My sexual assault I met him twice. I did mention that it almost happen on the first date his behaviour was not acceptable and I told him about it and that was in November.
Now all in December now I realize I started to think about him and cry wondering if I made a mistake In January now I called him to wish him happy birthday that how we started to talk again.
I just could not shake it after a while his verbal behaviour was awful and I knew that's not me I prayed and I cut it off because generally I know that man not suppose to treat women like that and it felt wrong I had know connection that I know I was suppose to have I told him that, he told me something is wrong with me. Cancel cancel in Jesus name.
I cut it off he started to say things like I'll never and the rest...I mentioned in one of the blog. Monday night I really went on my knees and said Lord show me and I had the dream and I let him know I had the dream and am sticking to my grounds well I don't know where my grounds went but I was in the wrong place that Friday it happen.
I am sharing this part because I heard something well not for long about soul ties and is then I realize oh so is that what happened. I never said this but where he is from he knows about these thing we had conversation about it. He denied doing any of it but knows about it. God is my witness If I lie here let lightning and thunder come and stroke me down right now.
Our first conversation and the way it was going I said is the devil sent you to to distract me he paused and answered with a smart mouth. I knew from the very beginning, that intuition we don't pay attention to. I know it was a set up I know. Now but be careful of people and females be careful of strange men ,men be careful of strange women.
I did not hear much of it because I got cut off from the teaching my time was up with the service I had.
But the little I heard carried me back to this.
Because of wrongful soul ties it can cause you to miss out on you rightful wife or husband and trust and believe me you will know when the right one comes and if you don't well am sorry.
If you have really been reading my blog you would have seen something like this Google you and I can not be married cancel cancel. Don't get funny on me now
I love google search engine and out loud I would say Google if you were a man I would marry you. Cancel cancel in Jesus name
So I received a mail about marital thoughts probably it means to get it in order every time i search in Google for marital thoughts I pulled up something negative and when I go into images pictures of black eye and all the rest it had some nice ones but I saw the black eyes one and abandon babies etc.
Now if you read and notice things, your most powerful weapon is the one the enemy don't sees.
I did say in one of these writing for today 11-11-11 might be my last well I think this one is now.
I belong to one man and one man belongs to me. My husband to be God chosen and I am also God's chosen I am a wife to be!
Listen you too are God's chosen
Hey anything is possible with God Look at me I survived and am well!
"There goes your fairy tale but God gave me a real tale".
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