Unrolled a bunch of papers, that I have to now put on my system, dealing with my hand writing. Well the ones in my book and journals, they are staying there. The ones I have already tossed, all I can say is, "I believe in miracles".
Found prayers about praying for a mate. " Gods plan for your mate selection" and "Prayer for finding a mate" maybe there is more some where else. I just remember, I was going through this book tonight as well, "single and loving it". another one "singleness". lol
Don't send out mix signals though!!
Just sharing some things I have been doing and is doing :)
My advice to you is go ahead do that, nothing is wrong with praying for a mate. Be specific also, no that even though you may have a criteria. God always have one as well and His is better, however He will not eliminate all that you have, He will make the necessary changes and adjustment to your list. Remember He is the master teacher and correction will be made.
Have to get back to working.
love and peace
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
I went to read Psalms 111
In the message bible I read psalms 111 and I found it to be for now I will copy and paste here.
Hallelujah! I give thanks to God with everything I've got—
Hallelujah! I give thanks to God with everything I've got—
Wherever good people gather, and in the congregation.God's works are so great, worth A lifetime of study—endless enjoyment!
Splendor and beauty mark his craft;
His generosity never gives out.
His miracles are his memorial—
This God of Grace, this God of Love.
He gave food to those who fear him,
He remembered to keep his ancient promise.
He proved to his people that he could do what he said:
Hand them the nations on a platter—a gift!
He manufactures truth and justice;
All his products are guaranteed to last—
Never out-of-date, never obsolete, rust-proof.
All that he makes and does is honest and true:
He paid the ransom for his people,
He ordered his Covenant kept forever.
He's so personal and holy, worthy of our respect.
The good life begins in the fear of God—
Do that and you'll know the blessing of God.
His Hallelujah lasts forever!
His generosity never gives out.
His miracles are his memorial—
This God of Grace, this God of Love.
He gave food to those who fear him,
He remembered to keep his ancient promise.
He proved to his people that he could do what he said:
Hand them the nations on a platter—a gift!
He manufactures truth and justice;
All his products are guaranteed to last—
Never out-of-date, never obsolete, rust-proof.
All that he makes and does is honest and true:
He paid the ransom for his people,
He ordered his Covenant kept forever.
He's so personal and holy, worthy of our respect.
The good life begins in the fear of God—
Do that and you'll know the blessing of God.
His Hallelujah lasts forever!
What I've been up to
I have been going through my books ans I was really sorting out and filing my papers and notes taking them from paper and putting them on my PC. That is a task. I found this tonight it was written in 2007 by me of course my hand writing..ugh..it was not that bad.
“You are not too far gone to be found”
Everyone needs someone, no matter how much or what circumstances they go through. How lost you maybe does not depend on your strength and ability to reach God, but does depend on the loving mercies of God to save us when we are lost. God tells us we are worth his time, in so many parables and his sacrifice for man Romans 5:23. He also tells us how valuable we are to him He calls us the apple of his eyes. The struggles and trials we go through, even when, we ourselves make the choice to leave or abandon his covenant. He already knows and still comes to find us, and turn our mourning into joy. The lord uses our weaknesses and struggles to show us His strength and His glory. To show us He caresPsalms111:4 says God is gracious and full of compassion. No matter where you are and where you make your bed He will be right there, even if you make your bed in hell. In conclusion, no matter where you go the lord is saying. I will come and find you, because you do matter to me Jeremiah 1:5 states that very clearly.
Monday, November 14, 2011
Most of all
The Lord God, what He wants and cares about most, is souls. His people to rescue, rebuild and redeem the lost. You can be lost as a christian, lost in knowing what your purpose is. He cares about finding you and you finding Him.
He equips his laborers in poetry, singing, preaching, teaching and all the rest to bring them in. He really cares about you and me. He wants you to know Him, as much as He knows you. His desire for His people, the lost to come into the Kingdom, the fullness of His knowledge and His love. His mission is about souls He calls them His people.
He equips his laborers in poetry, singing, preaching, teaching and all the rest to bring them in. He really cares about you and me. He wants you to know Him, as much as He knows you. His desire for His people, the lost to come into the Kingdom, the fullness of His knowledge and His love. His mission is about souls He calls them His people.
Sunday, November 13, 2011
I am
I am working on it really I am, staying away for a while. My hand writing is awesome and beautiful, so incredible I have to read it over a couple of times to make out some sentences. Honestly is not that bad.
However when I am writing I mean really writing I go fast and when that happens well I would need an interpreter of hand writings.
I would figure it out still but I mean it's like someone speaking a different language and you don't understand a thing what they are saying however it looks nice otherwise. o_O
However when I am writing I mean really writing I go fast and when that happens well I would need an interpreter of hand writings.
I would figure it out still but I mean it's like someone speaking a different language and you don't understand a thing what they are saying however it looks nice otherwise. o_O
Disciplined and well organised
I have found and been in to some areas of well disciplined and organised setting and am like wow I realize my body and attitude.
First impressions of me is why don't we like to be organised and well disciplined we fight against, feel uncomfortable, out of place, in a box and all that stuff that is called ticking chaos.
I thought of the spirit the horse the animated movie. I thought of my self like that but I had to catch my self and say no no that can't be. Looking at spirit the animated movie in two directions, one of them is not bad.
If you remember in the movie he was willing to be tamed because he loved the she horse... don't remember her name.
When the officers came to raid the indian camp and the she horse decided she is not running away just like that, she is going to find her owner, spirit went with her.
They found themselves in a raging river and spirit did not leave her, he tried to rescue her and did even though after all that, he thought she was dead and was forced to go with his capturers in dismay, but hoped spring out and determination to fight for his clan when he thought they were going to raid his home land
We run from discipline because we called it being free, free to do what, cause a chaos ticking chaos, even if that is not our intentions. It is good to be discipline.
This area seems to be something....but it is good, even if your flesh don't like it you got to put it into subjection, seems to be scary and overwhelming sometimes though.
Which is the right full order?
1. Control Discipline and Balance
2. Discipline Control and Balance
3. Discipline Balance and Control
4. Balance Control and Discipline
First impressions of me is why don't we like to be organised and well disciplined we fight against, feel uncomfortable, out of place, in a box and all that stuff that is called ticking chaos.
I thought of the spirit the horse the animated movie. I thought of my self like that but I had to catch my self and say no no that can't be. Looking at spirit the animated movie in two directions, one of them is not bad.
If you remember in the movie he was willing to be tamed because he loved the she horse... don't remember her name.
When the officers came to raid the indian camp and the she horse decided she is not running away just like that, she is going to find her owner, spirit went with her.
They found themselves in a raging river and spirit did not leave her, he tried to rescue her and did even though after all that, he thought she was dead and was forced to go with his capturers in dismay, but hoped spring out and determination to fight for his clan when he thought they were going to raid his home land
We run from discipline because we called it being free, free to do what, cause a chaos ticking chaos, even if that is not our intentions. It is good to be discipline.
This area seems to be something....but it is good, even if your flesh don't like it you got to put it into subjection, seems to be scary and overwhelming sometimes though.
Which is the right full order?
1. Control Discipline and Balance
2. Discipline Control and Balance
3. Discipline Balance and Control
4. Balance Control and Discipline
Magic
I use to believe in magic when I was a child now that am grown, I hope that this type of magic would come to me, wishful thinking. I have to correct my self here this is possible if you look at it correctly!! NOT wishful thinking.
Magic that will cause the broom to sweep the floors
And the mops to wipe the floors.
The sponge and soap, to wash the dishes
A little cooking assistant because am the executive chef.
The covers that makes the beds
Clothes that will go into the washing machine all by themselves.
I am still trying to figure out who will hang them out.
Maybe they will do that themselves too.
Oh how wonderful that would be!
A leash that would walk the dog
Lawn mowers that would mow the lawn
And trash that will take it self out
I would like to live in that world
With a snap of my fingers everything will begin or cease
Up or down, left or right
A little tea please
The tea pot and the tea cup at a snap
Peppermint in my nostril
The cool mint taste slide down my throat,
And the warmth in my stomach.
mmm satisfying..
All because of a snap of my fingers,
The world of magic
I wish to find
Everything is alive and does it part at a snap of my fingers
The world of fantasy that is where it is
Oh I wish it were reality
Life would have been an adventure for me
My world of magic.
