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Jove Vous Nous

I had this dream in February recorded it on the 8th of march, 2011 in my book where these word were written inside my bedroom on the ceiling. I was reading the words. Yes I went to research them. I found some meanings. I know what it means. He the Lord revealed to me what it means.

However because of this dream I was like, "what's up Lord, what does this mean." The first word jove when I went to look it up I was like, "whoa!" I stop researching but it wont leave my spirit so I eventually went back to research it and then others and got the meaning  put them together according to the instructions He gave me  then I understood.

This was serious to me, I cooped with some dreams and experience, but this one was so out there to me I was scared because I did not like what I found with the first word. I went  and find some God people, and they made sense to me.  They understood this stuff. However I felt I met this person before, I just did not remember from where.

As I took part of the presentation I still could not figure out where I know or met this person. The lord reminded me of this dream, it was not really a forgotten dream, I always use to remember it and the place it felt like I've been there before I carried that place with me I would remember even up to this day people would ask me if I ever been there with some people i would say in the spirit and laugh it off because  I really felt like I have been there it felt known. I was only six.

One of my uncle left to go to the US and I had really  adored him so I missed him. One night I dream that I was in the US (state that he was in) looking for him. I found my self in a building, the people where having a get together. A man noticed me there and he was speaking to me.

Well, that was where I knew the  man  from, the dream ,the Holy Spirit confirmed it. Before I really went further into being interested the things and information I would find was.....you know. But before I dream about all of that jove vous nous thing.

I had gotten a vision on the 23/1/2011 from a  well known man of God.  I never ever met him in my life, I would watch him on television, he said, "do not believe the voice of the enemy, doubters, negative things and naysayers about the things I was worried about."

I KNOW, I KNOW OH I KNOW!
Sometimes honestly I'll be like huh!

The choice Is Yours

I count this as a privilege and  honor to have gone through what I have gone through. Now I can say it.
I went through this for a reason, to know  the grace and love forgiveness  favor mercy kindness endurance patients of God, and more about him.

In spite of bad circumstances I chose to do good after the worst have happened. I have chosen to do good.
I forgave so I can move on.

Know you are not alone.


I'm offering you the choice of life or death. You can choose either blessings or curses. Deuteronomy 30:19

We over come the enemy by the blood and our testimony.

We have power over every plans of the enemy total annihilation  of his works, counterfeits and lies. We have to pursue and recover all redeem everything that he has stolen in Jesus name.

He gives his grace and mercy that can never be measured or run out.
Jesus Christ made the ultimate sacrifice

You can have a conversation with GOD HE IS WAITING on you, on us just to come more closer, and closer. Just to steal away with him. I do enjoy those type of moments with him He was and indeed is a father to the fatherless. when i mess up yes he corrected me yes i heard a few time his stern voice, but most of all his love and compassion exceeds more.

The King of Glory rescued me!


Sin will never go unpunished because he is a just and holy God.

He is the Restorer of our broken down walls in our life.

 I feel open and exposed right now here! All I know is that all my life I have been trying to fit in and was never able to quite do that. Yes I made some friends, I would be labelled as weird etc. Even with my family, am  not just having dreams or seeing things it did not just happen to me it was like that all my life, I even got in trouble for it when I was five-six.

I had a dream I saw my mom use someone belongings in a dream and some where some how I spoke what I saw to the wrong  person, that created a  in my life stigma, every time I say something I had to prove that it is the truth. At the age of five years old I was labelled as a liar  because of that dream.  

The dream was so real I did not know the difference, they keep asking me why I said that it is not true stop telling lies, but  I keep answering is because I see it. I see mommy  use it, over and over they would ask me the same question and I would give them back the same answer I see mommy use it, even some of the neighbors got involved  interrogating me. 

When we would go by other family members they would do the same thing over and over, and  I never budge to say well I made it up. I kept my same story, I got lashes for it. (I guess I was not smart yet) They  started to say, "do not say or do anything in front of that child." (me ) "she will give you a jail." that experience stayed with me. After my experience in October 2011 with Jesus I was free of that. I understood. I got peace about everything gradually.

 Here is the funny part after a couple of weeks  my mother said the thing I dream  that she can't do it  because I done say it, and it was not true.  The dream I had was that she went into the neighbor kitchen to use his stove and cooking gas becasue hers finished. Well her gas finished  and wanted to use the neighbors because she was cooking I guess needed to finish it. 

In 1991  January I was 8 years I lost my friend in the carnival season last lap new years parade jamming session in the night. The adults plan was to leave me alone there, to go get ice cream they say, but I knew what they really wanted to go and do I was smart. 

 I refused to stay because of an uneasy discomfort I had in my stomach and  remembering some dreams of a terrible accident  When I say I refused I mean I refused to stay so, he decided he will I tried to convince him not to stay, but he stayed fell asleep on the truck fell off and it run over his head crushed some parts of his head and died. More discomfort in my belly. Yes I cried all night we were close my mom and his mom was close, so automatically both of us were close as well. 

