You big

Okay today after running my errands in town I went to visit daddy. "Good morning daddy". He said, "Oh my angel, "I was thinking about you a few minutes ago". Before I arrived he say, he saw some one that was going up the street  thought it was me but then he said I am a little bigger to himself..... I said what !

What do you mean I am bigger. He said, "You big". "I am big daddy you think I'm big".

He said, "yes you big, if you get any bigger you will have to walk in the door side ways and when you get up from sitting they will have to pull the chair off my bumb".

I said, "daddy you think I am big". The man start to laugh and asked me If I think I I skinny, thin and small. Imagine that.

Please note that conversation went on for a while -_- well we laugh it was fun o_O

I am good, it's all good.

Well I started to do what I have to do mop the floors  and etc then they turn of the water plumbing problems somewhere in then area I suppose.

Could you imagine How I felt so I had to wrap up what I was doing. 'I felt like a fish out of water' I got alcohol bay-rum and still hand sanitizer  to clean my hands I wanted to get home as soon as possible and the journey aint short.
But I guess compare to the the world out there such as the US and  over there that would be short

WELL I reached home wash the top of my head to the sole of my feet and I had to anyway I went with  the treatment in my hair covered it up with a scarf the length of my hair and so forth it wont look bad It did not smell bad I least I think  so.
Until I started to washing it out the raw egg sent................Brrr

I will deal with the garden after. humm............So

Yes I just reached home the first thing was the shower and washing up

What I did to day

There was no power in skb teh whole country from since 4 am this morning it came back around after three minutes to four not sure of the exact time, around there though.

I was in my garden planting more chives and greens and weeding of the ones I had before.
I cooked soup today............they say that is not Sunday food -_-

and other little house stuff

Now what mischief  I got myself into is that I made a hair treatment
with mayonnaise, egg, aloe vera and added some deep conditioner and blend it and I put it in my hair this time.........hummmm

I have to got to work and I don't want to rinse it out and I have some things to do in town after (errands) I will be smelling like raw egg..... ha

I have a  hair dryer I don't like them even at the hair salon I don't like them.


o_O

love muah

I forgot to tell you last year July I cut my hair really short  (I mentioned it here last year also with the egg dream in my hair I noticed...yeah...hmm) I really try going natural all the way these things too thick for that I really don't like to comb my hair but I love to wash them.

The combing part sucks


Anyway they are back in my back but every month and in between I cut, trim everything myself

I remeber the first time I cut my hair myself I had to reach to the hair dresser to fix it it was bad half side longer the the other  hardly could fit in one  in no time they were back

I got better with te the scissors

this is the second time I put the egg in my hair since those dreams the first time was a week and a couple of days ago but it was just the egg and the deep conditioner.....now it more stuff when our avocados come in I will try it, along with everything else I mentioned here. :)

Right now my hair and head smelling poopppy..........ummmO_o

I am In a Place

I am thinking about men and women the difference are obvious and simple.  It is said simplicity is blinding. I guess that is why the sexes are just missing the point and points

I am in a mood about think like a man act like a lady

I still can't shake this I don't wont to think like a man. I think they they are dumb. NO offences to any man but listen to this.

You would  take up a bike  ride maximum speed through fire full of gasoline
You would go to the top of a building and jump down and get a bump
Put you feet upon the couch and you know you are not suppose to slouch
Girl I  love you and they know they don't
I'll take you for a ride in the night

Omg these dumb lines work?

I am trying to think what else they say, I told you I don't get it
and I'm suppose to think like this

I am thinking

I am on to a break through

Men I love you guys I do.

NO hard feelings I am trying to feel this too

I know you  are different  and I am too But why do I  have to think like you?
Makes me frustrated I want to me me
I rather be  a lady the whole way through
But I have to think about what you are going to say
So I can say what you are thinking first
And act before you make your move


I am going to post this on i am woman I am not done just read through and realise what I have done

Guess what

We don’t know until we know

Well I receive a little memo from FB people concerning the adding well I knew some of them and others I knew by face and the rest I came to know. To be honest I have been having conversation with them more than those that were there long time; even if I am not there they’re  talking to me and liking my post and they (FB) sent me a memo....hum.

I never told you guys this but I was afraid to pray for faith and so forth because I heard this lady say every time she pray and ask God for faith something bad, (she calls it) happens I was scared to ask and pray Lord please for some faith.  

I got over that I asked God for faith and then I would squint my face and brace for it ........hummm. Yes until I became strong enough to take it in.

She saw it and receives it as something bad happening to her. Now I see it as strengthening my muscles of faith. How do you see it?

We affect each other in what we do and say.

Well I read something this morning I guess it is a grammatical error I hope it is; it got to be.

