The struggle is over

This piece is is really free lance I was just writing something trying to get out the song and what I was thinking in my head  and the middle and the last piece is blowing my mind it good that is what I mean

Freelancing

I need to learn how to come out of my dreams with everything when it comes to music there was a song in my dream this morning and I was singing the words and dancing in between there I woke up okay went to put it on paper just a few lines, carry my paper and pen with me to bed not sleeping but thinking and trying to put the words together

by the way also here on the blog in my head I am writing  started to write on the paper the pen ink seems to stop come on now don't you think I would have a good pen the enemy really does try trying is such weak word. 

I really love music I prefer the melodies more than the words I am drawn to music  the melodies more so than the lyrics the lyrics or words are important too but man the melodies are off the chain well of course the right melody

I would like to tell you something about worship and sex,

but the sex part I believe I have to be legal

because you wont believe it

It does not come from being physical experienced nor does it come from a a dream It just a knowing that is why I was able to keep myself for so long

When that happen to me although it happen by force and manipulation I was at a place of compromisation

because while I was told my standards are too high and I a naive and the one you looking for is not born and will never be you need to cut back and think and put you self out there your biological clock is ticking, girl stop tripping!!! 

the the big set up  I have no regrets although I was writing and communication before I never put it out there

I never took the chance or the risk to see if this twist will be  a big wish that would come true

Never before I met someone that could have a conversation with me so goo so strong and although we disagree we still  agree, that drew me

I knew it was bad I saw it before it happen but yet the script was written and now I am righten

No more sadden but now am free to show my colours of a true struggle

Liberty and freedom justice for all no mater what you have done or been through this is liberty for all

worship is awesome it gets in in a place uncommon

so that you can blossom

I love the Lord I do

One of the things He has given me back is a sense of Innocence  that is where I know I can flow

believe it or not this is not ripplies  it is realities

I am grateful  of life and that I am alive to see tomorrow

so I can shoot more arrow

The road of life I am not a sparrow

I cannot fly so I have to walk

towards the target that is so narrow

He place inside 

so they can start it

and Live to see their tomorrow

It is not impossible but achievable

When I look at it I see

I'm possible so shall it be audible

No more obstacle