Friday, December 30, 2011
John 10:10
The devil takes, kills, death is involve, he destroys.
Jesus comes to give life, restore, rebuild, lift up, edify, encourage, enhance, make you shine, He puts you upon a hill. He says you are the light of the world. Mansions and kingdoms all that is involve too, crowns and jewels mm mm mm.........wonderful He is wonderful!!
Hope you get the picture.
Happy New Years!!!
Jesus comes to give life, restore, rebuild, lift up, edify, encourage, enhance, make you shine, He puts you upon a hill. He says you are the light of the world. Mansions and kingdoms all that is involve too, crowns and jewels mm mm mm.........wonderful He is wonderful!!
Hope you get the picture.
Happy New Years!!!
I will tell you my dream
I was cleaning some meat, nice tender lions and ribs they were perfect no fatty parts, membrane is cleaned off and all that, good meat.
After this person came and we are supposed to be working together they took the meat after I have finished doing the work and went with it to do the easy part. "I will go and season it up". they said.
This person represented someone who always takes from me in real life.
Am not bashing anyone and stating facts.
By the way I already know this even before this dream.
Now the seasoning of the MEAT that is another part.
Raw meat VS flavoured artificial flavouring meat
INTERESTING WAY TO LOOK AT IT.........
HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!
After this person came and we are supposed to be working together they took the meat after I have finished doing the work and went with it to do the easy part. "I will go and season it up". they said.
This person represented someone who always takes from me in real life.
Am not bashing anyone and stating facts.
By the way I already know this even before this dream.
Now the seasoning of the MEAT that is another part.
Raw meat VS flavoured artificial flavouring meat
INTERESTING WAY TO LOOK AT IT.........
HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!
Increase or decrease
I have just awaken from a dream, and I thought about it and I realize It is definitely true. It sounds funny and Outrageous, but true.
I have learnt this quote along my journey it also made my decisions easier, also my to discernment. If you don't increase me, you are the devil!
This is not just a quote, it has foundation, you can build on it.
Wisdom is knowing good and evil.
Discerning is knowing the difference.
If am always adding to you, building you up, inspiring you and you are always withdrawing and not depositing and I'm not talking just about finances, but encouragement, words of wisdom etc, You are the devil.
I have learnt this quote along my journey it also made my decisions easier, also my to discernment. If you don't increase me, you are the devil!
This is not just a quote, it has foundation, you can build on it.
Wisdom is knowing good and evil.
Discerning is knowing the difference.
If am always adding to you, building you up, inspiring you and you are always withdrawing and not depositing and I'm not talking just about finances, but encouragement, words of wisdom etc, You are the devil.
Seed
Today is the 30th December, 2011.
It really was a year of change and transitioning for me, also battle however, I am a victor and so are you.
I am at peace I mentioned it early in the poison apple and other writing if you really read.
I want to talk about seed, sowing of seed. I made a pledge for a battle seed in Feb and then may I recieve the money, but I put it to something else that I thought was going to bring me more so that I can complete the whole thing without feeling anything.
That was a lost, but I learnt from it.
In October I sacrifice my bills and made that part complete and after, I receive peace although their was some things happening around me I was still at peace although my heart-ached, my heart remained at peace.
Sowing that seed spoke to the battle of my heart, my mind my anxiety and everything else that was fighting, struggling all that.
I said that to say this, your seed speaks depths that you can not reach with your prayers alone.
If you don't want to feel anything when you sow, the seed will not be all that significant it is a seed it will grow but it will not do as much.
It would be like planting a seed and not watering or taking care of it.
I had a problem, if you are not comfortable sowing what you have or where you at, because it is a small seed you big seed would not impress God. It does not move Him! I learnt that too.
It's the ending of the year 2011. to be honest I don't know if I will be here as often, not because I don't have anything to say God always have something to say. In,"I've been cheating". explain all that.
Am still at Peace!!
Your choice today affects your tomorrow
What you do to day the results are your future
You kill today your future is in jail.
You bless today you future is in receiving your promise land.
You follow instructions today tomorrow births miracles.
Am at peace!!
2012 holds the result of what you did in 2011 definitely with bonuses whether negative or positive
It really was a year of change and transitioning for me, also battle however, I am a victor and so are you.
I am at peace I mentioned it early in the poison apple and other writing if you really read.
I want to talk about seed, sowing of seed. I made a pledge for a battle seed in Feb and then may I recieve the money, but I put it to something else that I thought was going to bring me more so that I can complete the whole thing without feeling anything.
That was a lost, but I learnt from it.
In October I sacrifice my bills and made that part complete and after, I receive peace although their was some things happening around me I was still at peace although my heart-ached, my heart remained at peace.
Sowing that seed spoke to the battle of my heart, my mind my anxiety and everything else that was fighting, struggling all that.
I said that to say this, your seed speaks depths that you can not reach with your prayers alone.
If you don't want to feel anything when you sow, the seed will not be all that significant it is a seed it will grow but it will not do as much.
It would be like planting a seed and not watering or taking care of it.
I had a problem, if you are not comfortable sowing what you have or where you at, because it is a small seed you big seed would not impress God. It does not move Him! I learnt that too.
It's the ending of the year 2011. to be honest I don't know if I will be here as often, not because I don't have anything to say God always have something to say. In,"I've been cheating". explain all that.
Am still at Peace!!
Your choice today affects your tomorrow
What you do to day the results are your future
You kill today your future is in jail.
You bless today you future is in receiving your promise land.
You follow instructions today tomorrow births miracles.
Am at peace!!
2012 holds the result of what you did in 2011 definitely with bonuses whether negative or positive
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Confessions
Those vintage cards, I have not yet given them away, okay am sure of one I will definitely give, but I mean I was BZ. I needed to sort them out and who will get what, but they are Christmas cards, Christmas is gone It's now time for entering the New Years celebration "Hello".
I'll give them away next Christmas -_- seriously.
I don't feel bad though. Do you? lol
I'll give them away next Christmas -_- seriously.
I don't feel bad though. Do you? lol
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Do you know what I know?
Everything starts within.
Start within yourself first and let it break out of you and unto others!!
Start within yourself first and let it break out of you and unto others!!
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Christmas season
My experimental genes get more active during this time of year. I have track records.
There is a lot of Lol right now
I am having fun, it is really good to laugh it releases tension. Makes you free all over, Bloopers are there to have fun and learn from.
with the right spin I can really make something good from this new seasoning. LOL
with the right spin I can really make something good from this new seasoning. LOL
I am going to be a millinonaire
Turning chicken into fish what a business, new seasoning,
just a a pinch on you chicken you have fish. (Jingle)
I turned chicken into fish.
No more early morning catching,
Just a pinch on you dish will give you fish
Join the drift into the shift of a new dish chicken fish
I need a drink!!!
lololol
My mother face, she does not like!! Hahaa
I am a millionaire
new invention
Chicken fish first one to be published
I am in a zillionaire status I have a lot more
experiment that I would not say here
just a a pinch on you chicken you have fish. (Jingle)
I turned chicken into fish.
No more early morning catching,
Just a pinch on you dish will give you fish
Join the drift into the shift of a new dish chicken fish
I need a drink!!!
lololol
My mother face, she does not like!! Hahaa
I am a millionaire
new invention
Chicken fish first one to be published
I am in a zillionaire status I have a lot more
experiment that I would not say here
Experiments
Trying new things can be dangerous or is it me dangerous?
Okay, I was experimenting on creating new seasoning for my chicken, using different herbs rubs and blending them together.
I cooked it and the chicken tasted like fish. The taster is allergic to fish O_o
Had to stop.
I painted today, I mix paint and used paint, now my mother, "This sucks". Her words. LOL
Their eyes need to be adjusted last year they told me the same with the inside now everybody loves it. They sucks.
I really need a laboratory, to experiment things on before I bring them out.
My mother, "I don't like it"!
Some one present me paint brushes, my sister said they gave me a gun......-_-
I get bored quickly.
The other painting I did today they like, by the way I used different paint to get that colour and they like it.
whoa I invented a colour today again.....lololol
Other than sapphire blue my favourite two colours are black and white.
A clean slate to start all over on
I believe am going to get some white paint for Christmas LOL
to undo...lololol
I know they aint going to buy black, scardy cats
Okay, I was experimenting on creating new seasoning for my chicken, using different herbs rubs and blending them together.
I cooked it and the chicken tasted like fish. The taster is allergic to fish O_o
Had to stop.
I painted today, I mix paint and used paint, now my mother, "This sucks". Her words. LOL
Their eyes need to be adjusted last year they told me the same with the inside now everybody loves it. They sucks.
I really need a laboratory, to experiment things on before I bring them out.
My mother, "I don't like it"!
Some one present me paint brushes, my sister said they gave me a gun......-_-
I get bored quickly.
The other painting I did today they like, by the way I used different paint to get that colour and they like it.
whoa I invented a colour today again.....lololol
Other than sapphire blue my favourite two colours are black and white.
A clean slate to start all over on
I believe am going to get some white paint for Christmas LOL
to undo...lololol
I know they aint going to buy black, scardy cats
Monday, December 19, 2011
Saving money
Making old look new!
