Guess what

We don’t know until we know

Well I receive a little memo from FB people concerning the adding well I knew some of them and others I knew by face and the rest I came to know. To be honest I have been having conversation with them more than those that were there long time; even if I am not there they’re  talking to me and liking my post and they (FB) sent me a memo....hum.

I never told you guys this but I was afraid to pray for faith and so forth because I heard this lady say every time she pray and ask God for faith something bad, (she calls it) happens I was scared to ask and pray Lord please for some faith.  

I got over that I asked God for faith and then I would squint my face and brace for it ........hummm. Yes until I became strong enough to take it in.

She saw it and receives it as something bad happening to her. Now I see it as strengthening my muscles of faith. How do you see it?

We affect each other in what we do and say.

Well I read something this morning I guess it is a grammatical error I hope it is; it got to be.

 I will declare and decree I stop place grammatical errors here!

Whether aware or unaware I will practise to not do it any more those things can mess you up.

Another story I never told you guys during my teenage years I wrote my dad a letter why you are not here and you leave and you are not supporting me and my sister and you have pending child support fees due and I am doing exam and need help also that I need a dad in my life and so forth don't get the wrong idea now.

I included our telephone number many months after he called and talked about my English grammar was bad and terrible and all that.

Now do you think it was easy for me to come out here and write all this after all that even with bad grammar  although I know better I want to be free of peoples opinion and I am I came with my errors wilfully and mistakenly too.

I have have reached another thresh floor I will not do it any more I will practise on not making grammatical errors I don't want to be responsible for messing up any one thought patterns; however I doubt I have, but I guess the conviction is for me to do things differently. I know I change my season changed

I know God wants me to be here

I sometimes I don’t want to be here writing talking to you I rather write to myself, but the strangest truth is I enjoy it. I know what it is it s responsibility yes we are afraid of that thing.

I don't know everything, I am not claiming and I will never; we are always learning. In high school upon leaving my English teacher had a discussion with us about going to university do's and don't s. 

She shared a story about this particular professor she had, a female English professor and she was putting over her point of views and giving exams on her point of views; there were some students who disagree and debated against her points strongly.

She would give test based on her point of views instead of they just do the test based on what she is teaching they refuse and or use their own answers; they failed.

She then said, “It’s not a matter I agree or did not agree the test was based on her point of views, the answers were what she gave just do it and pass and move on”.

While the rest failed she passed the test semester and they still behind debating on she is wrong and they are right.

I don't know everything, but this lesson can take you a long way of learning.

I can cook and I went to do something is someone kitchen trying g to show off it came out flat and bad I was embarrass. So can you cook? I try or I can do  a little something.
The best  one and my best is they say say I can cook. -_-

I learn to say, ‘show me how you do it I don't know’ and to be honest we don't know until we know.