I really do wish this was real if not all times believe me most times. Well I do have it in my imagination. Some people live this by their lifestyle of plenty money......hehe. Except it humans, the help ,the maid, the butler, the gardener, the dog walker, you get the drift.
The wonderful world of magic
Yes yes yes I like to watch animation, well not any time Disney classical and some of the new ones too if not all.
Magic that will cause the broom to sweep the floors
And the mops to wipe the floors.
The sponge and soap, to wash the dishes
A little cooking assistant because am the executive chef.
The covers that makes the beds
Clothes that will go into the washing machine all by themselves.
I am still trying to figure out who will hang them out.
Maybe they will do that themselves too.
Oh how wonderful that would be!
A leash that would walk the dog
Lawn mowers that would mow the lawn
And trash that will take it self out
I would like to live in that world
With a snap of my fingers everything will begin or cease
Up or down, left or right
A little tea please
The tea pot and the tea cup at a snap
Peppermint in my nostril
The cool mint taste slide down my throat,
And the warmth in my stomach.
mmm satisfying..
All because of a snap of my fingers,
The world of magic
I wish to find
Everything is alive and does it part at a snap of my fingers
The world of fantasy that is where it is
Oh I wish it were reality
Life would have been an adventure for me
My world of magic.
I really do wish this was real if not all times believe me most times. Well I do have it in my imagination. Some people live this by their lifestyle of plenty money......hehe. Except it humans, the help ,the maid, the butler, the gardener, the dog walker, you get the drift.
The wonderful world of magic
Yes yes yes I like to watch animation, well not any time Disney classical and some of the new ones too if not all.
Okay I was annoyed today too
This morning shiloah pull down my clothes off the clothes line. I had to wash them over, and more drama over shiloah badness & spoilness they say I created, me!! HeeHee
For real though I was mad really mad, what made it worst was the drama in my ears.
I really do love shiloah I have showed him that doing that is not good but I think he special too.
Shiloah is strong he has muscles for real I have a house for him so whenever I would put clothes on the line I would put him on his leash, shiloah tug the whole thing in the middle of the yard and it's not lite at all.
He only likes his leash when we going for walks.
Any other time he cries & whines and cries and whines, this is my dawg, shiloah my dog.
For real though I was mad really mad, what made it worst was the drama in my ears.
I really do love shiloah I have showed him that doing that is not good but I think he special too.
Shiloah is strong he has muscles for real I have a house for him so whenever I would put clothes on the line I would put him on his leash, shiloah tug the whole thing in the middle of the yard and it's not lite at all.
He only likes his leash when we going for walks.
Any other time he cries & whines and cries and whines, this is my dawg, shiloah my dog.
I had more
Feelings about what He said yesterday to me. I tried and I tried not to come here, but guess what am here again. "you look like you have given birth". I tried to look at it spiritually maybe I should.
uggghhh
uggghhh
The Technical Manager said
I went to work yesterday day from 5-11pm. The technical manager was in the office doing some extra work so I needed to know if he was finished with the system so I can log in and start.
So am speaking to him, he looked at me and looked at me, and said, "you looked like a woman who have given birth". I said what?
What that supposed to mean, is that a compliment. outrageous!!!
But then I thought about it and I thought about it......................... maybe he is correct!!
Was he telling me I looked bad no........ NO it can't be because I was not looking bad.
What did he really mean?
I know in birthing not only is the child is discomforted of leaving the womb but the mother also is discomforted of course we all know those screams.
There is a discomfort on both sides.
Well I asked him what he meant he was like it is not a bad thing it is a good thing and I said maybe I did give birth and he was blah blah blah I went into my office.
Really what did he mean?
I find my self being quite emotional extra emotional lately...sigh
So am speaking to him, he looked at me and looked at me, and said, "you looked like a woman who have given birth". I said what?
What that supposed to mean, is that a compliment. outrageous!!!
But then I thought about it and I thought about it......................... maybe he is correct!!
Was he telling me I looked bad no........ NO it can't be because I was not looking bad.
What did he really mean?
I know in birthing not only is the child is discomforted of leaving the womb but the mother also is discomforted of course we all know those screams.
There is a discomfort on both sides.
Well I asked him what he meant he was like it is not a bad thing it is a good thing and I said maybe I did give birth and he was blah blah blah I went into my office.
Really what did he mean?
I find my self being quite emotional extra emotional lately...sigh
I need more
I need more than that, always in a school too though, hmmm.........oh my just realize something.Why I got up set was a quote "If you want to be with him....master the king domain". I got upset.
He said to me come off but know I waited. He knows me so well. In the morning. When I read it it was not even the same. Was not so emotional!
Even though am off still peep now and again saw something, "verbal correction .... and silent love inappropriate".
Fairy tales.... -_-
I need something tangible, I prayed last night Lord I need a touch he touched me in the school more like a brush....but I need more!!
Why do I need more I always seems to need and want more, it's never enough?
Lord draw me close to you closer that I ever been it's more than survival but relationship to commune with you Lord, wrap me in your arms.
I had a dream the in the school, in an air plane celebrating and dancing and singing,
buying a real estate
The last one was about lending and not borrowing the scripture in the bible
and also came was owe no man nothing
and also borrow from your neighbour if you don't have to pay your debt then I wonder isn't all that a contradiction?
Well my dream, this part of it was like this, this woman barge unto our premiss for a another person that was living or staying with us. That person bought something from this woman and the woman came for her money at least half of what was owed. The woman was serious and wanted to barge in our house I stop her at the door. I knew I did not had enough money in my purse to help but when I did decide to go and help to give her half I say the hold thing and other money appeared in my purse I was like wow!
I told the lady that owed and borrowed it from me, I need it back it's a loan then I felt something no that not it let her have it and I said okay it's not a loan you can keep it. The lady that barged unto our premises did not want to take it from her, because she knew it came from me, then I started to quote the scripture about the above scripture statement and she said okay.
Now am awake, we were discussing me and the Holy Spirit, maybe it was just me in my head, about the scriptures verse mention above.
He said this is true giving, because I was like isn't this a contradiction?
I understand the concept.
It's a place we are suppose to be...able and willing to help and give without looking back from man but always look to God. God is our source.
I am really trying to stay away from here, for the time being.
Use my journals to vent.
I find this is my way of communicating to you.
He said to me come off but know I waited. He knows me so well. In the morning. When I read it it was not even the same. Was not so emotional!
Even though am off still peep now and again saw something, "verbal correction .... and silent love inappropriate".
Fairy tales.... -_-
I need something tangible, I prayed last night Lord I need a touch he touched me in the school more like a brush....but I need more!!
Why do I need more I always seems to need and want more, it's never enough?
Lord draw me close to you closer that I ever been it's more than survival but relationship to commune with you Lord, wrap me in your arms.
I had a dream the in the school, in an air plane celebrating and dancing and singing,
buying a real estate
The last one was about lending and not borrowing the scripture in the bible
and also came was owe no man nothing
and also borrow from your neighbour if you don't have to pay your debt then I wonder isn't all that a contradiction?
Well my dream, this part of it was like this, this woman barge unto our premiss for a another person that was living or staying with us. That person bought something from this woman and the woman came for her money at least half of what was owed. The woman was serious and wanted to barge in our house I stop her at the door. I knew I did not had enough money in my purse to help but when I did decide to go and help to give her half I say the hold thing and other money appeared in my purse I was like wow!
I told the lady that owed and borrowed it from me, I need it back it's a loan then I felt something no that not it let her have it and I said okay it's not a loan you can keep it. The lady that barged unto our premises did not want to take it from her, because she knew it came from me, then I started to quote the scripture about the above scripture statement and she said okay.
Now am awake, we were discussing me and the Holy Spirit, maybe it was just me in my head, about the scriptures verse mention above.
He said this is true giving, because I was like isn't this a contradiction?
I understand the concept.
It's a place we are suppose to be...able and willing to help and give without looking back from man but always look to God. God is our source.
I am really trying to stay away from here, for the time being.
Use my journals to vent.
I find this is my way of communicating to you.
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Fairy tale
I felt like swinging by today. I was thinking about fairy tales, the introduction, the body and the conclusion.
In all of that don't the prince rescues the princess or kiss the princess for her to awaken from her sleep slumber...............hehe-_- just was thinking about fairy tales.
If you realize in fairy tale there is always a god mother, little dorf or elf to help the princess. Favor the princess
In real life you need favor, connection. people etc
Fairy tale is not too far from reality, I was told I live in a fairy tale because of my expectation and my dreams some say fantasy, well why not live there anyways and make it come true.