When all hell seems to be breaking lose in your life and everything and everyone around you are adding more distraction and destruction to your life the person you can turn too is Jesus, even when you don't feel him he is there. He came to heal, mend and build lives of those shattered miss understood fragments. Jehovah God really cares He gave his only Son Jesus. Jesus gave the Holy Spirit the comforter teacher Three in one so divine sovereign and cares so much. When you think you losing everything there is double for your trouble your latter will be greater than your past. All things are possible with Jesus every emotional, physical, mental & spiritual scares can be healed yes spiritual your spirit is apart of you too it feels your drive and hurts that is why he said he come to make us whole, everything. 

I Am Healed I Can Move On!

He Did It For Me He Can Do It For You

Jesus Loves You

Honesty. Knowing when the anointing is flowing or not!

I did not want to post How important money is. I was working on this for almost two days and it's just now I realized that I have to shame the devil again. It would have been less days actually if I flowed when it was coming to me. I was in the presence Of god but I Just wanted to worship when He wanted to write. 

So when I went to write this I could literally feel my self writing. I had to stop and get the presence I needed to write this, If I was writing something else it would have been fine, but not this one, Eventually it started to flow. What took me almost two days would have been a few hours. Obedience and knowing when the flow is on and off is important. In this  last piece it was uncomfortable to put that out there. 

To God be the glory

Money How Important Is It? Can poverty Kill?

Money answers all things, it is written. If you are hungry for days and have no money; you can die from starvation. If you are sick an have no money you can die from sickness.Money is needed to pay bills and taxes. Mark12:17 You want an education have no money, no education, even if you get favor someone have to pay cash or cheque and not you, so you got favored. Money was still used.

I will admit "money can not save you, but it can serve you." Money is our blood and sweat. It represent us in a way that no other natural thing, on this natural earth can.  So why is there buzz that certain people should not have it, they should live humble with humility, they really mean  we as christian should be and remain poor. The devil is a liar!
So how are we going to feed the hungry, give money to the poor, clothes the naked, build houses for people that don't have, spread the gospel etc. No some people want us to quote Acts 3:6, "silver and gold (money) I don't have but such as what I have I give to you." yes true I did it one time with this mentally ill person I met on the road, the woman was hungry she run me. So when someone have a huge bill and is about to go jail we can say here take this 10,000 pay your bill its okay you don't have to pay me  back. Oh no this is wishful thinking.  I need to reach that place and I will!

What peter said (Acts3:6) lets be creative and look at it this way, maybe he was in a hurry and forgot his wallet and the man stopped him and he was feeling for it realized that it was not on him.  So peter said, "I don't have money on me.' but I have something that can make you continuously walk in prosperity. Now if peter had given him the coins he would go and buy bread eat, pay his rent, and medical bill etc. Now the money is all spent, so he has to go back out and beg for more day in and out. But peter imparted something more and demonstrated  it to the man, he became whole, now tell what you think happen after he became whole, maybe a talk show, movie, a book, the man end up in the bible. He started a ministry praise and dancing too, the power of God on Your Life you will be even making money in your sleep for the kingdom.

At first I never had a problem with money and giving and tithing it was no problem, the bible said it, so I would just do it, without questioning. So I had a dream and this was in 2003, A character in the bible and me where standing together outside of his living area and he was  telling and showing me how to plant seeds, he bend down and put two gold seed looking coins in a hole that he dug with his hands and cover it back up and said water the seeds.

After he  had  finish demonstrating that, rain just started to pour and then  a lake or river appeared, waterfalls green lush forest on both sides and more.   I also got this scripture verse, "cast your bread upon the waters it will return to you after many days." So I started to do so the best  that I could at that time.
 I was looking for some increase and waited  and waited two years and am not seeing anything at least what I was looking for then.

Well I  started to get funny with my money slowly, year after year. Then  there was a buzzing in the air about money  blah blah BLAH! I'll say it money and pastors etc, you know what I mean.

The pastors, bishop, musician etc working in the vineyard of the Lord, they are entitled for what the Lord's portion is for them in money what ever currency he chooses and how much he chooses. Numbers18, 2 chronicles 34:10-12 it's their right. They are working for the Lord business!

It was frustrating me, because am like, Lord I did what you said whats going on, I felt betrayed. I got even more funny with my money.  Funny with my money means I was not giving my tithe and offering the way I should deliberately because, I figure it make no sense and nothing is working out for me, and am seeing other people succeeding and not me. So I started to give whenever. I went on like that for quit sometimes I try saving, paying my bills, purchasing things that I needed before giving and whatever left over and I feel like giving I would give.  The Holy Spirit  gave me this too Malachi 3:14 "We have said, its vain to serve God what profit is it that we  keep his ordinance...."

After I made that decision and started to walk out that path, every, I mean every time I opened my bible Malachi 3:8 will a man rob god? At first I was like okay maybe it is a coincidence, but that thing went on, for months and I cried when I realized what was happening. Yes I cried, because I said, "Lord  I do it your way am not seeing anything, am doing it my way am still not seeing anything." "what's wrong with me then?"  "Something got to be wrong with you then!"  It was like that for a while I mean a while. OH!

FYI, NOTHING IS WRONG WITH JEHOVAH GOD IT IS ALWAYS US THAT MISS AND MESSES UP! BUT HE IS ALWAYS THERE TO CATCH US AND HELP US BACK UP.

