.

And the song...........

Today

Today

We had a lady today at our house  well we know her long time her son and I attended school together born in the same month. Well you know how those stories starts up another one attesting to what I wrote about my how my mom was behaving after my birth finding out I had jaundice....

Crying everyday every time the nurse or doctor had to bring medication of whatever she starts crying like crazy and so forth

It is interesting to actually meet people that out of the blues you want to call it coincidence well just confirming it amazing God is wonderful

Just now

shiloah killed a chicken and he is watching like he does not know what to do with it and I am not touching it

Is

Is my English grammar that bad here  you guys have to say thank you Jesus for that dream.......lolol

-_-

Hmmm I know where it came from and why though

Saturday Morning

The rain stop pouring and the sun is out shinning

I went back to bed  a few minutes I heard thank you Jesus

I heard someone say thank you Jesus.....

Thanking Jesus is a good thing

I already had breakfast well going to do some Caribbean Saturday cleaning and then get ready for work

will finish the scond to last hour before am yep and yep

My English grammar being corrected in a dream

could you imagine  even in a dream I got a phone call about my English grammar  it was like the computer screen was the chalk board and the statement was

"she ideays  something.... just the way it is spelt

and the person was a lady saying I know you know better, comparing me to someone else that is sort of incapable

and said you shout know about past participating tense and something else and participating continually 

Something  it's pouring  I mean really pouring and thundering

I need to go back to lye down

I am going to figure it out... remembering my dad...........your english grammar

I have a phrase  that I use to ease the tension you wanna hear it?

I need a drink..............hahahaLOL -_-

Been hearing to change it but it works makes me laugh

Pouring rain outside by now going to enjoy

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day to all Mother's Enjoy

Hello

I see you guys reading I am woman  blog and also breaking down barriers is my blog too I separated because everything here, sort of mix in one I want some organised field I am still on blogger I have not strayed  so just continue to check them out.

On I am woman I was mentioning my dad  and what my grandmother and mother and other people would say how my dad use to carry along with me on Wednesday.....
Something amazing happen Wednesday morning I went to the post office I met a lady there she was like how are you  etc.... I asked, "her you know me". "Yes I remember you when you were little your dad use to have you with him everywhere   and normally would come into  fisherman wharf with you". fisherman wharf back then was the top restaurant still kinda is just more options now

Listen this is  five years and below this lady talking about okay she said I still have my baby face .......
.humm -_-

I was are you sure is me she said you dad died  and your from.........  and all that other stuff

FYI I am not hiding I like mysterious.

don't you like to figure out stuff?

I felt  great  confirmation there are people that i don't know that are attesting to what I am writing
God knows I am telling you the truth

I have a thing about truth, too many people lie failed to keep their promise not holding anyone  up to ths because I have broken promises too.

But when it become habitual that is scary

Also it a thing of the past like to do with dreams and happenings and I was told I am lying  found the bottom line of that  obsession with truth.

Life of victory every day~~~~~ love


I have had broken promises but repenting and making amends would get you straight
That is why it is written don't make vows if you know you cannot keep

Sometimes we do and over do ourselves and put our selves in some really bad situations.

Take one step at a time

Today is labor day

A holiday
I am going to finish work in  a few I know what I am going to do write some more to myself and maybe to you.

I m woman I am not high or low but balance, why I write I am conscious I am not hormonal in balance  or overrated. I write what I feel see and dream about.
No R, rated just a real woman normal human human being expressing the woman she is
Not afraid of her sexuality but knows how to embrace her spirituality
To become equal and rounded balance and stable and capable
To ensure feelings are normal part of our growth
don't be stunted but of course have lots of standard
You are worth the price of a costly man
you are his crown and jewel
A man that findeth a wife findeth a good thing
Don't be shy
Take you flight
It is time

Should i put this on I am woman i think so I discover juice here so to speak
I will foinis when i reach home time to go
peace love and joy
remebr love is life of victory everyday

Figuring out typo errors

I am here with my sister trying to figure out typo errors.

How and when where and what is that!! -_-

I know I have had some fast typing and made some pretty good mistake, like how i just did with the word typing

what I had was tyouing  now that is not far you can clearly see it was done by being speed

Now when you see a word looks like this exlewince you wonder how in the world that happened it is supposed to be experience  look at the keyboard how far a part they are how did they get together is it destiny, fate some kind of magnetic connection they are inseparable from each onther look at my mistake with other o and n look how far apart they are -_-
I am going to stop make  fun you see don't need it circulation but anyway LOLOLOLOL

You big

Okay today after running my errands in town I went to visit daddy. "Good morning daddy". He said, "Oh my angel, "I was thinking about you a few minutes ago". Before I arrived he say, he saw some one that was going up the street  thought it was me but then he said I am a little bigger to himself..... I said what !

What do you mean I am bigger. He said, "You big". "I am big daddy you think I'm big".

He said, "yes you big, if you get any bigger you will have to walk in the door side ways and when you get up from sitting they will have to pull the chair off my bumb".

I said, "daddy you think I am big". The man start to laugh and asked me If I think I I skinny, thin and small. Imagine that.

Please note that conversation went on for a while -_- well we laugh it was fun o_O

I am good, it's all good.

Well I started to do what I have to do mop the floors  and etc then they turn of the water plumbing problems somewhere in then area I suppose.

Could you imagine How I felt so I had to wrap up what I was doing. 'I felt like a fish out of water' I got alcohol bay-rum and still hand sanitizer  to clean my hands I wanted to get home as soon as possible and the journey aint short.
But I guess compare to the the world out there such as the US and  over there that would be short

WELL I reached home wash the top of my head to the sole of my feet and I had to anyway I went with  the treatment in my hair covered it up with a scarf the length of my hair and so forth it wont look bad It did not smell bad I least I think  so.
Until I started to washing it out the raw egg sent................Brrr

I will deal with the garden after. humm............So

Yes I just reached home the first thing was the shower and washing up

What I did to day

There was no power in skb teh whole country from since 4 am this morning it came back around after three minutes to four not sure of the exact time, around there though.

I was in my garden planting more chives and greens and weeding of the ones I had before.
I cooked soup today............they say that is not Sunday food -_-

and other little house stuff

Now what mischief  I got myself into is that I made a hair treatment
with mayonnaise, egg, aloe vera and added some deep conditioner and blend it and I put it in my hair this time.........hummmm

I have to got to work and I don't want to rinse it out and I have some things to do in town after (errands) I will be smelling like raw egg..... ha

I have a  hair dryer I don't like them even at the hair salon I don't like them.


o_O

love muah

I forgot to tell you last year July I cut my hair really short  (I mentioned it here last year also with the egg dream in my hair I noticed...yeah...hmm) I really try going natural all the way these things too thick for that I really don't like to comb my hair but I love to wash them.

The combing part sucks


Anyway they are back in my back but every month and in between I cut, trim everything myself

I remeber the first time I cut my hair myself I had to reach to the hair dresser to fix it it was bad half side longer the the other  hardly could fit in one  in no time they were back

I got better with te the scissors

this is the second time I put the egg in my hair since those dreams the first time was a week and a couple of days ago but it was just the egg and the deep conditioner.....now it more stuff when our avocados come in I will try it, along with everything else I mentioned here. :)

Right now my hair and head smelling poopppy..........ummmO_o