A new lamp shade price is $75 dollars. Instead of buying a new shade for the lamp, I dissembled the one I have, dust it and cleaned it with gentle cleaning agents. My sister drew some flowers and vine with Oil based crayons to make it vibrant.
Putting it back together I used the same wrapping of course cleaned.
You can use other wrappings (along with the original) that you would find fruit and gifts baskets wrapped and decorated with, blend the colours in proportion so they would compliment each other. Now my once old looking lamp became new by cleaning and changing the shade colour and added art work.
A project that helped decorated the house caused us to work together and save money.
You can save money this way too, spend time with your family, having fun, by doing these small chores and making it adventurous in the house, and creating cleaning habits and skills.
Be open minded with colours especially with children, colours are good even black.
Black is beautiful.
Mix colour is beautiful too.
It's not what you don't have. It's what you have that matters most so make good use of it.
Don't focus on the haves nots, but see the potential in every grain.
I just finish putting the lamp back together a few minutes ago am just sharing.
We are on the journey together.
A new lamp shade price is $75 dollars. Instead of buying a new shade for the lamp, I dissembled the one I have, dust it and cleaned it with gentle cleaning agents. My sister drew some flowers and vine with Oil based crayons to make it vibrant.
Putting it back together I used the same wrapping of course cleaned.
You can use other wrappings (along with the original) that you would find fruit and gifts baskets wrapped and decorated with, blend the colours in proportion so they would compliment each other. Now my once old looking lamp became new by cleaning and changing the shade colour and added art work.
A project that helped decorated the house caused us to work together and save money.
You can save money this way too, spend time with your family, having fun, by doing these small chores and making it adventurous in the house, and creating cleaning habits and skills.
Be open minded with colours especially with children, colours are good even black.
Black is beautiful.
Mix colour is beautiful too.
It's not what you don't have. It's what you have that matters most so make good use of it.
Don't focus on the haves nots, but see the potential in every grain.
I just finish putting the lamp back together a few minutes ago am just sharing.
We are on the journey together.
why am upset
They mentioned about flash cards, use flash cards to help you learn, I got offended.....lol
Please if you need flash cards to help you learn, please use flash cards. ....
Today is the 21st and I just thought of this am not upset still, but Learning for me has to be fun not boring.
Boring me to death however I may remember because an near death experience in learning, that is something to remember and excitingly hilarious... I was in maths class and the teacher pace and teaching technique sucked the life out of me, I literally felt it. Drained, almost collapsed, wait I did collapsed into sleep.
Learning should be fun and memorable.
Now am not saying in every area and everything it will be fun, fun in terms of being practical and hands on, but in other areas such as English, and theory subjects try make it memorable.
Please if you need flash cards to help you learn, please use flash cards. ....
urg -_-
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Today is the 21st and I just thought of this am not upset still, but Learning for me has to be fun not boring.
Boring me to death however I may remember because an near death experience in learning, that is something to remember and excitingly hilarious... I was in maths class and the teacher pace and teaching technique sucked the life out of me, I literally felt it. Drained, almost collapsed, wait I did collapsed into sleep.
Learning should be fun and memorable.
Now am not saying in every area and everything it will be fun, fun in terms of being practical and hands on, but in other areas such as English, and theory subjects try make it memorable.
What type of learner are you?
My sister and I did, "What type of learner are you"?
I was said to be a visual learner her result was tactile learner
I was mad.
Why?
She was like you only got 15% on tactile.
I believe that was over a technicality
I got
45% visual
40% for the other one I can't remember the name, I think it's reading analytical something
She go and say she is tactile and all that and I only get 15%, I was like, I like to do things with my hands while you rather work on a million small things, I rather work on three big things.
The technicality question, "Would you rather fix you computer or have some one else fix it for you"? I normal fix my Pc but when I see it is getting serious, I rather let someone come in, so I chose the option that said let someone else fix it I don't want to be without it for days............... strupes
Strips strips of paper always behind her cutting here, cutting there, cutting everyone paper and cloth I have books around me and when am done i put them away don't leave them and the trail behind me........Oy
You only get 15% tactile, she turn to me and said they other day She don't like my hands because they always finding things to do getting in trouble, well that part is true mostly with paint and some other things not bad things, she use paint too eh.
I don't stay in my space with my paint.
How I got 45% visual the question, Do you rather pictures in book, I chose that option she looked at me with a snare like am child. I chose that option because I don't need a book with words you could be speaking about something and while you speaking there is a movie inside my head, hello.
And I deliberately chose book with pictures and the other one, I wanted to see what was going to happen.I wanted to have two options but i could only choose one
And I chose.
I was said to be a visual learner her result was tactile learner
I was mad.
Why?
She was like you only got 15% on tactile.
I believe that was over a technicality
I got
45% visual
40% for the other one I can't remember the name, I think it's reading analytical something
She go and say she is tactile and all that and I only get 15%, I was like, I like to do things with my hands while you rather work on a million small things, I rather work on three big things.
The technicality question, "Would you rather fix you computer or have some one else fix it for you"? I normal fix my Pc but when I see it is getting serious, I rather let someone come in, so I chose the option that said let someone else fix it I don't want to be without it for days............... strupes
Strips strips of paper always behind her cutting here, cutting there, cutting everyone paper and cloth I have books around me and when am done i put them away don't leave them and the trail behind me........Oy
You only get 15% tactile, she turn to me and said they other day She don't like my hands because they always finding things to do getting in trouble, well that part is true mostly with paint and some other things not bad things, she use paint too eh.
I don't stay in my space with my paint.
How I got 45% visual the question, Do you rather pictures in book, I chose that option she looked at me with a snare like am child. I chose that option because I don't need a book with words you could be speaking about something and while you speaking there is a movie inside my head, hello.
And I deliberately chose book with pictures and the other one, I wanted to see what was going to happen.I wanted to have two options but i could only choose one
And I chose.
Note to self
There is no fire place in the Caribbean.
I could be the first to build one. Thought
Note To You
Christmas time is not about the spending and making and showing off what you can afford or not afford, it's more than the parties and new furniture, and how many gifts you can receive.
I love Christmas time I do. The atmosphere is set for magical things to happen but we miss a lot of it because we get caught it with our wants and don't haves.
You can make what you have wonderful by cleaning it up, and shinning it up.
Crystals and glasses you use a little of soap liquid a al little of bleach (clorox), wash and then rinse in some water with a little of vinegar, dry with linen towels, to prevent speck of lint and the crystal and glass will have a shine.
Dust and polish, polish and dust, I love Christmas time Ham and turkey on my plate, big enough for me to share. with forks from one end of the table in mine and mine in another across the room drinking and sipping of wine and eggnogs I wonder who will be left behind. Boxing day comes your eyes are open, oh my I have to catch the jouvert band
That is Christmastime in the Caribbean
Let me clear this up, I'm not a cleaning expert am telling you what works for me.
The walls use some soap and bleach and you scrub the not to remove the paint, but the dirt
I am painter in my own rights, I paint for myself, at least where I can reach - _- where I can't reach The Lord send the help. Thank you Lord for that!! Amen Amen
You don't have to throw out you old furniture, if they are real hard wood and they have lost there colour you can sand it lightly. Use tape to cover up the knobs and areas that need to be covered up and as a family project you can varnish or paint it spending time together with the family. That is some magic to hear laughter and fun.
If it is the fabricated wood you can do the same carefully though.
Christmas is special, yes I know Jesus was not born on this day and all that. I am aware but the fact is; it has positive notions; we celebrated His Birth, the gift, God The Father gave. With family friends and love ones and strangers as well; we eat, we laugh at the end of the year, hoping and planing solutions for a brighter and prosperous New Year.
I could be the first to build one. Thought
Note To You
Christmas time is not about the spending and making and showing off what you can afford or not afford, it's more than the parties and new furniture, and how many gifts you can receive.
I love Christmas time I do. The atmosphere is set for magical things to happen but we miss a lot of it because we get caught it with our wants and don't haves.
You can make what you have wonderful by cleaning it up, and shinning it up.
Crystals and glasses you use a little of soap liquid a al little of bleach (clorox), wash and then rinse in some water with a little of vinegar, dry with linen towels, to prevent speck of lint and the crystal and glass will have a shine.
Dust and polish, polish and dust, I love Christmas time Ham and turkey on my plate, big enough for me to share. with forks from one end of the table in mine and mine in another across the room drinking and sipping of wine and eggnogs I wonder who will be left behind. Boxing day comes your eyes are open, oh my I have to catch the jouvert band
That is Christmastime in the Caribbean
Let me clear this up, I'm not a cleaning expert am telling you what works for me.
The walls use some soap and bleach and you scrub the not to remove the paint, but the dirt
I am painter in my own rights, I paint for myself, at least where I can reach - _- where I can't reach The Lord send the help. Thank you Lord for that!! Amen Amen
You don't have to throw out you old furniture, if they are real hard wood and they have lost there colour you can sand it lightly. Use tape to cover up the knobs and areas that need to be covered up and as a family project you can varnish or paint it spending time together with the family. That is some magic to hear laughter and fun.