Well I finally answered the question and I said, "Yes a man will rob God." "Yes I have robbed you in tithe and offering." That too went on for a while, I asked, "how can I pay you back?" "I don't have what I owe you to give, you realized I owe you a lot God! Am still struggling to give my tithe and offering and still have to pay bills and rent etc.
Well  still more of , "will a man rob God?' and me saying, "yes I have robbed you." Am crying by the way sobbing in my mess that I created if I had only wait  upon the lord.
Then Isaiah 1:18 started  jumping out at me when I open my bible. After a while I heard a man of God on the television talking about the tithe and when you fail to do so the only thing you can do is repent or pay it back if you know you have it and more stuff he said.
Well I know the repent thing was for me, I heard, "that is it." REPENT! I felt relief I also felt, am I trying to get out of this the easy way.
Imagine all God want us to do is TURN from our wicked ways. "Come NOW, LET US reason TOGETHER, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson they shall be as wool." Isaiah 1:18.

Now after that, Isaiah 1:19 start jumping out at me, "If you be willing and obedient you will eat the good of the land." Now everything with obedience start jumping out at me. I realized this book is all about obeying. Am like all this time it's all about obedience. I was like Hello I started right, I did not see any returns and then I started to get funny was that my fault. I had to get my self in check, and I still make sure I check my self.
This might sound funny and unorthodox but one thing I know for sure is my Flesh.
I know the voice of the  Holy Spirit!
But I know my flesh too. I even  asked it if its  trying to kill me or something, if so is straight hell you going  what's wrong with you. Me talking to the inner me. You better believe this is serious!

Progressively I've been getting revelation on money, and my money and why and what was happening. One thing the enemy don't want to see God people prosperous. Another thing, it could be you blocking it because you feel it's not Christian like.

How do you feel when you see people everyday need help and you can't help them because you living from pay check to pay or you and them in the same boat, so to speak. STEP OUT!

I have done some observation and I realized that money is an issue, when it comes to the church having it. I have observed that it is okay for non Christians to make lots of money be successful in there business endeavors. While the non Christians and shockingly Christians saying it is not okay for Christians to have plenty money, and they quote, "God will supply all our needs according to his riches in glory." Very true statement indeed.
Money is important because it represent your blood and sweat, It represent you when you give in a good and cheerful heart, willingly and sincerely. It speaks to God when you give it, you showing him I can give it back to you.
Don't let giving money be a problem to you, God has something store, in your future, for you!

AM NOT WEIGHING OUT FAVOR, FAVOR IS GREAT! We all need it.

Money How Important Is It? Can poverty Kill? Part 2

For five years before march 2010, I have been off and on with my giving, up and down one time I give  another time, in doubt. Being stingy and  finding excuses because I just did not see a reason to give while am living from paycheck to pay check. Sometimes am happy some times am sad. I still attended church I still had dreams I still read my bible he still spoke to me and I spoke to him because I really loved him and I still do this day.
I appreciated the fact that I was alive and can breath, be happy and be sad, I really appreciated  him and was thankful, but there really were some days, you just want everything to stop.  He spoke more so about how much he loves and cares, this will pass and other things sometimes.
I believed sometimes, and other times I did not. Days came when I wanted to quit, I tried but it just wont go away He wont leave me alone. I even thought that Jesus only spoke to me in trouble times because I felt him more then, sometimes. I also use to wonder was It me causing these trouble times.

 In  August 2009 I sowed  seed that I felt an urge to do, for a specific purpose land. It was my last effort  trying to to obtain land I said to myself. It was a Ninety dollars seed, by October the first couple of days I received a letter in the mail that I was approved to received land I felt that breakthrough.
 Then another shift, downward spiral. Why things weren't happening the way they should have been. In march 2010 I was never the same, I literally felt scales fall off my eyes that day, however  I almost shut down in terms of faith and hope. I still believed in God, Jesus and everything I Believed in him still because in 2004 I had an encounter, death and life John 10:10 came out of my mouth just like this. "What manner of man is this, I heard, "I  have come to give life but he is here to steal, kill and destroy."

In everything though I could not give up on Jesus it was just a matter of will you do what you say you will do. Will you bless me, will you help me for real. I know you have but I mean more not just materials but something more, when will there be rest and peace in my life? Lord when!
 But I just believed, other people can be blessed have successful business wonderful relationships have friendship, have it all, living on top of the world.
I found a song, " the strong will survive." It was like my national anthem you have to be strong, fierce and mean to survive in this world. In July it lost it touch I needed more...

 In July I heard something I did not believe what I heard I thought that was me hoping, I payed it no mine. In October "Rejection came to give, new direction." Jehovah God met me there. After that I was still surprised, shocked, amazed, perplex I had all sorts of feelings. I had to calm myself pull myself together then everything I went through was all because of this. APPOINTMENT WITH DESTINY..
In September 2010 I had a dream I was driving a big blue lorry truck at first going out of control but I got control of it, the mood of the day was sunny blue skies and a sudden wind blew and their was a piece of material in the wind  that blew my way into or over the truck I woke up. I felt something.
I remember telling my friend about it and said to her, get yourself prepare... things will be happening. Things really start shifting in October for me  and on wards.

