Thursday, October 13, 2011

My life my story and I gave it to him and let go it's His story of complete restoration in the life He gave me.

It is to prove again  and again that no matter what happens to you and you purpose in your mind to do the right, even when evil present it self.

Yes you have failures, yes you made mistake, big ones and small one, you can always bounce back.

When injustice happens when it should have not. When violation happens to you by the law keepers/workers they are individuals that suppose to defend you and protect you and stand up for you when abuse and discrimination etc happens to you. In general people that you know that are suppose to and have obligation because of  there duty assignment are hurting you more than real criminals. But there are, criminals in tie and jackets not just in black mask and walks in the night, but they walking in the day in their ties and jackets too.

Victims are being abused discriminated neglected. But there is a defender and healer and a restore of broken lives His name is Jesus Christ. He did it for me and He will do it for you.

I spoke somethings in parables, but I take after my Father I do what I see my Father do. Am a daughter!

Jehovah God  is more than able to bring us out but I have learnt over these couple of months weeks and days we too need to take action.
There is light at the end of the tunnel after the tunnel their is a beautiful life awaiting you to possess.
If you are not seeing any lights you probably in the wrong tunnel. (meaning mindset as well)
Once one spark of light shines no matter how far it is in the darkness, you will see it.

Am attempting to come out the closet and bring you out too

Well I am skipping some other signs but in July 2010 26 or 28th  on one of those days. I was in the office and I was watching my usual program  from 7:00-7:30am and leave at 8:00am this was very noticeable and straight to the point He ask me the question, and I was like no no and then He said, yes yes.

Going down the stairs I said that really sound like the Lord and I really really try to shake it off. I was also into this artist and I saw an interview, my goodness I did not know I could drop this artist like that. He promotes his heritage and in the interview he was so lame and like he did not know what he was talking about I was mad and disappointed.

I was telling my co worker  about the interview I saw and how disappointed I was that he could not even answer the question about the place and it made me mad like you only do what you do for what fame. you really don't know what is going on. I just drop him in a couple of days I remember it was July 30th-31st I saw the interview.

I compared the possibility.
Which one weighed out more?
I was like none.

Now am like super cali fragilistic expialidocious in the will of GOD!

It is said to be a nonsense word, but God always uses the foolish  things to confound the wise.


It's Supercalafragilisticexpialidocious, even though the sound of it is something quite atrocious, if you say it loud enough you'll always sound precocious, supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

I know my passion

To be successful and have the life your dreamed about is knowing & finding your passion and doing it.
To be at peace with yourself, you got to do what you love.
Achieving would not become hard and unnecessary for it's what you love.

What I love is Talking about Jesus to others I love dialoguing. I love to communicate on topics that is conducive.
So my interest and passion is in communication.

What type of communication?  Mostly all if not all.

I enjoy teaching too.

What type of teaching?

Another passion that I have is nutrition and herbal remedies. I like and I know certain herbs and what they are good for and I use them I will suggest certain things to people that know and ask me. I have put a hold on furthering that, I still drink teas now and again, its good for you. Well the right  suitable kind.

Am going to start with

In late 2004 or early 2005 I receive this word in a dream. I went to work and showed Kathleen the word I told her I think it's linked with what happen to me in 2003 September 2-3 It was a Friday night Saturday morning.
I was confuse about the word after she said what she said. she went and look up the word it was a name of a tribe and she went talking things. Well I prayed about what she was saying the very same day and I heard yes what she is saying is correct.

I thought it had something to do with manna. After that attack what came out of my mouth was what manna of man this and then John10:10 came out of my mouth. By the way I did not even know that was John 10:10 it just flowed out of my mouth like I just know. I went and look it up and it was correct.

Well I had the word and I drew, well try to draw a manna on a plate with the name. I had it in my book and I still prayed about what it meant and He keep saying what Kathleen said is correct so I said okay well after about 9 months or more of having that I threw it away because I got fed up of waiting. I said Lord if this is so let it come back to me with what you said and then a tossed it away in the garbage.

I have been feeling this too

I've been feeling and wondering lately and recently if it's time, then today I dream you in the closet. If you feel that your are in the closet come out. I did not put you in there.
I have been avoiding you sometimes in my dream. Is it my duty to bring you out.
I thought it is yours.
Am not a shame I will never be.
So you feel I have you in the closet.
Don't you feel you have me in the closet too?

Symbolizes that was in this dream.
school, classroom,students, teaching, teacher, closet, church, wedding ceremony, running, crying and laughing
Bus, father music travelling and some more.

So you really really feel I have you in the closet?

Sunday, October 9, 2011

If you have something to do, do it

I have a little more time to write this  about some recurring dreams I have been having. Not every night but some nights they recur.
I dream every night just don't and can't put everything here not to hide anything in terms of bad but I just can't say a lot of other things and somethings just not yet.

Well am not going to detailed the dream but really say what it means

I've been having this dream where people are suppose to be giving/blessing other people and they are refusing to do so.
Why are they refusing to do so because they feel if they do, they making the other person richer more better than them.
Some maybe afraid to come forth some just really walking in disobedience.

You know what to do who you are suppose to see, but yet you refuse and make excuse.

It could even be a word of encourage for some of them, but instead they are refusing.
In my dreams people keep doing and  pulling back not going all the way.

What about me. I heard some one say. Well am doing, you just may not understand or have all the details.

Don't miss the bus

Well this morning I awoke from this dream and my explanation of the dream is not coming from any reference source but me and the expression and knowing of not just how I feel but am explanation inside.
I will give as much details as am permitted to give, by memory and leading of the Holy Spirit.

I was in a bus, along with some other people the bus stopped  so that the driver can do something or pickup someone.
This person that was on the bus came off, for whatever reason. The person try to get back on but the bus turn off while other people was shouting to the driver stop she did not get on , by loud music or ignorance the driver did not responded. so in the stop I shouted to the driver you did not give the person enough time to get on the bus you drove off. The driver responded  like that is not his fault, he did not hear anything, from the other individual in the bus.
The other individual in the bus had a attitude like oh well and laughed because as the person was trying to get on  the bus, putting  their foot the bus turned off very rapidly and they shouted once to say that the person did not get on  and mumbling and laughing and had an oh well character about them.

The bus reached it destination, we were all in a building, there were construction and other  things being done on the premises there where lots of school children seemed to be going back to school it was like the first day of school.
The scene changed we had church or tent meeting was packing up chairs the after chairs we were folding clothes then a circled formed to pray or sing or closing.

Well the circle started to get larger  and spread out and their was a gap because of the spreading out I was at the place where i was the one that had to  to run to catch up the gap to keep the circle connected, People was eating nuts  it looked liked almond  nuts

we were in a pine cone field forest the forest was cleared did not look abandon or anything.
well the top of the circle was the one pulling or spreading out and he people at the buttom of the circle there was a gap created because of the spreading out.

So I started to run to keep the circle well i had on black bedroom slippers they were not on my feet properly so one came off and an took of the other one so I took of the other one so i can run faster to meet up the rest of a broken circle. the other behind some of the people with that oh well attitude I said to them bring my shoes they also had a you forget your shoes or you run leave your shoes. well teh circle met but the large circle was not o large anymore but the circle was formed

Bus or vehicles in dreams could mean ministry on your life
as well the bus of salvation. Also it depends on what kind of dream you are having.
It was more the bus of salvation

Shoes the bible says put on the shoes of preparation of the gospel you got to be ready.


Have to go get ready for church  explain some more later

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I know I said I would explain this dream but I am going to leave it as it is Today's date 11/102011 2:32pm