If you be honest to yourself, you know, even in your fantasies, you created villeins and heroes and over came them. So why not over come these one in this so called reality. When you now know you mind is actually where you really live that is your world.
Create some god mother's and and so forth, there is always a way out. Imagination is limitless!!
Love and peace until next time.
In all of that don't the prince rescues the princess or kiss the princess for her to awaken from her sleep slumber...............hehe-_- just was thinking about fairy tales.
If you realize in fairy tale there is always a god mother, little dorf or elf to help the princess. Favor the princess
In real life you need favor, connection. people etc
Fairy tale is not too far from reality, I was told I live in a fairy tale because of my expectation and my dreams some say fantasy, well why not live there anyways and make it come true.
If you be honest to yourself, you know, even in your fantasies, you created villeins and heroes and over came them. So why not over come these one in this so called reality. When you now know you mind is actually where you really live that is your world.
Create some god mother's and and so forth, there is always a way out. Imagination is limitless!!
Love and peace until next time.
Friday, November 11, 2011
This Psalms as a little girl use to hurt my belly
When I would read it and hear it in the song on radio paradise every morning my mom would get up early around 4-5 am to get us ready for school meaning breakfast and all the rest according to the time. She had to go work for 7 am so we had to be up with her and she would put on that station.
The message bible did a marvellous job with the wording my spirit was groaning on the inside because my spirit knew and psalms 5 touched my spirit deep down on the inside at my age 5 and younger too. You are never to old or never too young
Your spirit knows, listen to your spirit your God spirit
Psalm 5
A David Psalm
Listen, God! Please, pay attention!Can you make sense of these ramblings,
my groans and cries? King-God, I need your help.
Every morning
you'll hear me at it again.
Every morning
I lay out the pieces of my life
on your altar
and watch for fire to descend.
You don't socialize with Wicked,
or invite Evil over as your houseguest.
Hot-Air-Boaster collapses in front of you;
you shake your head over Mischief-Maker.
God destroys Lie-Speaker;
Blood-Thirsty and Truth-Bender disgust you.
And here I am, your invited guest—
it's incredible!
I enter your house; here I am, prostrate in your inner sanctum,
Waiting for directions
to get me safely through enemy lines.
Every word they speak is a land mine;
their lungs breathe out poison gas.
Their throats are gaping graves,
their tongues slick as mudslides.
Pile on the guilt, God!
Let their so-called wisdom wreck them.
Kick them out! They've had their chance.
But you'll welcome us with open arms
when we run for cover to you.
Let the party last all night!
Stand guard over our celebration.
You are famous, God, for welcoming God-seekers,
for decking us out in delight.
I need to share this Soul ties
I don't mean to go back to the past but this I have to share I don't believe I mentioned it before in the way I am about too. Soul ties
My sexual assault I met him twice. I did mention that it almost happen on the first date his behaviour was not acceptable and I told him about it and that was in November.
Now all in December now I realize I started to think about him and cry wondering if I made a mistake In January now I called him to wish him happy birthday that how we started to talk again.
I just could not shake it after a while his verbal behaviour was awful and I knew that's not me I prayed and I cut it off because generally I know that man not suppose to treat women like that and it felt wrong I had know connection that I know I was suppose to have I told him that, he told me something is wrong with me. Cancel cancel in Jesus name.
I cut it off he started to say things like I'll never and the rest...I mentioned in one of the blog. Monday night I really went on my knees and said Lord show me and I had the dream and I let him know I had the dream and am sticking to my grounds well I don't know where my grounds went but I was in the wrong place that Friday it happen.
I am sharing this part because I heard something well not for long about soul ties and is then I realize oh so is that what happened. I never said this but where he is from he knows about these thing we had conversation about it. He denied doing any of it but knows about it. God is my witness If I lie here let lightning and thunder come and stroke me down right now.
Our first conversation and the way it was going I said is the devil sent you to to distract me he paused and answered with a smart mouth. I knew from the very beginning, that intuition we don't pay attention to. I know it was a set up I know. Now but be careful of people and females be careful of strange men ,men be careful of strange women.
I did not hear much of it because I got cut off from the teaching my time was up with the service I had.
But the little I heard carried me back to this.
Because of wrongful soul ties it can cause you to miss out on you rightful wife or husband and trust and believe me you will know when the right one comes and if you don't well am sorry.
If you have really been reading my blog you would have seen something like this Google you and I can not be married cancel cancel. Don't get funny on me now
I love google search engine and out loud I would say Google if you were a man I would marry you. Cancel cancel in Jesus name
So I received a mail about marital thoughts probably it means to get it in order every time i search in Google for marital thoughts I pulled up something negative and when I go into images pictures of black eye and all the rest it had some nice ones but I saw the black eyes one and abandon babies etc.
Now if you read and notice things, your most powerful weapon is the one the enemy don't sees.
I did say in one of these writing for today 11-11-11 might be my last well I think this one is now.
My sexual assault I met him twice. I did mention that it almost happen on the first date his behaviour was not acceptable and I told him about it and that was in November.
Now all in December now I realize I started to think about him and cry wondering if I made a mistake In January now I called him to wish him happy birthday that how we started to talk again.
I just could not shake it after a while his verbal behaviour was awful and I knew that's not me I prayed and I cut it off because generally I know that man not suppose to treat women like that and it felt wrong I had know connection that I know I was suppose to have I told him that, he told me something is wrong with me. Cancel cancel in Jesus name.
I cut it off he started to say things like I'll never and the rest...I mentioned in one of the blog. Monday night I really went on my knees and said Lord show me and I had the dream and I let him know I had the dream and am sticking to my grounds well I don't know where my grounds went but I was in the wrong place that Friday it happen.
I am sharing this part because I heard something well not for long about soul ties and is then I realize oh so is that what happened. I never said this but where he is from he knows about these thing we had conversation about it. He denied doing any of it but knows about it. God is my witness If I lie here let lightning and thunder come and stroke me down right now.
Our first conversation and the way it was going I said is the devil sent you to to distract me he paused and answered with a smart mouth. I knew from the very beginning, that intuition we don't pay attention to. I know it was a set up I know. Now but be careful of people and females be careful of strange men ,men be careful of strange women.
I did not hear much of it because I got cut off from the teaching my time was up with the service I had.
But the little I heard carried me back to this.
Because of wrongful soul ties it can cause you to miss out on you rightful wife or husband and trust and believe me you will know when the right one comes and if you don't well am sorry.
If you have really been reading my blog you would have seen something like this Google you and I can not be married cancel cancel. Don't get funny on me now
I love google search engine and out loud I would say Google if you were a man I would marry you. Cancel cancel in Jesus name
So I received a mail about marital thoughts probably it means to get it in order every time i search in Google for marital thoughts I pulled up something negative and when I go into images pictures of black eye and all the rest it had some nice ones but I saw the black eyes one and abandon babies etc.
Now if you read and notice things, your most powerful weapon is the one the enemy don't sees.
I did say in one of these writing for today 11-11-11 might be my last well I think this one is now.
I belong to one man and one man belongs to me. My husband to be God chosen and I am also God's chosen I am a wife to be!
Listen you too are God's chosen
Hey anything is possible with God Look at me I survived and am well!
"There goes your fairy tale but God gave me a real tale".
My prayer
Is that salvation comes knocking on all of you houses, your heart I pray you open your door to let the King of Glory in. Who Is the King of glory? The Lord strong and mighty! He is the King Of glory.
Psalms 24:7 Lift up your heads, O ye gates; and be ye lift up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.
Psalms 24:7 Lift up your heads, O ye gates; and be ye lift up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.
8Who is this King of glory? The LORD strong and mighty, the LORD mighty in battle.
9Lift up your heads, O ye gates; even lift them up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.
10Who is this King of glory? The LORD of hosts, he is the King of glory. Selah.
The gates of your hearts open it up to Him The Holy Spirit when He comes knocking, It's the Holy spirit that draws not man.
What I want more > Presence over Power
Is His presence
In His presence I am not the same, more than His power I want His presence many people can have power but no presence and still remains the same but in His presence you can not remain the same.
They cast out demons and raised the dead but the Lord said depart from me I don't know you, the servant was shocked to his amazement the works was not good enough. The servant realize He needed me more, to dwell in His presence to get to know Him know His heart
Your presence is my fuel my source my life my food my survival.