If it is the fabricated wood you can do the same carefully though.
Christmas is special, yes I know Jesus was not born on this day and all that. I am aware but the fact is; it has positive notions; we celebrated His Birth, the gift, God The Father gave. With family friends and love ones and strangers as well; we eat, we laugh at the end of the year, hoping and planing solutions for a brighter and prosperous New Year.
Poetry
Christmas In the Caribbean
My Island
Every December painting of houses,
New furniture and definitely new curtains,
To show off with the neighbours.
Why would people go through such torture?
Every ending of the year to impress neighbours and the rest
The smell of vanish and enamel paint in the air
Windows cleaning, House sweeping
The pile on the garbage is higher than ever before
The furniture from January to November is not good anymore
So into the store; to hire for more.
The garbage men quarrel and snare with grunts from here to Timbuktu there
Every pick-up time is furniture, old and new
They say,"Didn’t you get this last year"?
Lights and tress as bright as can be
Designs upon designs outdoing each other
Makes no sense, I have to wonder.
Christmastime in the Caribbean
Spending and more spending
Just because it’s all brand new
And for trucks to stop at their doors
January morning, they all singing money blues
No money to buy or pay for their necessities of life
They all spend it off for one day, just for themselves
All for elaborate fun
Is this really Christmas at all?
I rather to be in the arms of my beloved ones
Cuddled near the fire place
Cuddled near the fire place
Reading stories of old and new places.
Yes the story of my beloved Saviour
His birth and the joy He brought
Bring peace to my heart.
His birth and the joy He brought
Bring peace to my heart.
Christmas for me is also about the cooking,
That should be in abundance.
That should be in abundance.
Not for myself but to bring each other together
Food is magical on a table,
It makes people talk and laughter
It makes people talk and laughter
No one is greedy at the table
Bringing joy to others around
Sharing of some fun and what I have
Is what I love at Christmastime.
Is what I love at Christmastime.
Right now I am full of marshmallow
And it isn’t Christmas day as yet.
Dust and polish, polish and dust, I love Christmas time
Ham and turkey on my plate,
big enough for me to share.
Ham and turkey on my plate,
big enough for me to share.
With forks from one end of the table in mine
Mine in another across the room
Drinking and sipping of wine and eggnogs
I wonder who will be left behind.
Boxing day come, your eyes are open,
Oh my I have to catch the jouvert band
That is Christmastime in the Caribbean
Christmas Time
Why is it to depressing for so many people, I believe it's because people focus on what they don't have and when they see others around them have, they get all depressed sulky and sad.
Why watch what others have when you can enjoy what you have in your hand right now, someone else, somewhere else, may not have what you have and would be grateful for having the little that you've got. Be thankful and mindful that you have it better than some one else. Once there is life there is hope.
I have written a poetry piece for my other page but I have not placed it there as yet, I held unto it for here I believe. I will post it in just a few. It is, "Christmas in the Caribbean My Island"
Why watch what others have when you can enjoy what you have in your hand right now, someone else, somewhere else, may not have what you have and would be grateful for having the little that you've got. Be thankful and mindful that you have it better than some one else. Once there is life there is hope.
I have written a poetry piece for my other page but I have not placed it there as yet, I held unto it for here I believe. I will post it in just a few. It is, "Christmas in the Caribbean My Island"
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Jesus is the reason for the season Not the man in the red suit
santa claus and the snow man is fun and entertaining, but I have not seen a manger or a heard of the manger the virgin birth and Joseph and Mary and Jesus Christ. Wow
Where are the wise men, the shepherds.
The glorious angel with the message of The King birth.
The reason for the season is king Jesus.
What's going on here?
Too much santa claus hats.
Where are the swaddling clothes?
snow man in the Caribbean santa claus with flying rain dears
The virgin birth, Savoir of the world I rather believe!
Not the man in the red suit.
The only red I can depend is the blood of Jesus Christ.
The only red I can depend is the blood of Jesus Christ.
Jesus is the reason for the season.
Saturday, December 17, 2011
My experience this morning
Was my first it sucked and I got squashed. I bought exactly what I wanted and left. Disciplined
No ants on the counter
Left some food for shiloah on he counter and I was just in the kitchen. I saw one ant and then it was gone, the place is so cold they can't even come out.
Went back out to check it might have been a scouting ant, nothing is near nor far in sight.
It is cold out! Thye probably say let shiloah have that one, not tonight, ahh its morning.
Went back out to check it might have been a scouting ant, nothing is near nor far in sight.
It is cold out! Thye probably say let shiloah have that one, not tonight, ahh its morning.
Why I am up this time
I am up forty five minutes too early because, I have to go to the stupid store, to buy stupid paint, for the stupid wall.
I am grumpy because for the whole week I have been in the garden removing and replanting and yesterday afternoon I went up a notch with some bigger plants rather trees.
I was so tired when I was done I took a shower, put some socks on my feet and went to bed because the stupid store have early morning discount and it's going to be a huge crowd and yes I do need the stupid paint, I have to be up I can barley walk on my feet they hurt.
The weather has been to strange over the past weeks I got fed up I told it to stop acting strange, it did it shine all day yesterday, but still very cold, I can do with a fireplace right about now.
I am grumpy because for the whole week I have been in the garden removing and replanting and yesterday afternoon I went up a notch with some bigger plants rather trees.
I was so tired when I was done I took a shower, put some socks on my feet and went to bed because the stupid store have early morning discount and it's going to be a huge crowd and yes I do need the stupid paint, I have to be up I can barley walk on my feet they hurt.
The weather has been to strange over the past weeks I got fed up I told it to stop acting strange, it did it shine all day yesterday, but still very cold, I can do with a fireplace right about now.
Friday, December 16, 2011
Internet is it good
I saw something this morning am suppose to be asleep and at rest with everything and I am, but what I saw was a picture of figures and it got to me.
My mind started thinking and creating and I started to cry then I was distracted.
I am happy I was, I got to move away from the internet and although I had already started to write my feelings
I am still at peace but that picture almost made me cry.
Jealousy I and my Father we are one He is a jealous God
My mind started thinking and creating and I started to cry then I was distracted.
I am happy I was, I got to move away from the internet and although I had already started to write my feelings
I am still at peace but that picture almost made me cry.
Jealousy I and my Father we are one He is a jealous God
I know am suppose to be strong
When I see these things, I feel sick and I can't help, but to break out in tears.
I love you , I hate you, I love you even more.
My hearts sinks when I see you not near
I want to be normal, is this part of it.
Jealously rears
I try to hide it
But it comes out on those unexpected days
When you see things, that shouldn't be there
I wonder if this is for real.
I love you , I hate you, I love you even more.
My hearts sinks when I see you not near
I want to be normal, is this part of it.
Jealously rears
I try to hide it
But it comes out on those unexpected days
When you see things, that shouldn't be there
I wonder if this is for real.
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Painting
I have been painting ,using intriguing colours. during my time of silence from here and I still have to finish up some more.
I love painting but the big jobs do wear me out, especially the high places that I can't reach.
I like painting on canvas too, not portraits but my feelings and things.Some faces and other things would be inside but they may not look normal as life.
It's really Christmas time here the smell of paint is in the air
I am rhyming because I just finish apiece for my other, the other thing am so secret about.
Love you muah
I love painting but the big jobs do wear me out, especially the high places that I can't reach.
I like painting on canvas too, not portraits but my feelings and things.Some faces and other things would be inside but they may not look normal as life.
It's really Christmas time here the smell of paint is in the air
I am rhyming because I just finish apiece for my other, the other thing am so secret about.
Love you muah
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
If you love me feed my sheep
Why did Jesus asked Peter if he loved him.; why He did not asked peter do you honour me; would you follow me; would you die for me etc?
Why He asked do you love me?
Then Jesus said If you do, (well peter answered yes) feed my sheep, shepherd my sheep.
John21:15
Do you Love me?
Love what is so special about the character of love and everyone wants to be loved.
The world says love me first then I love you back. Scratch my back and I scratch yours. You have to do first then it will do back. But God He gave us first. It's time to give back with love and gratitude.
God loved us first and He still does.
Well I love you, very much.
I tried to dumped you and I did but you still on my mind.
Why He asked do you love me?
Then Jesus said If you do, (well peter answered yes) feed my sheep, shepherd my sheep.
John21:15
Do you Love me?
Love what is so special about the character of love and everyone wants to be loved.
The world says love me first then I love you back. Scratch my back and I scratch yours. You have to do first then it will do back. But God He gave us first. It's time to give back with love and gratitude.
God loved us first and He still does.
Well I love you, very much.
I tried to dumped you and I did but you still on my mind.
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
FYI
You may say, why I said what I said about cheatin and another blog site. I am being treated better getting paid or should I say incentives. This site, I don't get anything, I did the adsense etc, and they cancel it in just a few days after I signed up for it, and said something about something (increase or decrease of there advertisers products something like that) I tried to figure out why, been going through their procedures and it's hopeless for real.
That is like months ago now okay!!! ( about the ad senses)
I did not do this for money am not getting any and that was not my purpose I did not even know they did that. It was after a few blurred out, suppressed feelings, I went through the site more properly, I saw and I tried it and it did not worked.
