Seed

Today is the 30th December, 2011.

It really was a year of change and transitioning for me, also battle however, I am a victor and so are you.
I am at peace I mentioned it early in the poison apple and other writing if you really read.

I want to talk about seed, sowing of seed. I made a pledge for a battle seed in Feb and then may I recieve the money, but I put it to something else that I thought was going to bring me more so that I can complete the whole thing without feeling anything.

That was a lost, but I learnt from it.

In October I sacrifice my bills and made that part complete and after, I receive peace although their was some things happening around me I was still at peace  although my heart-ached, my heart remained at peace.
Sowing that seed spoke to the battle of my heart, my mind my anxiety and everything else that was fighting, struggling all that.

I said that to say this, your seed speaks depths that you can not reach with your prayers alone.
If you don't want to feel anything when you sow, the seed will not be all that significant it is a seed it will grow but it will not do as much.
It would be like planting a seed and not watering or taking care of it.

I had a problem, if you are not comfortable sowing what you have or where you at, because it is a small seed you big seed would not impress God. It does not move Him! I learnt that too.

It's the ending of the year 2011. to be honest I don't know if I will be here as often, not because I don't have anything to say God always have something to say. In,"I've been cheating". explain all that.

Am still at Peace!!

Your choice today affects your tomorrow
What you do to day the results are your future
You kill today your future is in jail.
You bless today you future is in receiving your promise land.
You follow instructions today tomorrow births miracles.

Am at peace!!

2012 holds the result of what you did in 2011 definitely with bonuses whether negative or positive