Money  is a natural tangible currency in the earth  that you can feel and smell etc. It is the only thing so far  I know that is natural that can represent you in the spirit realm The seed speaks volume into you life your future even when it seems like all hell is breaking lose. The hell that seems to be breaking lose is a battlefield training grounds to develop what God place in you.
 Money matters and to receive you have to give, sow with a willing heart. After I got this in my spirit I started to sow more and pledge hey I still got pledges out there that am working on because NOW I know.
For some it will be a quick turn around for some like me progressively and remember things are not always what they appear to be The lord gave me this in June after I saw something that made me really mad, am good now 2 Corinthians 10:7 and what I saw in June I dream about it in October I feel like laughing. I AM!

If money was not so important why would the enemy be fighting against the church having it, why would he be telling you if you get money you will be greedy, you  wont do what you say you will do with it. If you believe what the enemy say his words will manifest so stop listening to the enemy  and  you "inner me."  He is a liar! Why marriages and family break up, because lack of money, People die because of the lack of money, they had health issues. The state the world in right now is because they say lack of money. If you talk and look like and about money people look at you differently.
MANIFEST THE WORD OF  THE LORD! You will indeed do what you told God you will do with the money, it's for his kingdom. When the Lord says this is yours for your faithfulness and you want to buy or build a large house drive a big car have a jet GO AHEAD! Everything is his anyway, and as sons and daughter you have a right to them. Romans 8:14
The world can talk about money and budgets so can I. money money money!

My mom and others in my culture, (I don't know about other cultures really) would be like you got the thing for me, what thing, the thing, what thing,  in a low voice the money. I came up feeling like money was a dirty word.
Am liberating my self with the Help of the Lord!

Isaac sowed in the land when it was in famine by the instruction of the Lord and he received his harvest in that same year and double.

Two Paint pans, One defined and one not so defined.

In my my dreams that I put here  all the details are not in them , but as I was here, reflecting and meditating it came tome that I should mention this. In the dream that I had, that inspired me to press more to do a blog. "Man is not shed by his skin, but by his heart." There were two paint containers, in  the two paint cans, inside were multi-colors of paints. 

In the first paint container  I took out the paint without any trouble of getting it mixed up with each other, blue was blue, red was red, purple and yellow were the same etc; In the dream I painted a rainbow wall. 

When I went to the other side the paint inside was there but sort of underneath each other like in layers so I had to dig deep to get the different colors, it had in the same multi-color paint but  this one was not so defined I had to dig deep get my hand in to get the color I wanted, with the first paint it came NATURALLY, but the second paint container I had to dig deep into the paint, even though all the colors were in it  already.

I had to define them, I put this here to say  every individual is different in the sense of applying themselves and how they receive information. There is a reason why we all are so different in character it make the world we live a very interesting place. There is nothing more God wants than you to be yourself, He created you, to be you. So find yourself, love yourself, you may just meet another character just like you but  still not you. who can be better at you than you.

ACCEPT YOURSELF

I have seen my future and I have decided to live there

Now do you think that Jehovah God can take your messed up past of a life and give you something great?

Yes He can! 

After being in some messed up relationship, been to jail, raped, molested, gang violence, prostitution gambling drinking you name it. You  thought that's it! 

This problem or situation would take your life end up dead some where.

 But you survived. 

Then the culprits and the enemy and or "inner me" might have said, "there goes your fairy tale." After they maliciously violated your environment deliberately. John 10:10

But you survived. Psalms 106:10-11

 Is it because you have to speak about it, and tell  it to others so they wont have to end up in that same mess. Maybe! Or, Is it for a people out there, that are suffering with these enemy or "inner me" struggles.

If so, it is said, "let them who have and ear hear." what about those who can't hear but only sees, maybe a movie will do the job. 

Jehovah God shows you your future meaning it has already been set, you just have to access it  you will find it in his word. 1 Thess 5:18  Eph 5:17 

How I saw my future is because I went in his word. I mean I literally found my future there, however he had given me a glimpse of it before, so I went to inquire of the Lord. Our life is hid in him. 

We just have to believe his word Psalms 106:12 It will come line upon line precepts upon precepts. Progressively!  

I have to say don't let your past stop you!  Whoever hurt you, you have to forgive; forgiveness brings liberty you'll feel free and you will be able to move on, that's how I moved on. 

Jehovah God have something great in store for you, you just need to let Him in to help you deal with the hurt of the past and press on to the future. Yes it going to take some work, discipline and focus, trust me there will be distractions that comes to set you off course, you will feel discourage and perplex at times, but in His presence there is peace and joy and love and liberty. Where is his presence, one of the place I know you can find it is in thanksgiving and praise that is just one level of it, there is more lots more.

I HAVE SEEN MY FUTURE AND I HAVE DECIDED TO LIVE THERE.

YES LORD!

My Country's National Dish

Our National dish is Stewed saltfish served with spicy plantains, coconut dumplings and seasoned breadfruit. It is a tasty blend of locally available vegetables, spices, coconut and salted cod fish prepared with a distinct  St Kitts-Nevis flavor.

Stewed Saltfish

1 lb saltfish                                      2 tbsp margarine

1 green pepper diced                        6 scallions finely chopped

1 lb tomatoes chopped                     2 tbsp parsley chopped

5 cloves chopped garlic                    1 small onion chopped

4 tbsp vegetable oil                           salt and pepper to taste

Method

1.   Soak saltfish overnight then hot in fresh water until tender.

2. Drain fish, remove the bones and scales and flake.

3. Heat oil in a large heavy saucepan. Add pepper, scallions, onion and garlic. Cover and cook over low heat for 5 minutes, stirring occa­sionally. Add the tomatoes and simmer over moderate heat until heated through for about 2 to 3 minutes. Add flaked saltfish along with margarine, salt and pepper. Cover the stew and simmer over low heat until heated through for about five minutes.