Where am at now, I will be getting paid for my writings, more like incentives.
I believe everything happens for a reason. Though I spilled some of my gouts out here, personal deep stuff, I have no regrets. I hope and pray and I know you will definitely see forgiveness and not pain yes it was painful but forgiveness and life was birthed and other wonderful things.
That is like months ago now okay!!! ( about the ad senses)
I did not do this for money am not getting any and that was not my purpose I did not even know they did that. It was after a few blurred out, suppressed feelings, I went through the site more properly, I saw and I tried it and it did not worked.
Where am at now, I will be getting paid for my writings, more like incentives.
I believe everything happens for a reason. Though I spilled some of my gouts out here, personal deep stuff, I have no regrets. I hope and pray and I know you will definitely see forgiveness and not pain yes it was painful but forgiveness and life was birthed and other wonderful things.
The reason for the season
Jesus is the reason for the season.
The lights represents the star the magies/wise men followed to find Him, Our Lord and Savour the presents we give, represent the gifts they presented to Our lord Jesus and Of course our biggest gift came from Father God Jehovah His Son
The tree represent the cross He was hanged on to take away our sins and sickness everything that would defile us.
Hanging on that cross was significant in terms it gave us back life, in God, restoration in every area, for all defilement is nailed to the cross.
Amen and Amen
The real situation
Lack of communication does this too you, what if this was real, between a man and a woman I mean,
because you wont open up and speak you will get dumped.
because you wont open up and speak you will get dumped.
Did I just dump you
Was that too harsh, I watched monster in law and the ending part where the mother and daughter in law to be were fighting, she the daughter, slapped her the mother and said sorry the mother-in-law said, "get some back bone don't slap and say sorry". Really now
So I have back bone, I know it's Christmas they say it is the most depressing time of the year, wow and you just got dumped wow and wow.
Excuse me for a minute LOLOLOL
So I have back bone, I know it's Christmas they say it is the most depressing time of the year, wow and you just got dumped wow and wow.
Excuse me for a minute LOLOLOL
I've been cheatin
I know it sounds bad, but it's all good.
He respond back to me, he talks to me and listens to me while you don't. He give me insight and comments, direction, he inspires and excites me. I will tell you his last name. It is anotherblogsite, yes anotherblogsite....
I have learnt that it is good to keep people and things that keep you inspired near, you should too.
I guess I was not inspiring you enough, well I've met some inspiration.
We can still be friends I will come and visit you now and again
Is that too hard; am sorry it was hard for me to be here too, but I let go and let you know and you still did not even budge and give me a hug.
The Topic is just to catch your attention.
However I do have to put something here for you to read it is important so we all don't start 2012 crappy. and it's basically the same things maybe just in different wording
I will make it short and simple you can not be all so disorganised lack of discipline all your life and expect change and good fortune pull up your socks don't focus too much on the destination it will weary you out, enjoy your journey that is why am at peace now.
Bonnie ray song, "I can't make you love me if you don't", am not even going to try!!!
I still love you just found some inspiration
I will eventually tell you his first name
and link you guys together have a cup of coffee or tea someday
and we all will be friends
One of the men of God I I had a vision or dream about one of his quotes
"Love does not die it is Killed" serious
Jesus did not die from old age He was killed murdered crucified...all that
But He is alive and well
Hey this is His season Christ Mass well I stand corrected everyday is His season
But Gee Whiz it's Christmas time
You are not going to find it in my name I think -_- LOL
Hello There
He respond back to me, he talks to me and listens to me while you don't. He give me insight and comments, direction, he inspires and excites me. I will tell you his last name. It is anotherblogsite, yes anotherblogsite....
I have learnt that it is good to keep people and things that keep you inspired near, you should too.
I guess I was not inspiring you enough, well I've met some inspiration.
We can still be friends I will come and visit you now and again
Is that too hard; am sorry it was hard for me to be here too, but I let go and let you know and you still did not even budge and give me a hug.
The Topic is just to catch your attention.
However I do have to put something here for you to read it is important so we all don't start 2012 crappy. and it's basically the same things maybe just in different wording
I will make it short and simple you can not be all so disorganised lack of discipline all your life and expect change and good fortune pull up your socks don't focus too much on the destination it will weary you out, enjoy your journey that is why am at peace now.
Bonnie ray song, "I can't make you love me if you don't", am not even going to try!!!
I still love you just found some inspiration
I will eventually tell you his first name
and link you guys together have a cup of coffee or tea someday
and we all will be friends
One of the men of God I I had a vision or dream about one of his quotes
"Love does not die it is Killed" serious
Jesus did not die from old age He was killed murdered crucified...all that
But He is alive and well
Hey this is His season Christ Mass well I stand corrected everyday is His season
But Gee Whiz it's Christmas time
You are not going to find it in my name I think -_- LOL
Hello There
Thursday, December 8, 2011
It's the picture
The picture is breath taking
the song is nice too I like sinatra
over a couple of new artist my time
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Toy dog
My mom said shiloah is a toy dog. He was barking one evening, I suppose at something or someone mommy got up out of the blues, let me go see what this toy dog barking at.
The vet said that shiloah was and is the pup that's born with the defect as in all litters have, and he is retarded and emotional.
The vet diagnosis of my shiloah hmm -_-
The vet said that shiloah was and is the pup that's born with the defect as in all litters have, and he is retarded and emotional.
The vet diagnosis of my shiloah hmm -_-
Friday, December 2, 2011
The poison apple
Looking at snow white, and sleeping beauty and all those princesses, that fell a sleep or trapped in a tower, we may say, they where put there by evil mother in-laws etc. I decided how ever to look at it in this way. Before they were trapped or put in a deep sleep, they were up and about in their flesh, but after being trapped I see it as this. They were in their spirit, building it not so curious and naive, not merely acting on emotion and power but thinking things through thoroughly. No more fleshly deeds but working on the spirit, building the spirit.
Snow white was resting and relaxing into her promise although her flesh may not have known how and when her prince was going to show up. Destiny was taking place for her prince to show up on the scene. Eating the apple put her in the position to not mess up with her flesh. Rather build her spirit to be ready for her prince.
So eating th e apple was the opening of the door for her prince to show up.
I wanted to put this up since the 17th last month but I think it now. I had it here all day now I feel it's time to release.
Snow white was resting and relaxing into her promise although her flesh may not have known how and when her prince was going to show up. Destiny was taking place for her prince to show up on the scene. Eating the apple put her in the position to not mess up with her flesh. Rather build her spirit to be ready for her prince.
So eating th e apple was the opening of the door for her prince to show up.
I wanted to put this up since the 17th last month but I think it now. I had it here all day now I feel it's time to release.
I know why
I am so excited around this time I was conceive in this month...heehee it's just a thought that pop in my head just now...wow, for real what if that is the reason why hmmm interesting, so why am I sad sometimes then, I really love the pictures I see on the cards the snow and fire places and the decorations
Christmas season is here again
I found some Christmas cards, they weren't lost, I've been going through them every year and I seemed to not be able to give them away, but collecting them, and they all have things in common on them.
Cabins with fire places, trees in the background, farm houses, small villages and kids outside sleighing and playing in the snow. I am going to give the mall away, this year, no more hoarding them, okay I will keep one of my favourite. I have more than one favourite, that is a problem -_-
I was just looking for some vintage cards on the internet, but it's not the same, holding them in your hands feel so much better.
Here is a taste of what I like and why Christmas for me can be sad sometimes and happy. But am going to be good. I hope kathleen is hanging in there, she is is near to some of those things, the snow and fire places etc. We don't need fire places down here we're hot all year round. The smell of pine cones in the air, I better go buy some pine air-freshner.............lol
Cabins with fire places, trees in the background, farm houses, small villages and kids outside sleighing and playing in the snow. I am going to give the mall away, this year, no more hoarding them, okay I will keep one of my favourite. I have more than one favourite, that is a problem -_-
I was just looking for some vintage cards on the internet, but it's not the same, holding them in your hands feel so much better.
Here is a taste of what I like and why Christmas for me can be sad sometimes and happy. But am going to be good. I hope kathleen is hanging in there, she is is near to some of those things, the snow and fire places etc. We don't need fire places down here we're hot all year round. The smell of pine cones in the air, I better go buy some pine air-freshner.............lol
Isn't it dreamy, I told you so!!
Why I decided to not be here for a while
It's all about discipline.
I have been in a place where I realize that we as human don't like and appreciate discipline we rather do our own thing, whenever and wherever.
When we get in an organization and there are rules and regulation we then say these people are trying to control and manipulate, don't get me wrong, but there are some people that do control and manipulate people and you see it almost everyday if not everyday, even in commercial.
I am not on commercials and media though.
We have to learn and build discipline for our own selves and not wait for some to say well this is where and when to go and what to do and what you can't do. Have restrictions and limits on your self in terms of where to go and when and what time you will spend etc. I am not talking about strapping down your self from living life, but create boundaries in a good way.
Become committed to something someone, when you are you will realize that you are more free than being not committed. Look at it this way singleness and marriage; if you are single how free can you be; in a marriage how free can you be?
