Every word we speak is tried

Not only  every word we speak is tried but we also give the enemy, the tool and equipment, the strategy, the idea, the weapon to use to cause us pain, to try to trip us up.

I was looking back on why after success in fasting I have struggles now.
I can recall  me saying to my family I don't want to cook or deal with preparing meals because I don't want to be tempted and I am weak around food, really I just did not want to prepare any meals because I am the one that normally does.
I just wanted a way out from that part, not only it did not work, they know  normally I fast and stick to it.  There was some argument  and now I started the fast,  realising i am really having trouble sticking to it  and also trip up my discipline routine.

God is so good He allowed me to hear this man of god talked  about the very same conclusion, that we are the ones that give the enemy the tools to fight against us his reference was after Jesus had fasted for the forty days and night out of Jesus mouth was that he hunger and then satan came an tempt him to turn the stone into bread.

Thank God for the conversation I had today because now you know that we have to becareful of what comes out of our mouth

I wrote something in nutrition and me
 I had a conversation with someone today, I sure did not create, however I had that conversation.
or maybe I did when I said what i said, actually how I said what I said.

All of us have had some sort of rebellion against the Lord in what He said, how He said and when He said, what to do.  In nutrition and me, when I wrote about saying no to not fasting, it was only a direct statement to the conclusion of the matter.

I did fasted that February I just did not went  the whole way because of excuses and the fact my stomach was hurting me because of other reasons I did not mention and have not mention nowhere on this blog

Excuses is just simply like saying no, delayed obedience is disobedience. Although I started I did not finish I did not had to say all of that. There are other reason that I still have not said why I could not finish it, but now I am more  ahead and what was blurry then, is now clearer. Excuse is just like saying no, that is why I went directly and said I said no to the Lord. It was excuses, in simpler forms its a no.

Another thing I never came here to make anyone  feel that I know it  all because I don't, for some clarity the way I say and write is so that you can see a human being moving from one level of life from depression, oppression, frustration, confusion and poverty, to restoration, liberation, breakthroughs, success and happiness and note that everything starts within.

Yes I can convey my words  to sound keen, bold and make sure my English grammar is precise and well pronounced to pull in a certain type of audience but  why do that, when the majority is doing that.

What about the fragmented and broken ones that need to see real humanness and not a superficial notion of how it is suppose to look dress and sounds.

I am not for poverty, poverty causes immature death.

I don't say everything I can not say everything not because of fear because I was told by the ruler of the universe not too it is not time.

So if you happen to see me on a social site and you come talk with me, I will talk with you, but don't sum me up like that Because am not doing it to you.

If you feel that I am over confident and have pride, in defence of that I think it is about time for me to feel confident about myself and take some pride in myself. Openly sharing my personal experiences with you.

Not in condemnation but there is light at the end of the tunnel. Jesus is the light. John 8:12
There is indeed light at the end of the tunnel if you go through long enough, you will see it.

To that question Yes I will be a good wife to my husband.

One of the things I know for sure, is that no matter what happen to us God wants to demonstrate love,  compassion, forgiveness, restoration and peace.

In today's world you can hardly find these thing that is real. You either have to be able to do or give something in order to be accepted and or look upon as somebody. The Lord is into restoration and rebuilding, this is nothing new.

God the Lord wants everyone of us to feel that they are somebody and worth and deserves it, deserve Him
that is why He gave his son Jesus Christ, out of love, to restore and rescue all of us.

Jesus is the only way but you can be a a path or a route that may not look like you are going to find Him, but in the end you will find Him, and He is not the one that is lost.

Sowing seed is important I sow seeds, you are not buying a miracle or anything like that. Can one really buy a miracle, a word, a revelation? No you can not.

Neither can you pay for their experiences of their life and sacrifice and what they go through, to be where they at.
what happens when we are asked to sow a seed or give an offering, you are putting your life in teh hand of the man or woman of God to stand in teh gap for you. Your money  represent your blood.

Why Blood? Life is in the blood. All of our lives we are told  to work hard for what we want to earn (cash) money. It really means giving up and surrendering your life and sweat and 9 or 12 or 16 or 18  a day. 5  or 6 days a week or 24/7 in the office or in the  field etc it is serious.

When you give up that to the men or women of god whether by the leading of the Holy Spirit  or they asking you, you are not being robbed or schammed out of anything they see further than you are able too. They pull you out of the dark, because you put your life into their hands, (yes your money) if you just believe.

Common sense  should and would tell you you can not give what you don't have.

You have to receive or have something, to give something, whether it is you las,t like the widow woman.

There will be harvest, I believe though from what I have come to know  and looking back on my own life, because the harvest did not come like how we expect it  or in the package we would like, we miss it BIG TIME> we pass a lot of our harvest.

That is why, we feel or it appears not having a harvest or receiving a harvest, another issue we do not name our seed or go back to reap just like how we sow, meaning pulling in those things prophetically.  I am learning

We literally miss, bypass our harvest and blessing everyday. Be mindful of small and little things and be thankful.