 I will declare and decree I stop place grammatical errors here!

Whether aware or unaware I will practise to not do it any more those things can mess you up.

Another story I never told you guys during my teenage years I wrote my dad a letter why you are not here and you leave and you are not supporting me and my sister and you have pending child support fees due and I am doing exam and need help also that I need a dad in my life and so forth don't get the wrong idea now.

I included our telephone number many months after he called and talked about my English grammar was bad and terrible and all that.

Now do you think it was easy for me to come out here and write all this after all that even with bad grammar  although I know better I want to be free of peoples opinion and I am I came with my errors wilfully and mistakenly too.

I have have reached another thresh floor I will not do it any more I will practise on not making grammatical errors I don't want to be responsible for messing up any one thought patterns; however I doubt I have, but I guess the conviction is for me to do things differently. I know I change my season changed

I know God wants me to be here

I sometimes I don’t want to be here writing talking to you I rather write to myself, but the strangest truth is I enjoy it. I know what it is it s responsibility yes we are afraid of that thing.

I don't know everything, I am not claiming and I will never; we are always learning. In high school upon leaving my English teacher had a discussion with us about going to university do's and don't s. 

She shared a story about this particular professor she had, a female English professor and she was putting over her point of views and giving exams on her point of views; there were some students who disagree and debated against her points strongly.

She would give test based on her point of views instead of they just do the test based on what she is teaching they refuse and or use their own answers; they failed.

She then said, “It’s not a matter I agree or did not agree the test was based on her point of views, the answers were what she gave just do it and pass and move on”.

While the rest failed she passed the test semester and they still behind debating on she is wrong and they are right.

I don't know everything, but this lesson can take you a long way of learning.

I can cook and I went to do something is someone kitchen trying g to show off it came out flat and bad I was embarrass. So can you cook? I try or I can do  a little something.
The best  one and my best is they say say I can cook. -_-

I learn to say, ‘show me how you do it I don't know’ and to be honest we don't know until we know.

Make it happen

Okay my page is four hundred and forty five now and plus. I did not realise is so much people I added. that is why I was getting dizzy I guess.

If you want to make something happen you have to make it happen go and do and be.

Do I like it not really not complaining, now I just have to produce more and be more consistent because they are producing what they like well it means I wont be visiting the home line where you see every post that often before I use to get some scare  some outrageous things but then they come out of that zone now I have entered in another.

So what am I trying to say here;

You want something you got to make it happen!

I added I set it and I forget
I though after I reached the four hundred and three that was it I go and come back four nineteen.  I went sleep and come back four hundred and forty four, while I was there  another one accepted four hundred and forty five  wow.

I thought just came to me, wow

should I could I would I

I felt it  going in my stomach...hmmm

rivers of living water

I am

I just shared a picture  I wonder if they see what I see notice what I notice  my complexion is dark brown light coloured, but I am not the colour of my skin. I am woman

what I don't get

Think like a man act like a lady I don't get it at all. I never watched or read it. I wonder if  not watching and reading this making me and other ladies lose the so called game.

why would I wan to think like a man?

why can't the man think like a lady and act like a man?

I don't get it

I guess I am unaware now because I am discussing something I don't get and never read so I am operating in a nonsense zone.

Men are different to women vice versa that is what we all need to understand why do you need too thinkers in a house thinking the same thing acting the same way and they are not?

I tell you I don't get it

I don't read novels romance novels or any such likes I don't get it and I don't like them.
Please I have enough imagination.
Don't start ignite something you can't finish.
I like other books

If I am wrong  I will get it right, but  this thing does it derives from men are players so ladies you got to think like them to out think or know where they are coming from so you wont get played either. Something like that!

I don't get it

Although I don't get it that does not mean it's not going to get me because what you know or don't know can hurt you!

I better get it!

I know it is a man's world.

How I see it it is a man's world to conquer and give it to the lady.
We all know there is a twist now the men wants the ladies to do that for them now.

Well I say if you both can do it and bring the two worlds together why not.

I have to get this.

I thought  we suppose to meet each other half way in our whole selves 

Another thing I don't get is this saying, "you can not have your cake and eat it too"

Where in the world and who thought of this. Of course you can have your cake and eat it too.

I never got it I remember when I was first ask this question can you have your cake and eat it too my answer was yes they started to laugh I was much much younger living in delisle garden

If I have my cake of course I can eat it I have it, why wouldn't I eat.

They explain this long thing I still did not get it.

Later on I understand where they where coming from but I still figure it out that I can still eat if I don't it would spoil and if I do it would come through me. So I win both ways

It came to me and through and then out of me and I got to experience it all ways and enjoy it

If you don't eat it someone else will!