The children of Israel experience a lot of God power in there lives but what happen they weren't change the presence changes you
We can fall down and get back up both (saint and sinner) under the power feel the power but after still remains the same.
Presence over Power
Ezekiel 38:20......"and all the men that are upon the face of the earth, shall shake at my presence, and the mountains shall be thrown down, and the steep places shall fall, and every wall shall fall to the ground".
I am most definitely talking to myself because I know He needs me more with Him!!
I need Him as well
One can talk talk but do one follow in actions????
In His presence I am not the same, more than His power I want His presence many people can have power but no presence and still remains the same but in His presence you can not remain the same.
They cast out demons and raised the dead but the Lord said depart from me I don't know you, the servant was shocked to his amazement the works was not good enough. The servant realize He needed me more, to dwell in His presence to get to know Him know His heart
Your presence is my fuel my source my life my food my survival.
The children of Israel experience a lot of God power in there lives but what happen they weren't change the presence changes you
We can fall down and get back up both (saint and sinner) under the power feel the power but after still remains the same.
Presence over Power
Ezekiel 38:20......"and all the men that are upon the face of the earth, shall shake at my presence, and the mountains shall be thrown down, and the steep places shall fall, and every wall shall fall to the ground".
I am most definitely talking to myself because I know He needs me more with Him!!
I need Him as well
One can talk talk but do one follow in actions????
I have to share this
One of the thing that seriously made me realize I can enter into His presence and speak to him was in Job 2
Am like you serious satan went up in the presence of the lord as well.
This presence is not talking about the holies of holies, this about court yard
And am like what!!!!
One day when I read this it woke me up about being able to communicate with God come on now, I needed to communicate with Him.
The blood of Jesus Christ gives me and us access, He said boldly come and I went in boldly went.
As a child that was easy but teenage life and young adult life well.........
Hey am not that old am not thirty yet o_O lol
When Iwas younger I wanted to be older now that am older I want it to stay were it is -_-
Some of our delays and not reaching further in life is from not wanting to let go of the things He ask you so He going to hold on for you while you go through what you probably should have not gone through until you surrender.
Revelation12:10
Then I heard a loud voice shouting across the heavens, "It has come at last--salvation and power and the Kingdom of our God, and the authority of his Christ. For the accuser of our brothers and sisters has been thrown down to earth--the one who accuses them before our God day and night
The enemy does this day and night imagine that!!
What am I doing day and night???
Shalom and love
Am like you serious satan went up in the presence of the lord as well.
This presence is not talking about the holies of holies, this about court yard
And am like what!!!!
One day when I read this it woke me up about being able to communicate with God come on now, I needed to communicate with Him.
The blood of Jesus Christ gives me and us access, He said boldly come and I went in boldly went.
As a child that was easy but teenage life and young adult life well.........
Hey am not that old am not thirty yet o_O lol
When Iwas younger I wanted to be older now that am older I want it to stay were it is -_-
Some of our delays and not reaching further in life is from not wanting to let go of the things He ask you so He going to hold on for you while you go through what you probably should have not gone through until you surrender.
Revelation12:10
Then I heard a loud voice shouting across the heavens, "It has come at last--salvation and power and the Kingdom of our God, and the authority of his Christ. For the accuser of our brothers and sisters has been thrown down to earth--the one who accuses them before our God day and night
The enemy does this day and night imagine that!!
What am I doing day and night???
Shalom and love
Lord
I have let go and stepped out. Lord shiloah I will let him go just for piece around here. He 's been acting bad lately and lord you know you know. Lord you said step out my eyes are on you. Not watching the waves nor am I paying attention to the heavy winds my eyes are on you. I stretch my arm out to you.
Training Is necessary
Yes you may be good and talented at something but without proper training, you will never experience the full potential of that talent. |
Is like getting a gift you know it's a gift but if you never open it you will never experience what is inside. The wrapping looks lovely the bows and the greeting card but is what is in the inside matters most.
You have to take it out, use it put it together what ever the need may be to get it in action and function. Even if it has to sit on the centre piece because it is a vase, what if it's a tool you need to get it out to use it and fix things with it right...Okay!
So training is necessary to exercise put into action the gift under receptive and rightful areas. you are not going to put you vase in the garage and the tool on the centre piece.
The tool only reaches on the centre piece if it is broken and that specific tool can fix it, after it is fixed it is placed back to its habitat so to speak..
Is like getting a gift you know it's a gift but if you never open it you will never experience what is inside. The wrapping looks lovely the bows and the greeting card but is what is in the inside matters most.
You have to take it out, use it put it together what ever the need may be to get it in action and function. Even if it has to sit on the centre piece because it is a vase, what if it's a tool you need to get it out to use it and fix things with it right...Okay!
So training is necessary to exercise put into action the gift under receptive and rightful areas. you are not going to put you vase in the garage and the tool on the centre piece.
The tool only reaches on the centre piece if it is broken and that specific tool can fix it, after it is fixed it is placed back to its habitat so to speak..
This experience for me
Here on this blog was like sitting on a bench in a park and telling you my story and How much Jesus loves and cares for all of us and the length He would go through to get our attention just to make us understand life and that He is life.
He gave up His so we can have life precious glorious life in The Father.
He gave up His and reap a harvest of sons and daughters you and I and He left the blue prints for us to reap the rest and to reign with Him.
Jesus loves us much!!
He gave up His so we can have life precious glorious life in The Father.
He gave up His and reap a harvest of sons and daughters you and I and He left the blue prints for us to reap the rest and to reign with Him.
Jesus loves us much!!
If I tell
Tell you that, even the people of the past is crying out, and grieving because of what they worked so hard to accomplish freedom from slavery and other things etc not just one aspect but others where we are heading and the mistakes we are making head on. Would you believe. Yes we have accomplish great material gains buildings and technology but but.
We need to get back on track I had this dream many years ago I never shared it with anyone. Hello it scared me two generation the alive ones and the dead one. The other side they were grieving.
It was like on the river on the bank experience one on this side and he other on the other side, and it was almost like a riot
There was a song I wrote it down but I threw it away it was on the back of a note pad the hard part because the pages was all filled out. I kept it for a while but the pad got all disfigured so I tossed it. I have gotten songs in my dream like Wednesday I woke up with a song and I went to write but I got distracted the song left I can capture some words but the medley is not quite there. I also have one written in one of my books am surprise it is still there. As I said I normally after a while throw them away.
I know this what I just said is outrageous but it is the truth. God is my witness
I also went to pray and do deliverance prayer for myself am serious.
There are people that understand the times we are living in and are doing what is needed to be done!!
I don't know if I will be back here writing any more things, of my dreams thoughts and mood swings.......... ......heehee @ the mood swing part.
Jesus is Lord over all He reigns forever
Jesus is the way the only way to enter in the Kingdom Of God
Jesus is the door
Jesus cares and Loves you with everything He is He loves you
I love you and shalom
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The time is now 3:48 pm
I left here to go and get something to eat and while I was eating the Holy Spirit reminded me that I did share the dream with someone not all of the dream but some of it with Lorenn he was our bus driver a t the time and he too was in the dream and I just shared to him the dream about it and a little part he was not a Christian and I don't know if he is one now.
It is written the Holy Spirit will remind you of things
We need to get back on track I had this dream many years ago I never shared it with anyone. Hello it scared me two generation the alive ones and the dead one. The other side they were grieving.
It was like on the river on the bank experience one on this side and he other on the other side, and it was almost like a riot
There was a song I wrote it down but I threw it away it was on the back of a note pad the hard part because the pages was all filled out. I kept it for a while but the pad got all disfigured so I tossed it. I have gotten songs in my dream like Wednesday I woke up with a song and I went to write but I got distracted the song left I can capture some words but the medley is not quite there. I also have one written in one of my books am surprise it is still there. As I said I normally after a while throw them away.
I know this what I just said is outrageous but it is the truth. God is my witness
I also went to pray and do deliverance prayer for myself am serious.
There are people that understand the times we are living in and are doing what is needed to be done!!
I don't know if I will be back here writing any more things, of my dreams thoughts and mood swings.......... ......heehee @ the mood swing part.
Jesus is Lord over all He reigns forever
Jesus is the way the only way to enter in the Kingdom Of God
Jesus is the door
Jesus cares and Loves you with everything He is He loves you
I love you and shalom
_______________________________________________________________
The time is now 3:48 pm
I left here to go and get something to eat and while I was eating the Holy Spirit reminded me that I did share the dream with someone not all of the dream but some of it with Lorenn he was our bus driver a t the time and he too was in the dream and I just shared to him the dream about it and a little part he was not a Christian and I don't know if he is one now.