In singleness I am bond to can not do this or that because am not free to do these things, it not right. But now am committed to a marriage and can do things a that I would not and should not be doing in singleness so who is more free being committed or being single.
Some will say single, who did not get the picture am painting, being single and doing those things get you in trouble, even if you say you have one man or woman, you are committed to that ONE man or woman, but being frivolous with everyone and anyone you are not free at all, you have to hide and duck etc.
Committed or having commitment is more free than being not committed.
Discipline keeps you in tact
I have been in a place where I realize that we as human don't like and appreciate discipline we rather do our own thing, whenever and wherever.
When we get in an organization and there are rules and regulation we then say these people are trying to control and manipulate, don't get me wrong, but there are some people that do control and manipulate people and you see it almost everyday if not everyday, even in commercial.
I am not on commercials and media though.
We have to learn and build discipline for our own selves and not wait for some to say well this is where and when to go and what to do and what you can't do. Have restrictions and limits on your self in terms of where to go and when and what time you will spend etc. I am not talking about strapping down your self from living life, but create boundaries in a good way.
Become committed to something someone, when you are you will realize that you are more free than being not committed. Look at it this way singleness and marriage; if you are single how free can you be; in a marriage how free can you be?
In singleness I am bond to can not do this or that because am not free to do these things, it not right. But now am committed to a marriage and can do things a that I would not and should not be doing in singleness so who is more free being committed or being single.
Some will say single, who did not get the picture am painting, being single and doing those things get you in trouble, even if you say you have one man or woman, you are committed to that ONE man or woman, but being frivolous with everyone and anyone you are not free at all, you have to hide and duck etc.
Committed or having commitment is more free than being not committed.
Discipline keeps you in tact
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Gee whiz It's Christmas
Hello There;
Merry Christmas How it's Been?
It's so good to talk to you again, It's been a long, long time.
I can't explain why you cross my mind. I guest it's to wish you a Merry Christmas
By the way It does not snow in the Caribbean.
I am wishing you a Merry Christmas
Thursday, November 17, 2011
I just
Unrolled a bunch of papers, that I have to now put on my system, dealing with my hand writing. Well the ones in my book and journals, they are staying there. The ones I have already tossed, all I can say is, "I believe in miracles".
Found prayers about praying for a mate. " Gods plan for your mate selection" and "Prayer for finding a mate" maybe there is more some where else. I just remember, I was going through this book tonight as well, "single and loving it". another one "singleness". lol
Don't send out mix signals though!!
Just sharing some things I have been doing and is doing :)
My advice to you is go ahead do that, nothing is wrong with praying for a mate. Be specific also, no that even though you may have a criteria. God always have one as well and His is better, however He will not eliminate all that you have, He will make the necessary changes and adjustment to your list. Remember He is the master teacher and correction will be made.
Have to get back to working.
love and peace
Found prayers about praying for a mate. " Gods plan for your mate selection" and "Prayer for finding a mate" maybe there is more some where else. I just remember, I was going through this book tonight as well, "single and loving it". another one "singleness". lol
Don't send out mix signals though!!
Just sharing some things I have been doing and is doing :)
My advice to you is go ahead do that, nothing is wrong with praying for a mate. Be specific also, no that even though you may have a criteria. God always have one as well and His is better, however He will not eliminate all that you have, He will make the necessary changes and adjustment to your list. Remember He is the master teacher and correction will be made.
Have to get back to working.
love and peace
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
I went to read Psalms 111
In the message bible I read psalms 111 and I found it to be for now I will copy and paste here.
Hallelujah! I give thanks to God with everything I've got—
Hallelujah! I give thanks to God with everything I've got—
Wherever good people gather, and in the congregation.God's works are so great, worth A lifetime of study—endless enjoyment!
Splendor and beauty mark his craft;
His generosity never gives out.
His miracles are his memorial—
This God of Grace, this God of Love.
He gave food to those who fear him,
He remembered to keep his ancient promise.
He proved to his people that he could do what he said:
Hand them the nations on a platter—a gift!
He manufactures truth and justice;
All his products are guaranteed to last—
Never out-of-date, never obsolete, rust-proof.
All that he makes and does is honest and true:
He paid the ransom for his people,
He ordered his Covenant kept forever.
He's so personal and holy, worthy of our respect.
The good life begins in the fear of God—
Do that and you'll know the blessing of God.
His Hallelujah lasts forever!
His generosity never gives out.
His miracles are his memorial—
This God of Grace, this God of Love.
He gave food to those who fear him,
He remembered to keep his ancient promise.
He proved to his people that he could do what he said:
Hand them the nations on a platter—a gift!
He manufactures truth and justice;
All his products are guaranteed to last—
Never out-of-date, never obsolete, rust-proof.
All that he makes and does is honest and true:
He paid the ransom for his people,
He ordered his Covenant kept forever.
He's so personal and holy, worthy of our respect.
The good life begins in the fear of God—
Do that and you'll know the blessing of God.
His Hallelujah lasts forever!
What I've been up to
I have been going through my books ans I was really sorting out and filing my papers and notes taking them from paper and putting them on my PC. That is a task. I found this tonight it was written in 2007 by me of course my hand writing..ugh..it was not that bad.
“You are not too far gone to be found”
Everyone needs someone, no matter how much or what circumstances they go through. How lost you maybe does not depend on your strength and ability to reach God, but does depend on the loving mercies of God to save us when we are lost. God tells us we are worth his time, in so many parables and his sacrifice for man Romans 5:23. He also tells us how valuable we are to him He calls us the apple of his eyes. The struggles and trials we go through, even when, we ourselves make the choice to leave or abandon his covenant. He already knows and still comes to find us, and turn our mourning into joy. The lord uses our weaknesses and struggles to show us His strength and His glory. To show us He caresPsalms111:4 says God is gracious and full of compassion. No matter where you are and where you make your bed He will be right there, even if you make your bed in hell. In conclusion, no matter where you go the lord is saying. I will come and find you, because you do matter to me Jeremiah 1:5 states that very clearly.
Monday, November 14, 2011
Most of all
The Lord God, what He wants and cares about most, is souls. His people to rescue, rebuild and redeem the lost. You can be lost as a christian, lost in knowing what your purpose is. He cares about finding you and you finding Him.
He equips his laborers in poetry, singing, preaching, teaching and all the rest to bring them in. He really cares about you and me. He wants you to know Him, as much as He knows you. His desire for His people, the lost to come into the Kingdom, the fullness of His knowledge and His love. His mission is about souls He calls them His people.
He equips his laborers in poetry, singing, preaching, teaching and all the rest to bring them in. He really cares about you and me. He wants you to know Him, as much as He knows you. His desire for His people, the lost to come into the Kingdom, the fullness of His knowledge and His love. His mission is about souls He calls them His people.
Sunday, November 13, 2011
I am
I am working on it really I am, staying away for a while. My hand writing is awesome and beautiful, so incredible I have to read it over a couple of times to make out some sentences. Honestly is not that bad.
However when I am writing I mean really writing I go fast and when that happens well I would need an interpreter of hand writings.
I would figure it out still but I mean it's like someone speaking a different language and you don't understand a thing what they are saying however it looks nice otherwise. o_O
However when I am writing I mean really writing I go fast and when that happens well I would need an interpreter of hand writings.
I would figure it out still but I mean it's like someone speaking a different language and you don't understand a thing what they are saying however it looks nice otherwise. o_O
Disciplined and well organised
I have found and been in to some areas of well disciplined and organised setting and am like wow I realize my body and attitude.
First impressions of me is why don't we like to be organised and well disciplined we fight against, feel uncomfortable, out of place, in a box and all that stuff that is called ticking chaos.
I thought of the spirit the horse the animated movie. I thought of my self like that but I had to catch my self and say no no that can't be. Looking at spirit the animated movie in two directions, one of them is not bad.
If you remember in the movie he was willing to be tamed because he loved the she horse... don't remember her name.
When the officers came to raid the indian camp and the she horse decided she is not running away just like that, she is going to find her owner, spirit went with her.
They found themselves in a raging river and spirit did not leave her, he tried to rescue her and did even though after all that, he thought she was dead and was forced to go with his capturers in dismay, but hoped spring out and determination to fight for his clan when he thought they were going to raid his home land
We run from discipline because we called it being free, free to do what, cause a chaos ticking chaos, even if that is not our intentions. It is good to be discipline.
This area seems to be something....but it is good, even if your flesh don't like it you got to put it into subjection, seems to be scary and overwhelming sometimes though.
Which is the right full order?
1. Control Discipline and Balance
2. Discipline Control and Balance
3. Discipline Balance and Control
4. Balance Control and Discipline
First impressions of me is why don't we like to be organised and well disciplined we fight against, feel uncomfortable, out of place, in a box and all that stuff that is called ticking chaos.
I thought of the spirit the horse the animated movie. I thought of my self like that but I had to catch my self and say no no that can't be. Looking at spirit the animated movie in two directions, one of them is not bad.
If you remember in the movie he was willing to be tamed because he loved the she horse... don't remember her name.