4. Arrange the saltfish on a plate. Sprinkle with parsley and serve with dumplings, breadfruit and spicy plantains.

Spicy Plantains

3 medium sized plantains                 1/4 asp of salt

 peeled and chopped into            1/4 asp of hot sauce or

 1/2" pieces                                                   finely chopped pepper

 2 tbsp fresh ginger peeled                    oil for frying

 and grated

1 small onion grated

Method

Combine all the ingredients in a bowl. Toss until mixed. Fry in batches until golden brown and cooked.Remove and drain on paper towels. Serve along side saltfish, dumplings and bread­fruit.

Coconut Dumplings

1/2 cup of grated coconut           1 tbsp oil

1 1/2 cups of flour                        1 tbsp margarine

1/4 tsp of salt                                 1/2 cup of water

Method

Place flour, coconut, salt, margarine and oil in a bowl. Gradually stir in the water to make a stiff dough.Turn onto a lightly floured board and knead for about two minutes. Make dumplings in desired shape.Slide dumplings into boiling salted water. Cover  and cook for about 10 to 15 minutes.

Seasoned breadfruit

3 cups full breadfruit chopped into 1” pieces        ½ cup of chicken broth or 1 cube                                                                   

2 tbsp oil                                                                           dissolved into ½ cup of water

1 tbsp unsalted butter or margarine                        ¼ tsp of salt

½ cup of red pepper diced                                         ¼ tsp of freshly ground pepper

1 medium onion chopped

4 garlic cloves crushed

2 tbsp of fresh parleys chopped

1 tbsp fresh thyme leaves

Method

Melt butter or margarine in a heavy saucepan over medium heat then add oil. Add onions and cook until golden about 5 to 8 minutes, stirring often. Add garlic, thyme, red pepper and parsley and sauté for 30 secs. Remove from heat and add breadfruit with chicken broth or other prepared liquid. Toss gently to blend and heat through. Season to taste with salt and pepper. Serve with dumpling, saltfish and spicy plantain.

Hidden Agendas!

Sometimes people are not who and what they say they are, I dream that I was with a group of people shouting Jesus Jesus, I believe in Jesus and I was in a place a hard core place, there was a safe zone to say that, but as soon as we almost reached the dangerous ground we were being attacked, and as we enter onto the dangerous ground some started to say otherwise and some lost their lives however. I was in the air shouting Jesus Jesus I believe in Jesus. 

They were shooting at me trying to get me down, this is a dream that I just had. I will execute the word of God Isaiah 54;17 Psalms 91, Psalms 68.

 I  know, here is an  example of where hidden agendas lurks, you enter into a relationship, both you and him or her, where speaking one language as soon as one of you decide you want more, a commitment, the language changes, bad things maybe start to happen by will or force. 

Another example you  have friends and you are thinking they are on the same page with you living holy or excepting that you are living holy and would want the best for you, then you find out after they start seeing your seriousness their language changes, who or what you think you playing. 

You need to chill out take it easy, they try to change you in becoming more like them or even worst than them sometimes, and it happens when it does they ridicule you, and they where the snare behind the persons downfall. 

They have hidden agendas to destroy and or make mockery of you. Now you see some more gatekeeper here in the physical also it could be they are not bad but allow the enemy to use them not flesh but principality there at work spiritual gatekeepers to keep you back from the next level. 

Just like how God need bodies the enemy need bodies too. So who are you going to let use you. 

You can be use to bring destruction and downfall, or You can be used to bring blessing, deliverance etc

Hope

Gatekeepers What are they? Turn back the battle!

Isaiah 28:6 Turning back the battle at the gate.

Gatekeepers are spiritual and physical beings at  the gates of a beginning or ending of a season, main function is to prevent or let you in. There are good gatekeepers physical and spiritual ones as well. I am speaking here though on the negative side  to bring awareness to us all and how we can prevent some of the bad things that  happens to us. 

They enter into our life for a season and a specific reason they are on an assignment. They bring distraction, destruction and hindrance. They take on many forms such as character and personality in people. Situation and circumstance in our life. These things are serious especially the physical ones for you can rebuke spiritual things, but physical ones oh my. However GATEKEEPERS SPIRITUAL ONES DON'T STICK AROUND FOREVER  THEY LEAVE AFTER THEY  HAVE ACCOMPLISH OR FAIL THEIR TASK.  Now the physical ones can stay around as long as you allow them too, they are the people that always drain you, and have negative vibes. You trying to live up they keeping you down. You dream out loud they shut you up and so-on. The gatekeepers come around to prevent you from entering your season or leaving one. Now we know  that in the name of Jesus demons flees and if we resist the devil he will flee and He Jesus has given us the power to thread upon serpents and scorpions. 

So how do you deal with a physical gatekeeper, they are the people in our life, environment breathing space etc, now you can try to tell them their way of thinking is wrong their attitude need to be adjusted, however if they don't listen and you stay in that you will eventually be affected by them more so on the negative side. 