It is written the Holy Spirit will remind you of things
The lyrics to this son by Kirk franklin
"Hold me now"
The spring of April is gone
The leaves have all turned brown
The children have all grown up
And there's no one around
I'm looking over my life and all the mistakes I made
And I'm afraid
Afraid
Somebody told me that You would wash all my sins
And cleanse me from the scars that are so deep within
So I'm calling to You
If you can hear me
I don't know how
I was wondering can you hold me now
You are the only one that's patient when I fall
Your angels come to save me every time I call
You don't laugh at me when I make mistakes and cry
You're not like man
You understand me
See people change one day
They don't like you the next they do
I wish that everyone could love me just like You
So here I am this sinful man peace won't allow
I was wondering can you hold me now
I was wondering can you hold me now
To every broken person that may hear this song
To every boy or girl that feels their smile is gone
I know exactly how it feels to lay in the bed at night
And cry
And cry
Don't you worry God is faithful and He cares
About the tears you drop and the pain you feel He's there
When you are weak that's when he's strong
Even though you don't know how
God can and he will hold you now
God can and he will hold you now
God can and he will hold you now
Don't you worry he can hold you now
The leaves have all turned brown
The children have all grown up
And there's no one around
I'm looking over my life and all the mistakes I made
And I'm afraid
Afraid
Somebody told me that You would wash all my sins
And cleanse me from the scars that are so deep within
So I'm calling to You
If you can hear me
I don't know how
I was wondering can you hold me now
You are the only one that's patient when I fall
Your angels come to save me every time I call
You don't laugh at me when I make mistakes and cry
You're not like man
You understand me
See people change one day
They don't like you the next they do
I wish that everyone could love me just like You
So here I am this sinful man peace won't allow
I was wondering can you hold me now
I was wondering can you hold me now
To every broken person that may hear this song
To every boy or girl that feels their smile is gone
I know exactly how it feels to lay in the bed at night
And cry
And cry
Don't you worry God is faithful and He cares
About the tears you drop and the pain you feel He's there
When you are weak that's when he's strong
Even though you don't know how
God can and he will hold you now
God can and he will hold you now
God can and he will hold you now
Don't you worry he can hold you now
Electricity
I dreamed about electricity, plugs, eggs, hair dye, ambulance, travelling bus, hospital.
Almost been electrocuted in my dream, I was walking down a road, and there was some electrical work being done it was a hole with electrical cords like a plug, unfinished I step back but could not go any further. I was unable to move. Two men was washing vehicles I was stretching my arms toward them to get me out because I could not move every time I tried to move the electricity would pull me back down, one man grabbed my hand the electricity went through his body fell to the ground but still alive, the other one was scared, but eventually grabbed me the same thing.
I started to pray and I became free, Now am over on the other side of the road I said call the ambulance to the same men.
The paramedics came and check me said am fine but I was still feeling the shock waves inside me I got up with cane or medical wheel thing, walker and I went into the ambulance, the ambulance turn into a bus with people going some where.
The hair dying and the eggs part was before this scene though.
Every time I sleep I dream I just can not share all of the dreams here not because they might be bad or good is because some I have to keep and guard for appointed time and some are personal and not to be released as yet at least.
Everything is going to be fine!
I'll share this with the hair part I was dying hair with egg and something that look like butter, grease or lard something of that type of substance.
I cracked the eggs open into a bowl and there was also boiled eggs scrambled and I was mixing it and putting it into the hair while dying the hair with the butter looking substance.
The hair colour was black.
I also dyed my hair black almost two weeks ago. I normally have part of it bleached out or have in a burgundy colour rinse over it and all the rest.
I choose black this time because it give me a clean slate to work on so to speak
Almost been electrocuted in my dream, I was walking down a road, and there was some electrical work being done it was a hole with electrical cords like a plug, unfinished I step back but could not go any further. I was unable to move. Two men was washing vehicles I was stretching my arms toward them to get me out because I could not move every time I tried to move the electricity would pull me back down, one man grabbed my hand the electricity went through his body fell to the ground but still alive, the other one was scared, but eventually grabbed me the same thing.
I started to pray and I became free, Now am over on the other side of the road I said call the ambulance to the same men.
The paramedics came and check me said am fine but I was still feeling the shock waves inside me I got up with cane or medical wheel thing, walker and I went into the ambulance, the ambulance turn into a bus with people going some where.
The hair dying and the eggs part was before this scene though.
Every time I sleep I dream I just can not share all of the dreams here not because they might be bad or good is because some I have to keep and guard for appointed time and some are personal and not to be released as yet at least.
Everything is going to be fine!
I'll share this with the hair part I was dying hair with egg and something that look like butter, grease or lard something of that type of substance.
I cracked the eggs open into a bowl and there was also boiled eggs scrambled and I was mixing it and putting it into the hair while dying the hair with the butter looking substance.
The hair colour was black.
I also dyed my hair black almost two weeks ago. I normally have part of it bleached out or have in a burgundy colour rinse over it and all the rest.
I choose black this time because it give me a clean slate to work on so to speak
What is Salvation
He that endures to the end will be save! Matthew 24:13
It's not a one time moment and you live your life as you please....NO NO NO!!
Salvation is action done in words by faith. If you confess The Lord Jesus He died on a cross buried and rose again and Believe in your heart you will be save!
Emphasizing on the cross and that he was buried and rose again is because It is written curse is the man that hang on a tree the cross was a tree. Galatians 3:13 He took my curse sickness poverty all diseases and yours and nailed it to that cross.
He was in he grave for three whole days. What was He doing down there so long?
Luke 10:19 I have given you authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and to overcome all the power of the enemy; nothing will harm you.
Revelation 2:26 To him who overcomes and does my will to the end, I will give authority over the nations-
Taking back the keys giving back to us power and dominion so that we can have eternal life with Him. He was victorious so He rose after three days and said "Where, O death, is your victory? Where, O death, is your sting?"
1 Corinthian 15:55
Confession is action, believe He came in your heart, is by faith.
It is a process just like how life is a process you have to go through to build your character what builds your character the fruit of the spirit.
What are the fruits of the spirit?
Galatians 5:22-23
1. love
2. Joy
3. Peace
4. Long-suffering
5. Gentleness
6. Goodness
7. Faith
8. Meekness
9. Temperance
Power
I remember a story a real story Lester Sumrall shared his experience in his mission field about His bed moving from one location to another. He spoke with authority and said put it back and it went back and he went to sleep he said he sleep like a baby etc.
Now I am only assuming and I have confidence in what I am assuming, after a hard day of working in the field finally going to bed this thing starts to happen. He got mad and fed up he was not taking it. It's at the point of you not taking any more crap your power stirs and you speak with power and authority.
My confidence is also in my experience of this where you get fed up and you command the storms to stop be at peace. and it works. Now the enemy is not stupid he realizes okay you mad he stop for a while if you don't continue in that authority he will rage again not that he did not obey but he realizes our behavioural trends patterns etc when we think we hit victory we stop and relax and rest for .........................hmmmmmmm
Parents when they get mad and fed up and you hear that voice you know you better straiten up.
Am not saying that if you say stop in a claim state it or whatever it is, is not suppose to stop it should for you have dominion over it.
Writing to make sure I understand what I really believe in if you do the same you will see a difference normally we read and listening but have you poured it out to yourself first on a paper or a blog for you first.
Hey am learning here while am sharing.
It's going to be a Lovely day
It's not a one time moment and you live your life as you please....NO NO NO!!
Salvation is action done in words by faith. If you confess The Lord Jesus He died on a cross buried and rose again and Believe in your heart you will be save!
Emphasizing on the cross and that he was buried and rose again is because It is written curse is the man that hang on a tree the cross was a tree. Galatians 3:13 He took my curse sickness poverty all diseases and yours and nailed it to that cross.
He was in he grave for three whole days. What was He doing down there so long?
Luke 10:19 I have given you authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and to overcome all the power of the enemy; nothing will harm you.
Revelation 2:26 To him who overcomes and does my will to the end, I will give authority over the nations-
Taking back the keys giving back to us power and dominion so that we can have eternal life with Him. He was victorious so He rose after three days and said "Where, O death, is your victory? Where, O death, is your sting?"
