Toy dog

My mom said shiloah is a toy dog. He was barking one evening, I suppose at something or someone mommy got up out of the blues, let me go see what this toy dog barking at.

The vet said that shiloah was and is the pup that's born with the defect as in all litters have, and he is retarded  and emotional.
The vet diagnosis of my  shiloah hmm -_-

The poison apple

Looking at snow white, and sleeping beauty and all those princesses, that fell a sleep or trapped in a tower, we may say, they where put there by evil mother in-laws etc. I decided how ever to look at it in this way. Before they were trapped or put in a deep sleep, they were up and about in their flesh, but after being trapped I see it as this. They were in their spirit, building it not so curious and naive, not merely acting on emotion and power but thinking things through thoroughly. No more fleshly deeds but working on the spirit, building the spirit.

Snow white was resting and relaxing into her promise although her flesh may not have known how and when her prince was going to show up. Destiny was taking place for her prince to show up on the scene. Eating the apple put her in the position to not mess up with her flesh. Rather build her spirit to be ready for her prince.
So eating th e apple was the opening of the door for her prince to show up.

I wanted to put this up since the 17th last month but I think it now. I had it here all day now I feel it's time to release.

I am sad because, what you see you want and can't get, snow and fire places, mistletoe  heehee
This is indeed serious
I am good really I am
I like the present part too

I know why

I am so excited around this time I was conceive in this month...heehee it's just a thought that pop in my head just now...wow, for real what if that is the reason why hmmm interesting, so why am I sad sometimes then, I really love  the pictures I see on the cards the snow and fire places and the decorations

Christmas season is here again

I found some Christmas cards, they weren't lost, I've been going through them every year and I seemed to not be able to give them away, but collecting them, and they all have things in common on them.

Cabins with fire places, trees in the background, farm houses, small villages and kids outside sleighing and playing in the snow. I am going to give the mall away, this year, no more hoarding them, okay I will keep one of my favourite. I have more than one favourite, that is a problem -_-

I was just looking for some vintage cards on the internet, but it's not the same, holding them in your hands feel so much better.

Here is a taste of what I like and why Christmas for me can be sad sometimes and happy. But am going to be good. I hope kathleen is hanging in there, she is is near to some of those things, the snow and fire places etc. We don't need fire places down here we're hot all year round. The smell of pine cones in the air, I better go buy some pine air-freshner.............lol

Isn't it dreamy, I told you so!!

Why I decided to not be here for a while

It's all about discipline.
I have been in  a place where I realize that we as human don't like and appreciate discipline we rather do our own thing, whenever and wherever.
When we get in an organization and there are rules and regulation we then say these people are trying to control and manipulate, don't get me wrong, but there are some people that do control and manipulate people and you see it almost everyday  if  not everyday, even in commercial.

I am not on commercials and media though.

We have to learn and build discipline for our own selves and not wait for some to say well this is where and when to go  and what to do and what you can't do. Have restrictions and limits on your self in terms of where to go and when and what time you will spend etc. I am not talking about strapping down your self from living life, but create boundaries in a good way.

Become committed  to something someone, when you are you will realize that you are more free than being not committed. Look at it this way singleness and marriage; if you are single how free can you be; in a marriage how free can you be?

In singleness I am bond to can not do this or that because am not free to do these things, it not right. But now am committed to a marriage and can do things a that I would not and should not be doing in singleness so who is more free being committed or being single.

Some will say single, who did not get the picture am painting, being single and doing those things get you in trouble, even if you say you have one man or woman, you are committed to that ONE man or woman, but being frivolous with everyone and anyone you are not free at all, you have to hide and duck etc.

Committed or having commitment is more free than being not committed.
Discipline keeps you in tact

Gee whiz It's Christmas

Hello There; 

Merry Christmas How it's Been?

 It's so good to talk to you again, It's been a long, long time. 

I can't explain why you cross my mind. I guest it's to wish you a Merry Christmas

By the way It does not snow in the Caribbean.

I am wishing you a Merry Christmas