When the officers came to raid the indian camp and the she horse decided she is not running away just like that, she is going to find her owner, spirit went with her.
They found themselves in a raging river and spirit did not leave her, he tried to rescue her and did even though after all that, he thought she was dead and was forced to go with his capturers in dismay, but hoped spring out and determination to fight for his clan when he thought they were going to raid his home land
We run from discipline because we called it being free, free to do what, cause a chaos ticking chaos, even if that is not our intentions. It is good to be discipline.
This area seems to be something....but it is good, even if your flesh don't like it you got to put it into subjection, seems to be scary and overwhelming sometimes though.
Which is the right full order?
1. Control Discipline and Balance
2. Discipline Control and Balance
3. Discipline Balance and Control
4. Balance Control and Discipline
Magic
I use to believe in magic when I was a child now that am grown, I hope that this type of magic would come to me, wishful thinking. I have to correct my self here this is possible if you look at it correctly!! NOT wishful thinking.
Magic that will cause the broom to sweep the floors
And the mops to wipe the floors.
The sponge and soap, to wash the dishes
A little cooking assistant because am the executive chef.
The covers that makes the beds
Clothes that will go into the washing machine all by themselves.
I am still trying to figure out who will hang them out.
Maybe they will do that themselves too.
Oh how wonderful that would be!
A leash that would walk the dog
Lawn mowers that would mow the lawn
And trash that will take it self out
I would like to live in that world
With a snap of my fingers everything will begin or cease
Up or down, left or right
A little tea please
The tea pot and the tea cup at a snap
Peppermint in my nostril
The cool mint taste slide down my throat,
And the warmth in my stomach.
mmm satisfying..
All because of a snap of my fingers,
The world of magic
I wish to find
Everything is alive and does it part at a snap of my fingers
The world of fantasy that is where it is
Oh I wish it were reality
Life would have been an adventure for me
My world of magic.
I really do wish this was real if not all times believe me most times. Well I do have it in my imagination. Some people live this by their lifestyle of plenty money......hehe. Except it humans, the help ,the maid, the butler, the gardener, the dog walker, you get the drift.
The wonderful world of magic
Yes yes yes I like to watch animation, well not any time Disney classical and some of the new ones too if not all.
Magic that will cause the broom to sweep the floors
And the mops to wipe the floors.
The sponge and soap, to wash the dishes
A little cooking assistant because am the executive chef.
The covers that makes the beds
Clothes that will go into the washing machine all by themselves.
I am still trying to figure out who will hang them out.
Maybe they will do that themselves too.
Oh how wonderful that would be!
A leash that would walk the dog
Lawn mowers that would mow the lawn
And trash that will take it self out
I would like to live in that world
With a snap of my fingers everything will begin or cease
Up or down, left or right
A little tea please
The tea pot and the tea cup at a snap
Peppermint in my nostril
The cool mint taste slide down my throat,
And the warmth in my stomach.
mmm satisfying..
All because of a snap of my fingers,
The world of magic
I wish to find
Everything is alive and does it part at a snap of my fingers
The world of fantasy that is where it is
Oh I wish it were reality
Life would have been an adventure for me
My world of magic.
I really do wish this was real if not all times believe me most times. Well I do have it in my imagination. Some people live this by their lifestyle of plenty money......hehe. Except it humans, the help ,the maid, the butler, the gardener, the dog walker, you get the drift.
The wonderful world of magic
Yes yes yes I like to watch animation, well not any time Disney classical and some of the new ones too if not all.
Okay I was annoyed today too
This morning shiloah pull down my clothes off the clothes line. I had to wash them over, and more drama over shiloah badness & spoilness they say I created, me!! HeeHee
For real though I was mad really mad, what made it worst was the drama in my ears.
I really do love shiloah I have showed him that doing that is not good but I think he special too.
Shiloah is strong he has muscles for real I have a house for him so whenever I would put clothes on the line I would put him on his leash, shiloah tug the whole thing in the middle of the yard and it's not lite at all.
He only likes his leash when we going for walks.
Any other time he cries & whines and cries and whines, this is my dawg, shiloah my dog.
For real though I was mad really mad, what made it worst was the drama in my ears.
I really do love shiloah I have showed him that doing that is not good but I think he special too.
Shiloah is strong he has muscles for real I have a house for him so whenever I would put clothes on the line I would put him on his leash, shiloah tug the whole thing in the middle of the yard and it's not lite at all.
He only likes his leash when we going for walks.
Any other time he cries & whines and cries and whines, this is my dawg, shiloah my dog.
I had more
Feelings about what He said yesterday to me. I tried and I tried not to come here, but guess what am here again. "you look like you have given birth". I tried to look at it spiritually maybe I should.
uggghhh
uggghhh
The Technical Manager said
I went to work yesterday day from 5-11pm. The technical manager was in the office doing some extra work so I needed to know if he was finished with the system so I can log in and start.
So am speaking to him, he looked at me and looked at me, and said, "you looked like a woman who have given birth". I said what?
What that supposed to mean, is that a compliment. outrageous!!!
But then I thought about it and I thought about it......................... maybe he is correct!!
Was he telling me I looked bad no........ NO it can't be because I was not looking bad.
What did he really mean?
I know in birthing not only is the child is discomforted of leaving the womb but the mother also is discomforted of course we all know those screams.
There is a discomfort on both sides.
Well I asked him what he meant he was like it is not a bad thing it is a good thing and I said maybe I did give birth and he was blah blah blah I went into my office.
Really what did he mean?
I find my self being quite emotional extra emotional lately...sigh
So am speaking to him, he looked at me and looked at me, and said, "you looked like a woman who have given birth". I said what?
What that supposed to mean, is that a compliment. outrageous!!!
But then I thought about it and I thought about it......................... maybe he is correct!!
Was he telling me I looked bad no........ NO it can't be because I was not looking bad.
What did he really mean?
I know in birthing not only is the child is discomforted of leaving the womb but the mother also is discomforted of course we all know those screams.
There is a discomfort on both sides.
Well I asked him what he meant he was like it is not a bad thing it is a good thing and I said maybe I did give birth and he was blah blah blah I went into my office.
Really what did he mean?
I find my self being quite emotional extra emotional lately...sigh
I need more
I need more than that, always in a school too though, hmmm.........oh my just realize something.Why I got up set was a quote "If you want to be with him....master the king domain". I got upset.
He said to me come off but know I waited. He knows me so well. In the morning. When I read it it was not even the same. Was not so emotional!
Even though am off still peep now and again saw something, "verbal correction .... and silent love inappropriate".
Fairy tales.... -_-
I need something tangible, I prayed last night Lord I need a touch he touched me in the school more like a brush....but I need more!!
Why do I need more I always seems to need and want more, it's never enough?
Lord draw me close to you closer that I ever been it's more than survival but relationship to commune with you Lord, wrap me in your arms.
I had a dream the in the school, in an air plane celebrating and dancing and singing,
buying a real estate
The last one was about lending and not borrowing the scripture in the bible
and also came was owe no man nothing
and also borrow from your neighbour if you don't have to pay your debt then I wonder isn't all that a contradiction?
Well my dream, this part of it was like this, this woman barge unto our premiss for a another person that was living or staying with us. That person bought something from this woman and the woman came for her money at least half of what was owed. The woman was serious and wanted to barge in our house I stop her at the door. I knew I did not had enough money in my purse to help but when I did decide to go and help to give her half I say the hold thing and other money appeared in my purse I was like wow!
I told the lady that owed and borrowed it from me, I need it back it's a loan then I felt something no that not it let her have it and I said okay it's not a loan you can keep it. The lady that barged unto our premises did not want to take it from her, because she knew it came from me, then I started to quote the scripture about the above scripture statement and she said okay.
Now am awake, we were discussing me and the Holy Spirit, maybe it was just me in my head, about the scriptures verse mention above.
He said this is true giving, because I was like isn't this a contradiction?
I understand the concept.
It's a place we are suppose to be...able and willing to help and give without looking back from man but always look to God. God is our source.
I am really trying to stay away from here, for the time being.
Use my journals to vent.
I find this is my way of communicating to you.
He said to me come off but know I waited. He knows me so well. In the morning. When I read it it was not even the same. Was not so emotional!
Even though am off still peep now and again saw something, "verbal correction .... and silent love inappropriate".
Fairy tales.... -_-
I need something tangible, I prayed last night Lord I need a touch he touched me in the school more like a brush....but I need more!!
Why do I need more I always seems to need and want more, it's never enough?
Lord draw me close to you closer that I ever been it's more than survival but relationship to commune with you Lord, wrap me in your arms.
I had a dream the in the school, in an air plane celebrating and dancing and singing,
buying a real estate
The last one was about lending and not borrowing the scripture in the bible
and also came was owe no man nothing
and also borrow from your neighbour if you don't have to pay your debt then I wonder isn't all that a contradiction?
Well my dream, this part of it was like this, this woman barge unto our premiss for a another person that was living or staying with us. That person bought something from this woman and the woman came for her money at least half of what was owed. The woman was serious and wanted to barge in our house I stop her at the door. I knew I did not had enough money in my purse to help but when I did decide to go and help to give her half I say the hold thing and other money appeared in my purse I was like wow!