1 Corinthian 15:55
Confession is action, believe He came in your heart, is by faith.
It is a process just like how life is a process you have to go through to build your character what builds your character the fruit of the spirit.
What are the fruits of the spirit?
Galatians 5:22-23
1. love
2. Joy
3. Peace
4. Long-suffering
5. Gentleness
6. Goodness
7. Faith
8. Meekness
9. Temperance
Power
I remember a story a real story Lester Sumrall shared his experience in his mission field about His bed moving from one location to another. He spoke with authority and said put it back and it went back and he went to sleep he said he sleep like a baby etc.
Now I am only assuming and I have confidence in what I am assuming, after a hard day of working in the field finally going to bed this thing starts to happen. He got mad and fed up he was not taking it. It's at the point of you not taking any more crap your power stirs and you speak with power and authority.
My confidence is also in my experience of this where you get fed up and you command the storms to stop be at peace. and it works. Now the enemy is not stupid he realizes okay you mad he stop for a while if you don't continue in that authority he will rage again not that he did not obey but he realizes our behavioural trends patterns etc when we think we hit victory we stop and relax and rest for .........................hmmmmmmm
Parents when they get mad and fed up and you hear that voice you know you better straiten up.
Am not saying that if you say stop in a claim state it or whatever it is, is not suppose to stop it should for you have dominion over it.
Writing to make sure I understand what I really believe in if you do the same you will see a difference normally we read and listening but have you poured it out to yourself first on a paper or a blog for you first.
Hey am learning here while am sharing.
It's going to be a Lovely day
Good news
I can make calls today with the service that I subscribe to, try it again a few minutes ago it went through. Thank you Lord > Praise Break
Today is 11-11-11
Today is 11-11-11
Cry out today like blind Bartimeaus create a moment in time open the portals of heaven with your shout and scream "Thou Son of David Have mercy on me"
Mark 10:47And when he heard that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to cry out, and say, Jesus, thou son of David, have mercy on me.
48And many charged him that he should hold his peace: but he cried the more a great deal, Thou son of David, have mercy on me.
Jesus stopped and ask what is it you want?
Bartimeaus answered his sight
Jesus replied, "thy faith hath made thee whole".
That faith word again absolute acceptance of his words as fact that he will perform his words.
How can I make Jesus stop and ask me what I want?
Do what you have never done before!
Thursday, November 10, 2011
This for all of you
Music does incredible things to our body, soul & spirit. I hope you enjoy and it encourages you. It encouraged me. So I know it will do the same for you too
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y0odQLKdoB4&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y0odQLKdoB4&feature=related
He loves me
Even though He knows Kerina would fall
Yet and still my name He calls
He loves me
Love lifted me, Love can lift you as well
It's never to late you are never to bad
never too young or never to old
to accept Him in your life.
He loves us even though we were born in sin
He came to set us free
Free from bondage and those things that easily beset us.
Know you have to practise these things it's not like magic
He can perform magic
but why would He do that?
When He is building character in all of us.
Don't you want to be tried ,tested and approve? o_O
That's the part we don't like.
It's hard and hurtful, painful, embarrassing and all the rest sometimes
taking the wrong when you are right.
Jesus gave up His right to give us rights.
He saw the end results always look at the end result
I saw my future and I decided to live there!
God future for us is bright, right now things maybe looking dim but
in the end if we endure we will reap the harvest.
It is written!
It's not a scare
"My opinion of people is a ludish sweep"
The fact that sweep is in this statement. Who sweeps? My opinion not yours.
The fact that sweep is in this statement. Who sweeps? My opinion not yours.
Now about
That dream this morning LUDISH.
Would this have bothered you knowing well ludicrous meaning absurd outrageous, hilarious depending on the context.
Interesting
Would this have bothered you knowing well ludicrous meaning absurd outrageous, hilarious depending on the context.
Interesting
Curiosity
I know I can be curious at times but I should have been more curious for that services. Anyway before all that happen though I saw something I traced it well I found meanings for my name kerina all the time I thought my name did not have a meaning and I actually said my name means pain because of all that I have been through I never found a meaning for my name never until one day ago
Well I mentioned here before that the Lord said to me that I am pure now and the rest. Well I saw some movement so I traced it and I found other names like karina etc etc and there was the meaning and the origin and all the rest
Well I mentioned not to long ago that on my mother grandmother, great grandmother etc female side are Latin although we don't speak it hmm imagine that.... am I wrong to say we are Latin then....lol but that where they come from over from that place.....
Karina origin is Greek Latin means pure and dear beloved one and also torture and pure and dear beloved one karina come from kathrina and other names similar to that. Such as kareena karyna all the rest
So even though mine is spelt with an (e) dose it mean the same definitely I am Pure. The Lord said so.
I don't know if you notice but a lot of people have lost there origin and there tongue.
But anyway I have one I found my original original origin and tongue God The Father, Jesus Christ and The Holy Spirit and my heavenly language.
Well I mentioned here before that the Lord said to me that I am pure now and the rest. Well I saw some movement so I traced it and I found other names like karina etc etc and there was the meaning and the origin and all the rest
Well I mentioned not to long ago that on my mother grandmother, great grandmother etc female side are Latin although we don't speak it hmm imagine that.... am I wrong to say we are Latin then....lol but that where they come from over from that place.....
Karina origin is Greek Latin means pure and dear beloved one and also torture and pure and dear beloved one karina come from kathrina and other names similar to that. Such as kareena karyna all the rest
So even though mine is spelt with an (e) dose it mean the same definitely I am Pure. The Lord said so.
I don't know if you notice but a lot of people have lost there origin and there tongue.
But anyway I have one I found my original original origin and tongue God The Father, Jesus Christ and The Holy Spirit and my heavenly language.
I really got annoyed today
I signed up and subscribed to this service I did two subscription the first one was no good I did the second one unlimited calls minutes well I need it for what am doing. They are now telling me I have to buy more credit why I signed up and paid for unlimited minutes why do I have to buy more not only that I can not get to use the service I sign up for because it wont let me. Going to customer care there is none find tech support I have to pay to get my question answered. REALLY NOW!!!!! OKAY
I really tried not to be so annoyed you know today is my day off I went to sleep well I ain't so fired up but am still annoyed.
Could you imagine paying for something a service and now they telling you something else. Did you read the fine print, if there was any I would have the fine print is numbers 1,2, and 3 that contains a link. OKAY NOW well If I am understanding correctly you only have 10,000 minutes, 6 hours in a day for the month the package I choose, (based on my understanding) so why put unlimited. UNLIMITED means UNLIMITED.
I don't think I have exceed my limits when the power in my country is going faster than lightning. And I just got it last week Friday in lest than a week today is Thursday and honestly I have not used it much because I
was being careful with it.
Why do these people do this, it's a very uncomfortable feeling to know you are releasing you money for a service and they are not telling you the truth about there services, tell me the truth let me make a decision I will make a decision maybe one that you wont like because your service is crap but I will.
Companies need to realize that people will find you out, be accountable and honest, provide good service good services will bring in more people your credibility and integrity will cause you business to flourish more.
Say what you mean mean what you say.
Now am out of my money and out of a service because they are asking me to pay more when they should have told me that in the beginning have it there in bold caps.
Fine prints is schemey to me.
And it's not like a did not read anything is when I click on this other link talking about world unlimited calls is where I found it because I wanted to make sure of what I signed up for and I retrace my steps so something say click on the world unlimited I see the 1,2 and 3 and click on policy something.
When I just wanted a one specific nation.
uuuuuugggggggggggghhhhhhh
I really tried not to be so annoyed you know today is my day off I went to sleep well I ain't so fired up but am still annoyed.
Could you imagine paying for something a service and now they telling you something else. Did you read the fine print, if there was any I would have the fine print is numbers 1,2, and 3 that contains a link. OKAY NOW well If I am understanding correctly you only have 10,000 minutes, 6 hours in a day for the month the package I choose, (based on my understanding) so why put unlimited. UNLIMITED means UNLIMITED.
I don't think I have exceed my limits when the power in my country is going faster than lightning. And I just got it last week Friday in lest than a week today is Thursday and honestly I have not used it much because I
was being careful with it.
Why do these people do this, it's a very uncomfortable feeling to know you are releasing you money for a service and they are not telling you the truth about there services, tell me the truth let me make a decision I will make a decision maybe one that you wont like because your service is crap but I will.