That is why Exodus 23:32-33 God was telling the children of Israel not to entangle themselves with the inhabitants of the land next to them. Look at at this way, these people have their way set in them and some are just that way I suppose. But they can become a snare to you especially if you consider them to be close, your entourage people, always in your ear they have more influence on you, than you have on them. 

Does it mean that you are weak, no and yes, it means that while they are feeding you on the negative side you will get weak and your spirit man can become dormant. 

Having spirit filled balance friends mentor in your life lifting you up teaching you the word and you  doing the same thing spending time with God allowing the Holy Spirit to teach you you will be good. 

Your strong when you have backup, other friends in church your community that is God minded and have the same spiritual beliefs as you, they don't drain you but lifts you up and you do like wise, for we are the ones that need to also be out there witnessing with our lives in our actions, speaking etc. 

Know that it is the Holy spirit that draws (John 16:7-11) them, we just have to do and live right and be obedient. Now if these people refuse to turn from their negative ways after you have spoken to them you have to be strong and move on.

We live in a world  where almost everything is consume by the enemy, you turn  on the television on most channels even the animated ones the enemy has his influence on them. 2 Corinthians 4:4 prince of this world. 

Am not saying you have to cut off your friends  but let  the Lord lead you for he will direct your path if you trust him. Proverbs 4:25-26

There are a lot of good people but are they God people. Not every person can go where God wants to take you, and if you don't recognized that  you might just miss it, as well God will allow some things to stir up to get you to shift and most times that is what he has to do, just to get us in the place of preparation, for not just his blessing but the work he has for us to do. 

He loves us so much he will allow those things to happen to get our attention.

Isaiah 28:6 Turning back the battle at the gate.

Broken But Good

I was at a meeting last year in October and I was very traumatized by what had happened to me in March 2010. Well I attended the meeting it was SOME meeting.  The direction I was going, was becoming a realist. I still believed in God but just to accept that bad things happens to good people and kind people are weak  and the strong will survive, and that this is the way of life and just to accept and stick to my self. 

Well at the meeting for three days, the man of god did not  pick me out of the crowd, nor did he lay hands on me;  well he sort of did he rest his hand on my shoulder to excuse me out the way to go and speak to someone else about the very same thing I was believing God for even the colour of that thing he mentioned, I was furious; but God I have to say this again but God He met me there. 

I have a friend and she asked me to carry and seed up for her because she was not going to be able to make on that day, so I did on that day I was too the front of a horizontal line and the man passed over me and he prayed and laid his hands on every one at the altar except for me, I was devastated and  mad I said right at the altar, "Lord take my life I don't want to live anymore do you have any idea what am feeling whats wrong with me am I that bad." I felt the tears coming down, I don't know if you want to call it pride but I meant no one is going to see me crying.
I wiped my eyes every time I felt the tears running down, I sucked it in. 

I felt embarrassed "Lord what's wrong with me  I am the one here hurting." I even thought the seed I was holding was a bad seed. Oh how I had thoughts I just gave up there and then  and I heard the Spirit of the Lord said Finally broken, but good. Here is the funny thing the topic the man of God had for that day was 'rejection come to give new direction.'
Well on my way home a song was playing in my head, well I was still mad I did not like the song and I said song stop I felt the song was not appropriate I don't want to hear that song now with a course tone of voice, I felt the Holy spirit grieved it was not a nice feeling at all I believed  that is what David felt when he wrote the psalms "create in me a clean heart oh lord renew a right spirit within  cast me not away from thy presence oh lord take not your Holy Spirit from me restore unto me the joy of my salvation."
When that was even worst feeling to have felt, I went on my knees and I started to speak to him repent for grieving  His Spirit, up to this day the tune of the song does not come to me however I know the words. On my knees though I heard it again, 'Broken But Good' I finally surrendered I could not go any further. So many of us think that for God to speak and deliver us it has to come through a man, and you know the whole works, in truth God wants us to have an experience a personal experience with him. 

WE DO NEED THE MEN AND WOMEN OF GOD IN OUR LIVES TO HELP AND DIRECT US STILL! I thank God for his grace and mercy and his love. I finally know how to surrender to him, why surrendering takes  such a long time, because we refuse to give him everything and do it everyday. 

There is a lot of details missing from this but I hope you may understand what am saying. 

It's all about The King, KING JESUS! LONG LIVE THE KING MUAH!

I respect that man of God, he was just following directions from above. God needed to do that one up close and personal. 

It is not like I never had an encounter before actually I had many encounters and dreams but that season I was in was something, OY! That season was a compromising distracting season, also where you trying to make it in your effort your works and wrong decisions upon more worst ones.  

He showed me my future and I liked it  and I decide am going to live there. The song was about my future, how many times we get caught into our present situation and feel all hope is gone, Jesus is alive once He lives there will always be hope and He is living forever and He needs you, me and all of us still to get closer for there is so much more, so much more.

In November 2009 I had a dream I entered into a room not to dark, there was a person siting down in a chair, all of a sudden lights bright lights and glow of fire on the person and the small figure started to get tall, I was scared in my dream, I started to rebuke the devil and speak in tongues the person said Be Ye holy as I am  holy over and over I fell to my knees and I woke up. In march four days before I dream the thing that happen to me I had some warnings that I did not pay attention too.  Oh Jesus! God is always speaking we need to listen to him and let his will become our will in our lives, you will see a big difference.