I told the lady that owed and borrowed it from me, I need it back it's a loan then I felt something no that not it let her have it and I said okay it's not a loan you can keep it. The lady that barged unto our premises did not want to take it from her, because she knew it came from me, then I started to quote the scripture about the above scripture statement and she said okay.
Now am awake, we were discussing me and the Holy Spirit, maybe it was just me in my head, about the scriptures verse mention above.
He said this is true giving, because I was like isn't this a contradiction?
I understand the concept.
It's a place we are suppose to be...able and willing to help and give without looking back from man but always look to God. God is our source.
I am really trying to stay away from here, for the time being.
Use my journals to vent.
I find this is my way of communicating to you.
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Fairy tale
I felt like swinging by today. I was thinking about fairy tales, the introduction, the body and the conclusion.
In all of that don't the prince rescues the princess or kiss the princess for her to awaken from her sleep slumber...............hehe-_- just was thinking about fairy tales.
If you realize in fairy tale there is always a god mother, little dorf or elf to help the princess. Favor the princess
In real life you need favor, connection. people etc
Fairy tale is not too far from reality, I was told I live in a fairy tale because of my expectation and my dreams some say fantasy, well why not live there anyways and make it come true.
If you be honest to yourself, you know, even in your fantasies, you created villeins and heroes and over came them. So why not over come these one in this so called reality. When you now know you mind is actually where you really live that is your world.
Create some god mother's and and so forth, there is always a way out. Imagination is limitless!!
Love and peace until next time.
In all of that don't the prince rescues the princess or kiss the princess for her to awaken from her sleep slumber...............hehe-_- just was thinking about fairy tales.
If you realize in fairy tale there is always a god mother, little dorf or elf to help the princess. Favor the princess
In real life you need favor, connection. people etc
Fairy tale is not too far from reality, I was told I live in a fairy tale because of my expectation and my dreams some say fantasy, well why not live there anyways and make it come true.
If you be honest to yourself, you know, even in your fantasies, you created villeins and heroes and over came them. So why not over come these one in this so called reality. When you now know you mind is actually where you really live that is your world.
Create some god mother's and and so forth, there is always a way out. Imagination is limitless!!
Love and peace until next time.
Friday, November 11, 2011
This Psalms as a little girl use to hurt my belly
When I would read it and hear it in the song on radio paradise every morning my mom would get up early around 4-5 am to get us ready for school meaning breakfast and all the rest according to the time. She had to go work for 7 am so we had to be up with her and she would put on that station.
The message bible did a marvellous job with the wording my spirit was groaning on the inside because my spirit knew and psalms 5 touched my spirit deep down on the inside at my age 5 and younger too. You are never to old or never too young
Your spirit knows, listen to your spirit your God spirit
Psalm 5
A David Psalm
Listen, God! Please, pay attention!Can you make sense of these ramblings,
my groans and cries? King-God, I need your help.
Every morning
you'll hear me at it again.
Every morning
I lay out the pieces of my life
on your altar
and watch for fire to descend.
You don't socialize with Wicked,
or invite Evil over as your houseguest.
Hot-Air-Boaster collapses in front of you;
you shake your head over Mischief-Maker.
God destroys Lie-Speaker;
Blood-Thirsty and Truth-Bender disgust you.
And here I am, your invited guest—
it's incredible!
I enter your house; here I am, prostrate in your inner sanctum,
Waiting for directions
to get me safely through enemy lines.
Every word they speak is a land mine;
their lungs breathe out poison gas.
Their throats are gaping graves,
their tongues slick as mudslides.
Pile on the guilt, God!
Let their so-called wisdom wreck them.
Kick them out! They've had their chance.
But you'll welcome us with open arms
when we run for cover to you.
Let the party last all night!
Stand guard over our celebration.
You are famous, God, for welcoming God-seekers,
for decking us out in delight.
I need to share this Soul ties
I don't mean to go back to the past but this I have to share I don't believe I mentioned it before in the way I am about too. Soul ties
My sexual assault I met him twice. I did mention that it almost happen on the first date his behaviour was not acceptable and I told him about it and that was in November.
Now all in December now I realize I started to think about him and cry wondering if I made a mistake In January now I called him to wish him happy birthday that how we started to talk again.
I just could not shake it after a while his verbal behaviour was awful and I knew that's not me I prayed and I cut it off because generally I know that man not suppose to treat women like that and it felt wrong I had know connection that I know I was suppose to have I told him that, he told me something is wrong with me. Cancel cancel in Jesus name.
I cut it off he started to say things like I'll never and the rest...I mentioned in one of the blog. Monday night I really went on my knees and said Lord show me and I had the dream and I let him know I had the dream and am sticking to my grounds well I don't know where my grounds went but I was in the wrong place that Friday it happen.
I am sharing this part because I heard something well not for long about soul ties and is then I realize oh so is that what happened. I never said this but where he is from he knows about these thing we had conversation about it. He denied doing any of it but knows about it. God is my witness If I lie here let lightning and thunder come and stroke me down right now.
Our first conversation and the way it was going I said is the devil sent you to to distract me he paused and answered with a smart mouth. I knew from the very beginning, that intuition we don't pay attention to. I know it was a set up I know. Now but be careful of people and females be careful of strange men ,men be careful of strange women.
I did not hear much of it because I got cut off from the teaching my time was up with the service I had.
But the little I heard carried me back to this.
Because of wrongful soul ties it can cause you to miss out on you rightful wife or husband and trust and believe me you will know when the right one comes and if you don't well am sorry.
If you have really been reading my blog you would have seen something like this Google you and I can not be married cancel cancel. Don't get funny on me now
I love google search engine and out loud I would say Google if you were a man I would marry you. Cancel cancel in Jesus name
So I received a mail about marital thoughts probably it means to get it in order every time i search in Google for marital thoughts I pulled up something negative and when I go into images pictures of black eye and all the rest it had some nice ones but I saw the black eyes one and abandon babies etc.
Now if you read and notice things, your most powerful weapon is the one the enemy don't sees.
I did say in one of these writing for today 11-11-11 might be my last well I think this one is now.
My sexual assault I met him twice. I did mention that it almost happen on the first date his behaviour was not acceptable and I told him about it and that was in November.
Now all in December now I realize I started to think about him and cry wondering if I made a mistake In January now I called him to wish him happy birthday that how we started to talk again.
I just could not shake it after a while his verbal behaviour was awful and I knew that's not me I prayed and I cut it off because generally I know that man not suppose to treat women like that and it felt wrong I had know connection that I know I was suppose to have I told him that, he told me something is wrong with me. Cancel cancel in Jesus name.
I cut it off he started to say things like I'll never and the rest...I mentioned in one of the blog. Monday night I really went on my knees and said Lord show me and I had the dream and I let him know I had the dream and am sticking to my grounds well I don't know where my grounds went but I was in the wrong place that Friday it happen.
I am sharing this part because I heard something well not for long about soul ties and is then I realize oh so is that what happened. I never said this but where he is from he knows about these thing we had conversation about it. He denied doing any of it but knows about it. God is my witness If I lie here let lightning and thunder come and stroke me down right now.
Our first conversation and the way it was going I said is the devil sent you to to distract me he paused and answered with a smart mouth. I knew from the very beginning, that intuition we don't pay attention to. I know it was a set up I know. Now but be careful of people and females be careful of strange men ,men be careful of strange women.
I did not hear much of it because I got cut off from the teaching my time was up with the service I had.
But the little I heard carried me back to this.
Because of wrongful soul ties it can cause you to miss out on you rightful wife or husband and trust and believe me you will know when the right one comes and if you don't well am sorry.
If you have really been reading my blog you would have seen something like this Google you and I can not be married cancel cancel. Don't get funny on me now
I love google search engine and out loud I would say Google if you were a man I would marry you. Cancel cancel in Jesus name
So I received a mail about marital thoughts probably it means to get it in order every time i search in Google for marital thoughts I pulled up something negative and when I go into images pictures of black eye and all the rest it had some nice ones but I saw the black eyes one and abandon babies etc.
Now if you read and notice things, your most powerful weapon is the one the enemy don't sees.
I did say in one of these writing for today 11-11-11 might be my last well I think this one is now.
I belong to one man and one man belongs to me. My husband to be God chosen and I am also God's chosen I am a wife to be!
Listen you too are God's chosen
Hey anything is possible with God Look at me I survived and am well!
"There goes your fairy tale but God gave me a real tale".
My prayer
Is that salvation comes knocking on all of you houses, your heart I pray you open your door to let the King of Glory in. Who Is the King of glory? The Lord strong and mighty! He is the King Of glory.
Psalms 24:7 Lift up your heads, O ye gates; and be ye lift up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.
Psalms 24:7 Lift up your heads, O ye gates; and be ye lift up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.
8Who is this King of glory? The LORD strong and mighty, the LORD mighty in battle.
9Lift up your heads, O ye gates; even lift them up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.
10Who is this King of glory? The LORD of hosts, he is the King of glory. Selah.
The gates of your hearts open it up to Him The Holy Spirit when He comes knocking, It's the Holy spirit that draws not man.