Companies need to realize that people will find you out, be accountable and honest, provide good service good services will bring in more people your credibility and integrity will cause you business to flourish more.
Say what you mean mean what you say.
Now am out of my money and out of a service because they are asking me to pay more when they should have told me that in the beginning have it there in bold caps.
Fine prints is schemey to me.
And it's not like a did not read anything is when I click on this other link talking about world unlimited calls is where I found it because I wanted to make sure of what I signed up for and I retrace my steps so something say click on the world unlimited I see the 1,2 and 3 and click on policy something.
When I just wanted a one specific nation.
uuuuuugggggggggggghhhhhhh
I was awaken from a dream
I were reading a book of knowledge so to speak. As I read I repeated what I read. I awoke and write down what I was reading however I missed a lot of it the next thing now is that I write what I read on a page that already have on writings.
This is what I read and capture to this realm:
"my opinion of others is like a ludish sweep,....... listening to the wind".
Now there were more however they are not coming to me right now.
What is the meaning of ludish I know of ludicrous.
I just went to look up the word NOW am wondering
I found luda place in china one of the most popular and vast places etc
ludacris the artist
Lucretius a Roman philosopher
Lucretia a lady that was raped like a really long time ago
These are just some words I found close.
I read some of the information and I could be outrageous about it for is not really pleasing.
That is just the negative side. The positive side is God is like out there too, looking at it from the natural point of view, the things He say to do are ridiculous in the eyes of men.
"My opinion of others is like a ludish sweep"
Is this referring to me or HIMSELF I mean God, HIM, He take the foolish things of the world and confound the wise. 1Corinthians 1:27
How I felt in this dream my opinions of others are not always what I assume them to be.
OR I have a humorous way of looking at things
"But we are now coming to a realization that our engineering sciences, especially chemistry and nuclear physics, have lost the philosophic overview of where we are going, and as this century ends, we must conclude that we have engineered ourselves into a mess. Although the economic purview is still strong, the environmental or "natural" overview is deteriorating at an accelerating rate."
William Harris Prof. Em. Middlebury College talking on Lucretius a Roman philosopher
I Put this part here because it caught my attention of also what is happening today in our world and this recession buzz
Man knowledge is causing things to get worst we need GOD knowledge!
Too be quite honest I never expected to have this here because before I came to write it was something humorous in my ears I were hearing about all that happen over eh past couple of says I thought of mentioning the word Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
It's a word that makes no sense but is like saying something extraordinary out there that meaning words can't describe it so I got to fashion one.
This is what I read and capture to this realm:
"my opinion of others is like a ludish sweep,....... listening to the wind".
Now there were more however they are not coming to me right now.
What is the meaning of ludish I know of ludicrous.
I just went to look up the word NOW am wondering
I found luda place in china one of the most popular and vast places etc
ludacris the artist
Lucretius a Roman philosopher
Lucretia a lady that was raped like a really long time ago
These are just some words I found close.
I read some of the information and I could be outrageous about it for is not really pleasing.
That is just the negative side. The positive side is God is like out there too, looking at it from the natural point of view, the things He say to do are ridiculous in the eyes of men.
"My opinion of others is like a ludish sweep"
Is this referring to me or HIMSELF I mean God, HIM, He take the foolish things of the world and confound the wise. 1Corinthians 1:27
How I felt in this dream my opinions of others are not always what I assume them to be.
OR I have a humorous way of looking at things
"But we are now coming to a realization that our engineering sciences, especially chemistry and nuclear physics, have lost the philosophic overview of where we are going, and as this century ends, we must conclude that we have engineered ourselves into a mess. Although the economic purview is still strong, the environmental or "natural" overview is deteriorating at an accelerating rate."
William Harris Prof. Em. Middlebury College talking on Lucretius a Roman philosopher
I Put this part here because it caught my attention of also what is happening today in our world and this recession buzz
Man knowledge is causing things to get worst we need GOD knowledge!
Too be quite honest I never expected to have this here because before I came to write it was something humorous in my ears I were hearing about all that happen over eh past couple of says I thought of mentioning the word Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
It's a word that makes no sense but is like saying something extraordinary out there that meaning words can't describe it so I got to fashion one.
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
I have stepped out
I see the trail behind me,
I don't see one in front of me
It is new.
And I am going through. Jehovah!
I see fields of wheat and
I see Him there ahead of me
Patiently He waits as I get closer
He is further
A smile is on His face and I smile too
How can I resist such a face
When I need Him close He is right there
I can touch Him and feel Him
Weren't you right over there?
Now am here!
I love you!
I love you more!
I don't see one in front of me
It is new.
And I am going through. Jehovah!
I see fields of wheat and
I see Him there ahead of me
Patiently He waits as I get closer
He is further
A smile is on His face and I smile too
How can I resist such a face
When I need Him close He is right there
I can touch Him and feel Him
Weren't you right over there?
Now am here!
I love you!
I love you more!
The road can be lonely
I rather look at it this way He is with me. My glass is never half empty it is always half full for more and more.
He said to em I have written it.Well am writing it.
This is not the end.
I have let go The only thing I have now is God and I dare put shiloah in.... I have shiloah too :)
When I was finding myself I found shiloah although I named shiloah from the star actor in transformer before I found shiloah there as well. I spell it different but I found him there too.
Small things, noticeable affirmation never despise them.
He said to em I have written it.Well am writing it.
This is not the end.
I have let go The only thing I have now is God and I dare put shiloah in.... I have shiloah too :)
When I was finding myself I found shiloah although I named shiloah from the star actor in transformer before I found shiloah there as well. I spell it different but I found him there too.
Small things, noticeable affirmation never despise them.
Now who caused it
Let us not be ignorant, after I did, I saw and read, why then and not before. Distrust, doubt and unbelief's grew, stability was shaken unsure thoughts kindle. For getting the word He gave me direct. What came to mind was my dream in November last year 2010, about the tigers and the lion stealing the meat.
The meat is the strong word of God. Forgive me, am here and you are there It takes everything to believe and trust everything.
No grounds to land on. Looking for physical grounds when all I need to do is trust and believe. I retrieve my meat.
We need to stop and check our self. Can't be going and going without fuel and check ups. We need to service our selves and do clean outs, there is always a check up point a stop gas station on our journey. To put air in our tires, fill up our tanks with oil, clean out the trunk and junks do a washing from the dusty road and all the rest.
From the message bible 2 Corinthians
Now, regarding the one who started all this—the person in question who caused all this pain—I want you to know that I am not the one injured in this as much as, with a few exceptions, all of you. So I don't want to come down too hard.
What the majority of you agreed to as punishment is punishment enough. Now is the time to forgive this man and help him back on his feet. If all you do is pour on the guilt, you could very well drown him in it. My counsel now is to pour on the love.
The focus of my letter wasn't on punishing the offender but on getting you to take responsibility for the health of the church. So if you forgive him, I forgive him. Don't think I'm carrying around a list of personal grudges.
The fact is that I'm joining in with your forgiveness, as Christ is with us, guiding us.
After all, we don't want to unwittingly give Satan an opening for yet more mischief—we're not oblivious to his sly ways!
King James say it this way
Lest Satan should get an advantage of us: for we are not ignorant of his devices.
This is for you
2 Corinthians from the message bible.
Everything we need is in the bible His word.
I need to say to you and how I feel.
And I found it right in His word
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That's why I decided not to make another visit that could only be painful to both of us.
If by merely showing up I would put you in an embarrassingly painful position, how would you then be free to cheer and refresh me?
That was my reason for writing a letter instead of coming—so I wouldn't have to spend a miserable time disappointing the very friends I had looked forward to cheering me up.
I was convinced at the time I wrote it that what was best for me was also best for you.
As it turned out, there was pain enough just in writing that letter, more tears than ink on the parchment.
But I didn't write it to cause pain; I wrote it so you would know how much I care—oh, more than care—love you!
And I do love you!
Cry out like blind Bartimaeus
Jesus is passing by Make a noise cry out shout don't let him pass you by shout open that window of opportunity create a moment in time.
I need you once again Lord!
I need you once again Lord!
Thursday, November 3, 2011
The flesh
This is your soul, your emotions and intellect. I have come to realize that your flesh and intellect can want the will of God but would want to manifest it, in its timing and will power and not God's timing and power and His Spirit.
I will even go as far and say your flesh would want the will of God for the benefits, that it would try and manifest them in or out of the season and timing etc. I will say some people are lucky because am sure this have happened to many. Only goes to prove that God is indeed merciful
Although your flesh/body do the things for God, you can still be displeasing. Busy doing Godly or righteous duties if it's not in the season or timing, it will be wrong.