Fueled For Fire!

War is on. My laptop crashed and now this dream,  my laptop crashed because of this blog I started to write, the  dream  speaks for it self already. I attended a very profound conference  with some mighty men and woman of God.

During the conference the enemy got disturb and we got new territory we enter into a new dimension. I have to say new level means new battle  and we will have to mend our gates, we still have to be on the watch for if there is any loop hole the enemy will take it. 

The PC crashed because I open a linked  that I heard in my spirit not to open it is a trick.  I got more curious because the message was saying  I am on a video and so-on. I heard "DO NOT OPEN" but I still open well the enemy may try to stop me  from writing but guess what  am not stopping. Psalms 68:11 The Lord gave the word: great was the company of those that published it.

Now you know what happen when we do not follow his instructions obedience is important it can save life even that of my laptop that is not even two months yet.  That scripture verse came to me after the dream and others pertaining the instruction  I had to take. OH LORD!

To God be the glory! Psalms 68:1 Let God arise and his enemies be scattered. They have already been scattered this is just an illusion false evidence appearing real.

The link was on a social network and most of the time I would be the one to initiate  a conversation  with anyone there, and this person  started  talking to me asking me if am fine  and so... and answered question that I asked then send me the link,  after sending me the link the person said, "I'll be right back going out for about an hour."

Oh my God. It's not even a full day since the conference is over thank God for seeing eyes for no devil in hell going to stop me the only person that can is me and me you better get you self in order self check you self am putting you out. Help  my ears Lord.......I am so serious right now! Curiosity check you self!
Guess what Ican not get back on to twitter and other networks  now eh so sharing this  will even be more possible because God will make a way!

Battle For New Territory

I dream that I was in this new place. New house, new environment and new people. In it I was getting my self acquainted  with the people and the premises, then some people that I know and others that I did not know was at the premises entrance wanting to get in and do whatever they wanted; The owner of the house said no, they got angry,  it was like a mob attack.
I found my self outside dodging from rocks and stones however there was a particular female with me she new the territory, she was already living there. there was a trench and we went in it. The trench was built out of rocks and stone, going in the direction from  south  to north we were on one side while they on the opposite side.

The rocks was  small starting from the buttom which seemed to be south and I was heading north upwards  where lest rocks was throwing but when I reach further up, I realized that  the rocks was much much bigger even though it was just one person from the opposite side targetting that area. I said how is this possible for this one person to be throwing such huge rocks so high and almost in the exact area where we were, the lady  said, "not sure how," she too was firing back stones but not as big.  I woke up when I saw a huge glass or crystal coming over I moved and cover my face, when it hit the rocks it shatterd into pieces.

Man is a Drop of his thought of his personality on the earth

I woke up this morning and the last thing in this dream was this, saying from his voice. I was not at my best, I did not pray the way I was suppose to. I was speaking to him but it was more about the pain that I was feeling. I left  work with some strong abdominal pain and when I reach home I thought my remedy would work, but I made the pain worst. 

So  I took a shower and went o bed after doing my best trying to stop the pain it stopped eventually. However I did not pray the way as I said before, the pain was that over whelming. This morning however before  I do anything else i had to give him thanks because, he still speaks his desire is to speak and communicate with us before I came back into consciousness of this world  the last thin in the dream was his voice, "Man is drop of  His thought of his personality in the earth." in my dream he had me saying it over and over I woke up saying it.

 Now am like but I did not spend time so much with you yesterday I pray but you know not pray, pray, his mercies and grace far more exceed what we think his hands are out stretched trying to grab us into his presence. why are we running from it? 

I had to give him thanks because some where in the night the pain stop and it's now morning before I wake the last thing in the dream, he spoke he did not leave me alone, he was there and he is there even in your worst situation, He cares much! Well the holy Spirit searches the deep things of God and reveal it to his people, His sons and daughters. 

Draw me close to you Lord and never let me go! 

I thank you Lord I do love you!

How can you be great at what you do if you do not exercise it

Applying the things you know and need to do, it can make a difference in your life and help you achieve the success you want. Practice is said to make perfect. 

Perfect the things that you need to work on, that you know are the keys of getting you where you have to be, and that is a true statement. 

I find in my life and by watching others that we want big things great and nice things and nothing is wrong with that. We even decide to work for them and some of us do get those things (material).  But we do not work  on the thing that mostly matter such as spending time in God, for him to direct our steps. We are afraid to exercise our gifts and talents because of other people opinion. 

We rather let someone do the hard work and hitch a ride on their wagon of effort and their sacrifice.... so to speak. 

We have lots of wishful thinking and that will not take us off the ground. first and foremost am speaking to my self. David encourage himself in the Lord when things were looking bad for him. There are a lot   of decisions to be made make the right one for it will make or break you. don't worry about the nay sayers God is saying Yes. 

Yes to his words stay his words in his word you will find his will for your life and if you are not good at it yet but it is you passion fire in your belly practice and exercise it will be made perfect. Be mindful and respectful to others do all things in love be excellent...........KERINA!

Are you in the being or the knowing or the doing?