What I want more > Presence over Power
Is His presence
In His presence I am not the same, more than His power I want His presence many people can have power but no presence and still remains the same but in His presence you can not remain the same.
They cast out demons and raised the dead but the Lord said depart from me I don't know you, the servant was shocked to his amazement the works was not good enough. The servant realize He needed me more, to dwell in His presence to get to know Him know His heart
Your presence is my fuel my source my life my food my survival.
The children of Israel experience a lot of God power in there lives but what happen they weren't change the presence changes you
We can fall down and get back up both (saint and sinner) under the power feel the power but after still remains the same.
Presence over Power
Ezekiel 38:20......"and all the men that are upon the face of the earth, shall shake at my presence, and the mountains shall be thrown down, and the steep places shall fall, and every wall shall fall to the ground".
I am most definitely talking to myself because I know He needs me more with Him!!
I need Him as well
One can talk talk but do one follow in actions????
In His presence I am not the same, more than His power I want His presence many people can have power but no presence and still remains the same but in His presence you can not remain the same.
They cast out demons and raised the dead but the Lord said depart from me I don't know you, the servant was shocked to his amazement the works was not good enough. The servant realize He needed me more, to dwell in His presence to get to know Him know His heart
Your presence is my fuel my source my life my food my survival.
The children of Israel experience a lot of God power in there lives but what happen they weren't change the presence changes you
We can fall down and get back up both (saint and sinner) under the power feel the power but after still remains the same.
Presence over Power
Ezekiel 38:20......"and all the men that are upon the face of the earth, shall shake at my presence, and the mountains shall be thrown down, and the steep places shall fall, and every wall shall fall to the ground".
I am most definitely talking to myself because I know He needs me more with Him!!
I need Him as well
One can talk talk but do one follow in actions????
I have to share this
One of the thing that seriously made me realize I can enter into His presence and speak to him was in Job 2
Am like you serious satan went up in the presence of the lord as well.
This presence is not talking about the holies of holies, this about court yard
And am like what!!!!
One day when I read this it woke me up about being able to communicate with God come on now, I needed to communicate with Him.
The blood of Jesus Christ gives me and us access, He said boldly come and I went in boldly went.
As a child that was easy but teenage life and young adult life well.........
Hey am not that old am not thirty yet o_O lol
When Iwas younger I wanted to be older now that am older I want it to stay were it is -_-
Some of our delays and not reaching further in life is from not wanting to let go of the things He ask you so He going to hold on for you while you go through what you probably should have not gone through until you surrender.
Revelation12:10
Then I heard a loud voice shouting across the heavens, "It has come at last--salvation and power and the Kingdom of our God, and the authority of his Christ. For the accuser of our brothers and sisters has been thrown down to earth--the one who accuses them before our God day and night
The enemy does this day and night imagine that!!
What am I doing day and night???
Shalom and love
Am like you serious satan went up in the presence of the lord as well.
This presence is not talking about the holies of holies, this about court yard
And am like what!!!!
One day when I read this it woke me up about being able to communicate with God come on now, I needed to communicate with Him.
The blood of Jesus Christ gives me and us access, He said boldly come and I went in boldly went.
As a child that was easy but teenage life and young adult life well.........
Hey am not that old am not thirty yet o_O lol
When Iwas younger I wanted to be older now that am older I want it to stay were it is -_-
Some of our delays and not reaching further in life is from not wanting to let go of the things He ask you so He going to hold on for you while you go through what you probably should have not gone through until you surrender.
Revelation12:10
Then I heard a loud voice shouting across the heavens, "It has come at last--salvation and power and the Kingdom of our God, and the authority of his Christ. For the accuser of our brothers and sisters has been thrown down to earth--the one who accuses them before our God day and night
The enemy does this day and night imagine that!!
What am I doing day and night???
Shalom and love
Lord
I have let go and stepped out. Lord shiloah I will let him go just for piece around here. He 's been acting bad lately and lord you know you know. Lord you said step out my eyes are on you. Not watching the waves nor am I paying attention to the heavy winds my eyes are on you. I stretch my arm out to you.
Training Is necessary
Yes you may be good and talented at something but without proper training, you will never experience the full potential of that talent. |
Is like getting a gift you know it's a gift but if you never open it you will never experience what is inside. The wrapping looks lovely the bows and the greeting card but is what is in the inside matters most.
You have to take it out, use it put it together what ever the need may be to get it in action and function. Even if it has to sit on the centre piece because it is a vase, what if it's a tool you need to get it out to use it and fix things with it right...Okay!
So training is necessary to exercise put into action the gift under receptive and rightful areas. you are not going to put you vase in the garage and the tool on the centre piece.
The tool only reaches on the centre piece if it is broken and that specific tool can fix it, after it is fixed it is placed back to its habitat so to speak..
Is like getting a gift you know it's a gift but if you never open it you will never experience what is inside. The wrapping looks lovely the bows and the greeting card but is what is in the inside matters most.
You have to take it out, use it put it together what ever the need may be to get it in action and function. Even if it has to sit on the centre piece because it is a vase, what if it's a tool you need to get it out to use it and fix things with it right...Okay!
So training is necessary to exercise put into action the gift under receptive and rightful areas. you are not going to put you vase in the garage and the tool on the centre piece.
The tool only reaches on the centre piece if it is broken and that specific tool can fix it, after it is fixed it is placed back to its habitat so to speak..
This experience for me
Here on this blog was like sitting on a bench in a park and telling you my story and How much Jesus loves and cares for all of us and the length He would go through to get our attention just to make us understand life and that He is life.
He gave up His so we can have life precious glorious life in The Father.
He gave up His and reap a harvest of sons and daughters you and I and He left the blue prints for us to reap the rest and to reign with Him.
Jesus loves us much!!
He gave up His so we can have life precious glorious life in The Father.
He gave up His and reap a harvest of sons and daughters you and I and He left the blue prints for us to reap the rest and to reign with Him.
Jesus loves us much!!
If I tell
Tell you that, even the people of the past is crying out, and grieving because of what they worked so hard to accomplish freedom from slavery and other things etc not just one aspect but others where we are heading and the mistakes we are making head on. Would you believe. Yes we have accomplish great material gains buildings and technology but but.
We need to get back on track I had this dream many years ago I never shared it with anyone. Hello it scared me two generation the alive ones and the dead one. The other side they were grieving.
It was like on the river on the bank experience one on this side and he other on the other side, and it was almost like a riot
There was a song I wrote it down but I threw it away it was on the back of a note pad the hard part because the pages was all filled out. I kept it for a while but the pad got all disfigured so I tossed it. I have gotten songs in my dream like Wednesday I woke up with a song and I went to write but I got distracted the song left I can capture some words but the medley is not quite there. I also have one written in one of my books am surprise it is still there. As I said I normally after a while throw them away.
I know this what I just said is outrageous but it is the truth. God is my witness
I also went to pray and do deliverance prayer for myself am serious.
There are people that understand the times we are living in and are doing what is needed to be done!!
I don't know if I will be back here writing any more things, of my dreams thoughts and mood swings.......... ......heehee @ the mood swing part.
Jesus is Lord over all He reigns forever
Jesus is the way the only way to enter in the Kingdom Of God
Jesus is the door
Jesus cares and Loves you with everything He is He loves you
I love you and shalom
_______________________________________________________________
The time is now 3:48 pm
I left here to go and get something to eat and while I was eating the Holy Spirit reminded me that I did share the dream with someone not all of the dream but some of it with Lorenn he was our bus driver a t the time and he too was in the dream and I just shared to him the dream about it and a little part he was not a Christian and I don't know if he is one now.
It is written the Holy Spirit will remind you of things
We need to get back on track I had this dream many years ago I never shared it with anyone. Hello it scared me two generation the alive ones and the dead one. The other side they were grieving.
It was like on the river on the bank experience one on this side and he other on the other side, and it was almost like a riot
There was a song I wrote it down but I threw it away it was on the back of a note pad the hard part because the pages was all filled out. I kept it for a while but the pad got all disfigured so I tossed it. I have gotten songs in my dream like Wednesday I woke up with a song and I went to write but I got distracted the song left I can capture some words but the medley is not quite there. I also have one written in one of my books am surprise it is still there. As I said I normally after a while throw them away.
I know this what I just said is outrageous but it is the truth. God is my witness
I also went to pray and do deliverance prayer for myself am serious.
There are people that understand the times we are living in and are doing what is needed to be done!!
I don't know if I will be back here writing any more things, of my dreams thoughts and mood swings.......... ......heehee @ the mood swing part.
Jesus is Lord over all He reigns forever
Jesus is the way the only way to enter in the Kingdom Of God
Jesus is the door
Jesus cares and Loves you with everything He is He loves you
I love you and shalom
_______________________________________________________________
The time is now 3:48 pm
I left here to go and get something to eat and while I was eating the Holy Spirit reminded me that I did share the dream with someone not all of the dream but some of it with Lorenn he was our bus driver a t the time and he too was in the dream and I just shared to him the dream about it and a little part he was not a Christian and I don't know if he is one now.
It is written the Holy Spirit will remind you of things
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