Now what came to my mind is when Jesus said depart from me and it's mentioned the the servant said but Lord I have been doing this and that for you. Matthew7:21-25
So it's not just about doing, it's about timing, seasons, assignment etc following his yes or no's and go's or stops
Failure is only establish if you don't learn anything!!
When you make a mistake don't be afraid to say am sorry, I was wrong and make it right and learn from it.
I upset Him and I made it right am making it right, swallow your pride and ego and make it right with whom ever you have wronged. That is not the hardest part, it is losing them that hurts and is the hardest.
We have a saying here, "you never miss the water till the well runs dry".
What is more worst is not having Him at all.
Appreciate the water in your life
Stop a while and feel the wind on your face
Look up and glance at the only sun
Smile at the moon in the dark hours
Dream of the stars in your sleep
Pray to the only true and Living God
Who created all this beauty
So we can fulfil our duty
Don't bruise your face
Life is not a race
God has everything in control
Although it seems to be moving fast pace
Don't rush the race
It's not by your might nor by your power
But it's By His Spirit says the Lord
I will even go as far and say your flesh would want the will of God for the benefits, that it would try and manifest them in or out of the season and timing etc. I will say some people are lucky because am sure this have happened to many. Only goes to prove that God is indeed merciful
Although your flesh/body do the things for God, you can still be displeasing. Busy doing Godly or righteous duties if it's not in the season or timing, it will be wrong.
Now what came to my mind is when Jesus said depart from me and it's mentioned the the servant said but Lord I have been doing this and that for you. Matthew7:21-25
So it's not just about doing, it's about timing, seasons, assignment etc following his yes or no's and go's or stops
Failure is only establish if you don't learn anything!!
When you make a mistake don't be afraid to say am sorry, I was wrong and make it right and learn from it.
I upset Him and I made it right am making it right, swallow your pride and ego and make it right with whom ever you have wronged. That is not the hardest part, it is losing them that hurts and is the hardest.
We have a saying here, "you never miss the water till the well runs dry".
What is more worst is not having Him at all.
Appreciate the water in your life
Stop a while and feel the wind on your face
Look up and glance at the only sun
Smile at the moon in the dark hours
Dream of the stars in your sleep
Pray to the only true and Living God
Who created all this beauty
So we can fulfil our duty
Don't bruise your face
Life is not a race
God has everything in control
Although it seems to be moving fast pace
Don't rush the race
It's not by your might nor by your power
But it's By His Spirit says the Lord
I love you and shalom
Have no confidence in the flesh
Philippians 3:1-14 tells us not to have confidence in the flesh the lord led me to this a few minutes ago
I spilled
Last night I spilled some things that was in my cup I had to apologize to Him the Lord I was emotional, really I was. He knows me to a T.
I heard come off now but I stayed a little longer then something appeared, I read it and by the way now I read the same thing this morning it's not the same.
It's dangerous to drive on emotions in this season haha all times please.
Follow your heart instead not your emotions
I do believe though that I have a lot of emotions I can feel so many things at once I wonder how I manage, but I do
I like me and I love me I am one of a kind for real. My sister tells me that quite often I saw it this morning...ha
I heard come off now but I stayed a little longer then something appeared, I read it and by the way now I read the same thing this morning it's not the same.
It's dangerous to drive on emotions in this season haha all times please.
Follow your heart instead not your emotions
I do believe though that I have a lot of emotions I can feel so many things at once I wonder how I manage, but I do
I like me and I love me I am one of a kind for real. My sister tells me that quite often I saw it this morning...ha
Don't make your situation worst
If you have a sore, don't dig it. Ms Kathleen going to tell me listen to this song well the first time I listen to it was today did not know it existed. The Lady, her Lover and Lord. While she on the phone singing it am like this woman crazy, she knows what season she is in and how it affects her listening to it will only make it worst, then I got to go and pray and ask God to help me more again after listening this song.............lol you get sad thank God not for long well for me at least.
I am not into hiding anything from Him, He knows how I feel and am going to let him know it again when He carries my burden I like it better that way, "dem tings heavy".
You know your weakness avoid the places or things or song whatever it is that will cause you to pause, and think or get depress. Staying away from them does not mean you are not over or the situation, but stay away to get through that season of storm.
We were talking about finding our significant other and this is the season that makes us sad and lonely, now do you think the remedy is to listen to love song? NO!!!!!! of course not.
However she tells me I must listen to the above song I did because she was like put it in I want to hear it remembering she is on the phone also singing, she killing her self and trying to kill me too. It is not going like that for me NO WAY!!!!
I am not into hiding anything from Him, He knows how I feel and am going to let him know it again when He carries my burden I like it better that way, "dem tings heavy".
You know your weakness avoid the places or things or song whatever it is that will cause you to pause, and think or get depress. Staying away from them does not mean you are not over or the situation, but stay away to get through that season of storm.
We were talking about finding our significant other and this is the season that makes us sad and lonely, now do you think the remedy is to listen to love song? NO!!!!!! of course not.
However she tells me I must listen to the above song I did because she was like put it in I want to hear it remembering she is on the phone also singing, she killing her self and trying to kill me too. It is not going like that for me NO WAY!!!!
All at the same time
Speaking to Kathleen she is in NY. On topics I would not like to talk about. then she starts I have to sigh and laugh and breath all at the same time. It became heavy on my chest and lump in my throat well for her too. Want to guess what the topic was about?
Well I guess this is growing period again to get over this I am over this.
Christmas season coming up again, then the new years then valentine day and then I will be good after haha
-__- I am good now and will be good during those seasons yes I am!!!!!
Sometimes we look at people lives from the outside and think well this and that but only when we get an invitation in or a sneak peak we realize why
Another set of eyes is good, one that is not so close but with understanding and can see ahead to help and assist.
Remembering the widow woman at Zarephath she only saw death after but Elijah came and she and her house hold had plenty through out and continuously... another set of eyes perspective is good.
Well not from any source of course. The God source
The right people.
"If I had a tail it would be sore from you tugging".....I think it is
Shiloah and me had a beef the other night climbing out through the gate, the top of the gate, he almost hang himself. I am not ready for him to die. I can't even go and talk to him right now can't look at him he gets me angry her acting all wild right now.
There was some rippling of fire works across the street and he got all scared it was funny the way he behaved. Last night they had it as well he seemed to be fine
Well I guess this is growing period again to get over this I am over this.
Christmas season coming up again, then the new years then valentine day and then I will be good after haha
-__- I am good now and will be good during those seasons yes I am!!!!!
Sometimes we look at people lives from the outside and think well this and that but only when we get an invitation in or a sneak peak we realize why
Another set of eyes is good, one that is not so close but with understanding and can see ahead to help and assist.
Remembering the widow woman at Zarephath she only saw death after but Elijah came and she and her house hold had plenty through out and continuously... another set of eyes perspective is good.
Well not from any source of course. The God source
The right people.
"If I had a tail it would be sore from you tugging".....I think it is
Shiloah and me had a beef the other night climbing out through the gate, the top of the gate, he almost hang himself. I am not ready for him to die. I can't even go and talk to him right now can't look at him he gets me angry her acting all wild right now.
There was some rippling of fire works across the street and he got all scared it was funny the way he behaved. Last night they had it as well he seemed to be fine
Emotions
I don't like my emotions to be played with because am not going to play with yours if you mean something do what you say you mean don't be stringing people along it hurts.
It hurts when you care and when you love, what you do, when you do what you do, or don't do. If I did not care it would have not bothered me...........hello
I am human and it is not an excuse, I am human to feel and do what I have to do on tis earth it comes with limitation and some baggages such as emotion feeling senses etc, and I accept them because God needs humans, I am not going to be fooled about God don't need me He does and I need Him as well especially to keep me stable emotionally. When I give my all it is my all. I don't like being played with I just don't like it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It hurts when you care and when you love, what you do, when you do what you do, or don't do. If I did not care it would have not bothered me...........hello
I am human and it is not an excuse, I am human to feel and do what I have to do on tis earth it comes with limitation and some baggages such as emotion feeling senses etc, and I accept them because God needs humans, I am not going to be fooled about God don't need me He does and I need Him as well especially to keep me stable emotionally. When I give my all it is my all. I don't like being played with I just don't like it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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