Being and knowing and doing are all different levels of the mind set we have in our life. 

When all three are combined, you create a personality and a character who creates a momentum to impact the lives of people around you. 

To affect strongly your environment, community, Island, state, nations and the world. It is the little steps consistently that will bring about the influence on those things we so desire and it starts with 'YOU.' 

However you can become stuck in being in existence as apposed to non existence and have this way of thinking, 'am existing this is where I belong.' 

Your existing in the past or your failures or maybe you are caught up in your success and your just existing in that and that alone. 

Knowing is the state  where you think you know everything about life, people, subjects matters, languages and more, you just in the know. 

Doing, you doing everything, you jump high you go low, your just a busy-body doing, doing with no specific outcome  for the long term just doing in the short term, just keeping occupied.

Now bringing these three levels of the state of our mind together into oneness in our lives and developing it into our consciousness can indeed create an energy a sound that can generate frequency a language to the whole earth. 

It first starts with you! 

Take little steps they will get bigger eventually, as you stretch yourself gradually.

Heightment! What is that?

On the 22^nd February,  2011  I had a dream and  am going to summarize it.  

The first segment was a concert setting; in the concert the building shook,  and it shook  out of the joints or corner of the structure, some people got scared and started to leave, so I decided  to leave,  and so the others  decided to close up the building.  When I  reached outside the building it looked like a different building. 

The second segment I met two male figures outside of a restaurant and they asked me to have a bite with them I was refusing but eventually I did, and it was a white sauce and Bread.  

I  participated and dipped  the bread on the platter and ate when I tasted the bread with the white sauce it was  very salty.

 Third segment I went inside and there was a female figure that was saying she has something for me,  but don’t  have it right now to give, my respond to that was it is ok I understand.

 The fourth segment was I was still in the same building but different room I went to pray and I was on my knees praying  worshipping and so-on, then I went to read the bible and it said in the bible,” I have sealed the heightment, the heightment is sealed thank you lord.” 

That is what I read in the bible in my dream.

Well I woke up and I was like “heightment” sealed what is that I never heard of a word  like that before I know about height, and I know about ment in terms of movement, development etc. So I went to look up hightment in the dictionary and online the only thing  that 

 I found that relates to that was  signal frequency noise, signals fundamentals energy modulation frequencies, manifold solution for mass flow control and pressure control and blow out limits of flames high speed, non-dimensionalized, air entertainment into buoyant jet flame and pool fire, it goes on and on about mass rate flow etc .Well I went and ask, Lord what does this mean, then he carried me to Jacob in Geneses 32 that is the answer for the first segment.Then he said covenant Genesis 32 as well. 

The third he said you have to be able to receive  and not shy away and be all full of pride with what am about to give you. The last it has to do with noise sound waves  shouts well I know this is July 22, 2011, 1:29 am but I feel it is time to release this, for it’s time to make a noise that noise that creates Change in the atmosphere in our life etc .

Naming The Blog

It came because of the dream "Man does not shed by his skin, but his heart."  I was sharing the dream with my sister the morning and she was like, Kerina you need to do a blog, and write the things you feel and so forth. I said, "okay." she asked,"what are you going to name it." 

I said, "I don't know, it's going to come to me." Her reply was "okay." Well I thought I had a genius idea so I said, "it's going to me to me." she said, "I know." I said no it's going to come to me." She said, "I heard you." It went on for a few seconds. 

So I looked to her and said firmly, "The name of the blog is "it's going to come to me." She said, "it's going to me to me." With a look of agony on her face. We looked at each other, she started to laugh, I said, "I am serious." She started to laugh even more, then I started to laugh as well.

 I was more excited about the quote I got in the dream, so hurriedly went to twitter an post just a snip of the dream and the quote" man is not shed by his skin, but by his heart." There on twitter the morning as I was tweeting, the thought came to me, I  was inspired by the night, because I got the dream in the night. 

So  I said  to myself that is the name of the blog 'Inspired by the night' so then and there the name came. I place it (the name of the blog) on twitter even before I created the blog. So that is how I got the name "Inspired By The Night." 

It really did come to me!

Man does not shed by his skin, but by his heart!

I  dream I was in a theatre where there was dancing, singing, drama, arts and painting. In it, I was apart of the activity, as well as the audience. It was colourful, bright and radiant. Characters in it was a  man that was my dad and a bright gold or yellow fish, a girl and a boy they were brother and sister and it felt like I was the boy character (I don't know why). 

Well the statement came to me at the end of the dream "Man does not shed by his skin, but by his heart". I woke up it seemed straight forward to me, but I still wondered if there was anything else am missing. Well the fact that this dream was the second dream in the night right after the "IMPITIOUS" dream. 

Then I realize after a battle there is celebration, new territory and spoils for the winner. So I figure I will be celebrating soon and am starting it now.

 Another thing is no matter how much material possession you have if your heart is not right, it does not matter. Your heart speaks more than all the riches and silver in the world, every woman knows this  don't give me your money nor your car, but give me your heart. God wants your heart. 

 Out of your heart flows your issues of life and he want you to share it with him even though he already knows whats in it, he want you to share it with him, he wants companionship and friendship with you. Why He does because of love; He just loves us!

Your heart is what speaks.

The result is showing appreciation and generosity.